I never imagined myself loving someone so much with all of my heart that I didnt prepare myself for losing him.That day when I lost him, it felt nonstalic. As if its not real and that I landed in a nightmare, a bad dream.Hours passed and they told me he would never come back to me. Never as in Never.I cried a lot, realizing that I lost the person who I love the most.Who I gave my heart and love too.Who I thought I would have a future with.Its crazy how one person who once was in your life make such a big difference when that person is no longer around.I miss him with all my heart. Everyday. My parents and friends became worried over me. I became delusional that I saw him everywhere around me. His smileHis lovely deer like eyesHis gesturesHis noseEven his soft voice which I love to hear.I had problems with myself and I needed to overcome myself. My parents who loves me so dearly send me to the psychopatic to have talk sessions but even so, it did not work.Wherever my eyes landed, I saw his beautiful face that my parents dont know what to do with me and decided to move.To move from the country I came fond of to my mother country; South Korea.They thought, that maybe, my delusional state would become less.----The characters:Lee Yonnie - The lead girl in the story.- 17 y/o.[I will write a lot of her point of view].-----Lu Han- The main guy in the story.----Bi Shu Jin- I will reveal more about him in the story. Foreword