chapter7. (1/1)

After that day, during our encounter, the words that left her her lips. It was like a beautiful witch cursed me with luck that I don't deserve.It has been almost a week after that day and it still lingers in my head. What bothers me the most is, is that she acts like it never had happened.''I envy you Lu Han, I really do.'' Those words hit me really hard and the way her expression was, didn't help me any further. She looked sad but other than that, she looked like she just woke up from her dream and finally, faced reality.''Hey Lu, can you help me? This question is quite hard for me to solve.''I looked at Se Hun who was frowning. He really looked troubled witht he question and I couldn't help but find it cute for someone with an stoic face.I nodded my head and moved clsoer to him. The thoughts of Yonnie where put in the back of my head as I tried to distract myself with teaching Se Hun.''It seems like she will move next to us soon.''My mom said as I came back from Se Hun's uncle store. My mom was right. Lately, the empty house next to us started to become a real house. Sometimes, I would heard some loud noises from outside or inside.''I guess so.'' I said while filling myself an glass of water which I gulped down in a few seconds. ''She's a very lovely girl.'' I couldn't help but smile and agree with my mother. But after that image of 'a lovely girl' she is actually hurting. A girl who is went through so much and is still going through so much more. The fact that she can smile brightly in front of people, shows how strong she is. How she doesn't want to bother other people but in front of her family, Kris and me, we know that she actually is suffering. ''She's also a very, very strong girl.'' I mumbled softly as I looked at my empty glass. I couldn't help but think of how much she must have been suffering.Even now, I do wonder how it is to see your beloved one appearing from time to time but I guess, it must be unbearingable painful. Something like love, something like that, I have never experienced and I wonder if there will come a day that I might experience that feeling.I know that each love is different and it can come from many ways and form love at the end. I just wonder how it is..to be in lo