Flashback. (1/1)

Flashback “Tae…” “Yes baby?” “Are you over her?” “I am.” Looking straight to her eyes, this is our time, our moment. “I love you” as I whisper to her ears before she fall asleep. I can see her smiling as she’s hugging me tightly. I gave her a good night kiss on her forehead and hug her. End flashback Memories are just memories. I told her countless times, I just want her to be happy. Her happiness is my priority. Even if it means I have to sacrifice mine. Sacrifice, why the Almighty even invented the need or morality of sacrifice? Why they even created a word for it? People are miserable because of it. Most people won’t gain anything from it. Why they do it? Because of love. “Hey. “ I went to meet her best friend. “Kim Taeyeon, what can I help you?” “Come back to her. She needs you more than she needs me.” “I can’t. I’m over her, at least half way there.” “Then stop. She is miserable without you. Even I can’t make her happy.” “I don’t know if I can.” “You love her. You can.” “I’ll try.” “Good.” “Why are you doing this? You are just hurting yourself.” “I just want her to be happy.” With that I left, and went back home.     Flashback “Do you like me Tae?” “I..I do.” “I like you too. A lot.” “Be mine?” “I love that.” We spend time together that night. Just us. Even my mind is occupied with the thoughts of us being together, my future with her. Even then, I was thinking about Tiffany, maybe this is much better. At least I’m not hurt, at least she can help me to get over her. At least she can make me happy, after being miserable for so long. I hug her tightly, kiss her forehead and feel the warmth of her body. As she fall asleep in my arms, I just stare at her and hoping she will be my source of happiness.  End Flashback I hope now after letting her go, it will make things easier. Everybody will be happy except me. I don’t mind that. At least after getting hurt so much, fate doesn’t have any other choice but to make my life happy. I guess I was wrong, I am more miserable than ever. I feel like my whole body are tired from everything. My brain is exhausting from thinking too much. My heart is broken into so many pieces. I just want to run away from everything. I’m alone. I don’t have anybody. My friends are all busy with their own lives, and my mum is busy with her work. All I have is my girlfriend, I mean my ex-girlfriend. Now that I lose her, I don’t have anyone. I can’t even shut my eyes. There’s one person that came into my mind. Tiffany. “Fany..” So I text her. I need her so much, even as a friend, I want to hear her voice. Her voice always calm me. As I was waiting, and waiting for her to text me back, I was crying so hard wishing someone will take this pain away.3.30 a.m She still hasn’t replies my text. Should I start to hate her? Should I start to forget about her? Should I just walk away from everything? Or should I stop making everybody around me happy? I gain nothing from that. All I got are just pain and sadness. It is all nothing, but sadness.  _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________COMMENTS AND SUBSCRIBE!P/S : DON'T EVER LEAVE YOUR FRIENDS BEHIND! ^^