[M] You Hit Me Like The Sky F (1/1)

D.H. Lawrence stated, "Be still when you have nothing to say; when genuine passion moves you, say what you've got to say, and make it hot." Well I've got shit to say! And when I say it, I want the fucking world to burn at the fire of my words. This day will live in infamy, fuck Pearl Harbor. This is the start of World War III. Take heed all ye nations whose weapons have not been implored. My words are the bullets of my body the rifle, and my aim is precise and my bullets have no name. To not fall under my mighty chatter hide in your bunkers and sleep with a pistol pressed to your chests. Hold it dear, for no one will survive. I spare no one.  "When are you going to stop playing these games Tae Ah? We've done nothing but love you and care for you. Is this how you repay us?" "Let's get some shit straight, Oh Hyun Su." I point my finger at him.m style="font-family:'times new roman', times, serif;font-size:14px;color:rgb(105,105,105);">Some Nights I stay up/ Cashin' in my bad luck/ Some Nights I call it a draw"I didn't ask shit from you! The most I asked was to have a room to place my things and a fucking bed to sleep in. I don't ever recall asking anyone to fucking love me.Some Nights I wish that my lips could build a castle/ Some Nights I wish they'd just fall off"And your so full of shit! You call loving me letting your children treat me like crap? When is the last time you punished Sehun for calling me a dog? HUH!?"But I still wake up/ I still see your ghost/ Oh Lord, I'm still not sure/ What I stand for Ohhh"Please, we could just talk it ou...""Don't even get me started with you, Hanuel."What do I stand for/ What do I stand for"Honestly, I don't have a legitimate problem with you, but the fact that your you. So eager to please everybody, do you do a fucking thing for yourself?  Most Nights/ I don't know/ Anymore Ohhh Oh Ohhh Oh Ohhhhhh"God won't hate you if you just once put your needs before others. And stop with this Mary Poppins shit like your going to fix me. I'm perfectly fine being fucked up."That's alright/ I found a martyr in my bed tonight/ Shocks my bones from wondering just who I am/ Who I am/ Who I am/ Oh who am IIn Woo snickers, "Says the girl in the hospital bed with a gash in her head."I throw a smirk at her, throwing my palms up in a dramatic manner, "Minor set backs."Well Some Nights I wish that this all would end/ Cuz I could use some friends for a change"And let's talk about you, baby prostitute! Last time I checked it was 62 degrees outside, put on a God damn shirt! You think walking around with your chest out and your barely size A boobs pushed up is going to make someone look at you? Bitch, I could get check out quicker with mom jeans on.Some Nights I'm scared you'll forget me again/ Some Nights I always win/ I always win "And you think your so fucking cool. Designer this and Gucci that. It's funny how your always waiting around for Hyun Su to take you to the mall when he's always with Sehun. Because you know, he loves Sehun more than he loves you. m style="font-family:'times new roman', times, serif;font-size:14px;color:rgb(105,105,105);">But I still wake up/ I still see your ghost/ Oh Lord, I'm still not sure/ What I stand for Ohhh"Doesn't it just burn your insides to know that your father barely glances at you when your not being a whore or causing trouble. It's a shame how you have old men buying your affections when really, it's you whose buying theirs. You didn't think I knew? I know about you and those men that buy an hour with you and do nothing but stare at you. And I know you like it.What do I stand for/ What do I stand for"They make up for that father figure whose so rapped up in his barbaric little beast of a boy. Have you been throwing up lately? Haven't had your time of the month yet?"Most Nights/ I don't know"What are you implying?" In Woo asked furiously.So this is it/ I sold my soul for this"That Kikwang kid where a condom lately?"Washed my hands of that for this/ I miss my mom and dad for this"Stop spurring trouble, home wrecker!" Sehun shrieked as In Woo crumbled into tiny sobs. "Big girls who take cock shouldn't be crying like a baby. And last time I heard YOU and In Woo swallowed!"m style="font-family:'times new roman', times, serif;font-size:14px;color:rgb(105,105,105);">No/ When I see stars/ When I see/ When I see stars that's all they are"Don't say stuff you don't know about."I pretended not to understand. "What? What was that? I'm sorry, I couldn't hear you with Luhan's dick down your throat." That struck a chord. m style="font-family:'times new roman', times, serif;font-size:14px;color:rgb(105,105,105);">But when I hear songs"You asshole!" He yelled."Sorry it's not Luhan's so you could ride it."They sound like this one/ So come on"That's right, Oh family, the dream child is a fag. He likes it hard and rough from that dear little blond Luhan. Ever wonder why he comes over so often? Ever wonder why Sehun always locked the door when he's alone with Luhan? Well, let's just say he's not cuming because of your bimbimbap Haneul."Well that is it guys/ That is all/ Five minutes in and I'm bored again/ Ten years of this I'm not sure if anybody understandsThe room was cold and silent. My bullets had pierced through their thick skin and left them bleeding hatred. I have yet to hold my fire.This one is not for the folks at home/ Sorry to leave mom I had to go/ Who the fuck wants to die alone all dried up in the desert sun"What are you trying to do to us?" Haneul mumbled sadly, clutching to pieces of her daughter.   My heart is breaking for my sister/ And the con that she call love/ And when I look into my nephews eyes"I'm making you all understand I'm not the only one who is fucked up. In Woo is blatantly jealous of Hyun Su's favoritism towards Sehun and is whoring herself out for attention from men old enough to be her grandfather. Hyun Su doesn't know how to no treat Sehun the best because he's just naturally his favorite and he doesn't fucking understand not to give me space. As a girl whose only known him for what, two months, he shouldn't expect much. Sehun is afraid to let you know he'd madly in love with Luhan and has been raging at me like a bastard because he doesn't want to be disowned. You, Haneul, need some fucking balls. Stop letting these people run your fucking life. m style="color:rgb(105,105,105);font-family:'times new roman', times, serif;font-size:14px;">Man you wouldn't believe/The most amazing thing/ That can come from..."Ae Rin is the most normal out of us all. I fell bad for her, living with such an obliviously dysfunctional family.m style="color:rgb(105,105,105);font-family:'times new roman', times, serif;font-size:14px;">Some terrible lies"I'm not trying to hurt anyone. In fact, call it my own little way of loving you back. A little harshly, but tough love does a body good. You needed to see the flaws in each of you and your personal fears to see how beautifully fucked up we all are. Hyun Su attempts to treat us all equally and can break through my shell on a good day. In Woo sometimes knows who she is and understands that she doesn't need attention to live. She can do right by herself and for herself without Hyun Su's approval. Sehun might be a royal ass, but he takes care of Luhan like a princess and makes little attempts at being cordial with me. You put up with our messy attitudes and still remain to shine some light through our darkness. And Ae Rin is still a joy, through and through. So you see, we need to fuck up and fuck each other over to fix it and make it right again. It's just how we work.m style="color:rgb(105,105,105);font-family:'times new roman', times, serif;font-size:14px;">The other night you wouldn't believe the dream I just had about you and me/ I called you up and we both agreed"We're not perfect and we shouldn't pretend to be. Because we're a family."I tossed my rifle into soiled territory and disarmed myself of my ammunition. The white flag has been raised on both sides. Six people died and were reborn into the world. The war prisoners were freed into holy land, the sacred ground that was once drowned in blood and hope and rancor and love. Violently, the survivors take the first steps into the new world shouting, 'Oh this land I shall call ours to share. What will inhabit thee once my fathers and mothers have trampled over your welcome. Oh Brave New World! In this land we are free from war and relieved of arms. Oh Brave New World!'"Let's forget animosity for a minute...m style="color:rgb(105,105,105);font-family:'times new roman', times, serif;font-size:14px;">It's for the best you didn't listen/ It's for the best we get our distance"I saved that for the black and white."------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Yeah!/ I feel so cool, coolAloha darling darlings~  I am super nervous for Tuesday becuz I'm stupid and will not pass Physics (wondering why I took honors anyway)! But I have to grin and bare it because I need to try my hardest and study harder, easier said than done! I got in a fight with a friend and I feel like a bitch .< so I have to suck it up>On a differ note, notice how hardcore the language up in the bitch~ (Feel so fly like a G6) Idk why I kinda thought it sounded ..cheerful when I typed it but it turned dark somewhere along the way. Hey I'm going to marry Kikwang after seeing him in Beautiful Night AAAHHHH Mindgasm much^^ Quick poll I got some ideas for Sehuns but then again im one of the biggest shippers of Hunhan (seriously, every other story I read is hunhan, ik im a perv) So please comment to let me know~ Random fact about Lily: I don't eat any other soup other than New England Clam chowder! I can only eat that, I know this because I went to try a lot of them at a fair and I almost threw up after having chicken noodle and something with corn in it! 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