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I won't make it long , I'm mark and I'm in big trouble , I live with my mom only without my dad , he divorce and now we live alone .... In the school that I go to , it's been happen from the first day I have attend the class , there is that guy who always , how should I say it , I can't say bullying me because I don't feel like it bullying but , the right word is he bothering me ... He don't hit like how the bully usually is but he just say harsh and hurt things to me ..... He would always tease because I have a parent , I know that he doesn't have to remind me everyday ....... His words really hurt me but what I like most is the way he would blush , even though he say mean things to me but I like to tease him and see his flush face , it's cute ........ He always call me names but sometimes he call my name , every time he call my name I respond him with ' yes love ' , he would run away with red cheek ....... Serve him right ........ So that's my problem , I won't even call it problem because I can stop him but , I will let him play some more before I stop him ...... And that will be soon , so soon ..... I'm Jackson and my problem is that I'm in love with a person but I can't approach him because even if I do I can't act normal around him ...... I love this person too much , from the first day in school but the problem is not , he's fine and hot but the problem is me ... Everyday I say harsh and mean things to him and inside me I keep apologize , I can feel my heart clench from how hurt the word hurt ..... I keep bothering him about a parent and that day I saw it , his sad tear , that day I felt like a real jerk because I make my love cry in sadness ..... This tears should be a happy tears not a sad tears , it's make me feel so guilty I end up that night regret everything crying every time i remember that i was the reason for my love sadness and man up a little bit ....... From that day I start to call him by his name and it shock that he replied me with .... ' yes love .... ' I try but couldn't hide but flush bright red at his answer ..... I always say that this wouldn't effect me but I always end up hiding behind the walls like some teenager seeing his crush shyly while my cheek are bright red ...... My problem is that I love him too much but I can't approach him because of what I did to him before ..... Will he accept me .......

Hi guys

I'm back after ignoring the story for a few days

Sorry but there are stories that I almost ignore and start continue it ^^'

That's why , also my family are stupid that's why ....

Anyway

See you next time

Bye bye ^^v