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So sorry guys for the late update but , I'm starting college again soon ...... Also I have been so busy >< Hope you enjoy this update .....

I love him You can't imagine how much I love him yet I can't do anything .... He has no interest in anyone but , he still make my heart beat faster and act like an idiot .... Will , I'm going to change his mind and make him interest in me ...... I have the perfect idea for it .. Poor youngjae .... he would be so confuse .. Getting ready for school is the most difficult thing I have ever done because first I always woke up late and second because I have to take my cousin with me which end of me always coming late to school ..... Today is not different from others , I'm late again .... My cousin leave me and go in his own way , I let out a big sigh because plan at make youngjae notice me begin now .... I make it to the lockers finally , I was walking for along time I need a break .... Today his classes start late and it's not like I stalked him , no I'm just saying .... His classes start late which means he's somewhere hiding , he doesn't like to go to his home don't know why though ... Again , it's not like I stalked him or something ...... Searching for him is the easiest thing because he always sit in the library reading till his class start , this one really I wasn't stalking him I just know accidentally ..... Once I found him , my eyes are wide open , even my jaw is wide open ( I look like an idiot I know ) but I can't help it , he's so gorgeous , so precious ... My youngjae .. Still not mine but , he will be someday ..... I'm full of confidence and courage to talk to him but , once I start walking toward him I lost the courage and the confident I have in myself ..... I'm standing in front of him all shy and awkward , he seem notice someone standing in front of him because he put the book to his side ...... " what ... " he ask and I feel dizzy all of sudden , he have not just pretty  face but also beautiful voice ..... Looks like my plan isn't going anywhere because I'm helpless right now , I'm just standing like an idiot doing nothing ...... Suddenly I hear it and it sound like a music , he giggle while looking at me ... " yah , close your mouth ... " and I did , now he will say I look like an idiot .... " you look so cute so , what do you want ?? " that what he say , he's asking as if we are friends not strangers .... I'm blushing at his complement ... He say I'm cute and I'm not , I'm a manly man who lost his confident .... I try to open my mouth to say something but its hard .... " I .. I ... " I start and damn this stutter , he look at me confuse but , nodded his head encouraging me to continue .... I close my eyes and take a deep breath .... " I ... I HAVE BEEN IN LOVE WITH YOU FOR AWHILE NOW AND ... AND I WANT YOU TO GO OUT WITH ME ..... " I open my eyes in shock because of what the hell did I just say ... I'm such an idiot ... Why did I yell it out loud and why did I stutter ... Thanks god no one is in the library .... I hear it again and this time louder .... " oh my god , you are so fucking cute .... This is the cutest confession I have receive from someone ..... " that what he say and I start to loosen it ..... I couldn't help it ..... I lean forward and peck his lips but , I didn't the kiss just a peck ... I immediately back away embarrassed for doing out of no where ..... He look at me shock , face bright red but he still smile .... He look up at me again .... " you are so cute ... I will think about and tell you when I'm ready ... Ok . " he say and I'm still shock that he take me seriously after I embarrass myself in front of him .... I want to apologize for the sudden kiss .... " listen , I'm sorry about the kiss ..... " he cut me off ... " don't worry about it , that's nothing .... " That's nothing , keep repeating in my head and it hurts so much , is he playing with me right now or what .... He seem to notice my hurt feeling ...... I hate it when people read me like an open book ..... " ow , don't be sad my puppy I will tell you as soon as possible ... Ok .. " he coo as he ruffle my hair .... " so , see you later , puppy ..... " he giggle before he leave for his class .... I'm still standing in the same place , my heart beating faster and my face is deep red .... He's just so beautiful and I love him too much .....

Hi guys I'm back again

After along time

Sorry again

I'm feeling guilty for being this late

See you next time

Bye bye ^^v