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I was 15 years old when everything start and end ....... The start of my problem .... My friends abandoned me because , I befriended wrong people ... Only one of them stood by my side , my best friend Kim yugyeom .... My ex- boyfriend broke up with me because of I don't know , maybe he wanted to have sex with but I refuse every time ..... Maybe because I was too young for him , maybe I didn't satisfy him enough or maybe I'm ugly ..... Am I really ugly so people are running away from me ... Anyway , I'm bam bam and I'm having a problem , I can't fall in love with someone after what happened to me , it's so hard and I'm afraid from rejection ...... Yugyeom is the only person I trust and love as a friend of course , don't misunderstand me  , I can't have relationship with my best friend , it's weird ... I can't fall in love or trust people but I can only hope for good friends this year .....  I'm here having problem in finding the right person for me , I can't find the one I'm looking for .... I try to go to dates with every student to see if they are the right one but to my bad luck , no they are not the one .... I'm Kim yugyeom , I'm bam bam best friend the one and only , I want to help him make more friends but its not that easy and I don't blame him though , he has a rough life before he came here but still , I will try my best ..... I always want the best for him , I love him too much to see him suffer ... I love him right but not in romantic way , no no big no .. I like as a brother ..... I have to look after him and make sure he's fine , I have to make sure he's safe not in danger .... My problem I still can't find the right person for , my mind is a mess , I'm thinking about a lot of things and one of them bam bam and his problem ..... I really hope he will find the right one who love him and a great friends who will protect and love him ..... I having a feeling that this person is very close to me ... The right person ...