All Youngjae could remember was that he was terrified. He was terrified of how his best friend, role model, and first love would react. He remembered how his hands shook while Jaebum sat at the opposite side of the table with a worried look.  Foreword/yells/ yes it is a transboy!youngjae fic yes i am aware something rare like this already exists but i havent even read that fic but when i skimmed it was entirely different from the plot i was aiming forwarnings: lgbtq community members, if you dont like that i suggest you leave like right now, youngjae coming out may make you want to cry bc tbh i cried writing it, uses of the word "hell" and "dick, if youve ever read any of my stories you may realize that this story is my only story without several streams of cussingwords: 1,750 (this wasnt meant to be lengthy & despite it being shorter than 90% of the oneshots i write, high thousands is a pretty good number for me)