[In Retrospect.]"Youll make it. I believe you will.""You dont understand. If I die, itll be as if weve never met.""What exactly do you want?""I want him to be happy. It doesnt have to be me. I just want him to be happy.""You wont die, JongIn.""Whatever it is, I win. If I come back, he loves me. If I dont, hell love someone else. I win.""Then why are you crying?""Because I dont want to win."  ForewordAh, hello! Im new here and I ship this couple. And this is awkward.And so, I hope that you guys and the sunbaes would be lenient on me. Yeah, please me lenient on me. :)I might not update often, due to responsibilites and my sucky life. But Ill drop by every now and then to update.Thank you. - straws