I dealt with depression. I questioned my gender identity and sexuality and was hated for those things. I began to hate myself and this is my way of telling people my story. This will tell my story of how I got over it. ForewordI looked out at the trees, the music in my ears. My lungs and throat burning from the cold air and tears, hot down my face. I want to die I thought. Im always so angry. So upset. Im letting my life slip away. No one is noticing.