Summary: "They told me to kill myself so Ive tried."  Sometimes people loose themselves in the abyss of despair. They are hiding there, silently waiting for someone to discover them and bring them back to a place, where light shines. However, not all meet with their saviour; and not all have the strenght to escape without help; some remain lost, some just let go.   ...cause no matter how hard you try... sometimes you just cant meet the expectations everybody puts on you...   Disclaimer: I dont own anything besides my own ideas. Warnings: malexmale,attempt suicide, depressing ps: If you like my story, please dont forget to upvote. (all you have to do is click on the arrow that appears before the title). kamsamnida *bows* Foreword ***Well in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see,this is my heart bleeding before you,this is me down on my knees.*** "Its not true we dont know what we had until we loose it. The truth is, you knew what you had, you just didnt think you would loose it." *** I have this theory, that if were told were badThen thats the only idea well ever haveBut maybe if we are surrounded in beautySomeday we will become what we see***The life is not always like a walk through a rose garden. Every day we face various obstacles and difficulties. We see the ones we care for hurt and in pain, we loose those we love and we suffer ourselves ... Sometimes we get over it, sometimes we move on ... But sometimes we just loose too much ... Would you be able to go on living if the purpose of your life was gone?