My Secret, My Confession (1/1)

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  Before I left the dorm, I went to Alice’s room to say I’m leaving. I accepted the job Soohyun-oppa told me that day. Like what happened these past few days, she still ignored me. “Claire-ah, please let Alice to rest more.” Joohyun-unni told me as she patted my back. “I know she will understand your reason.” I sighed and left. After that, I waited patiently to Soohyun-oppa and Dongho-ah at the ground floor of the dormitory building. I was sitting alone and spacing out. “Hey!” I was a little bit surprised because of the sudden man's voice, making me back to reality. I looked at that person. “Oh, Soohyun-oppa.” Then I gave him a bitter smile. “What was that?!” Soohyun complained to me. “They may reject you if you act like that!” “But Alice–” “Don’t worry about her. Worry about yourself first.” I sighed deeply. “Fine, for the job.” “Yeah! For the job!” then he gave me a warm smile. “Let’s go!” he energetically told me. “Yeah!” then we left. xXxXx At the car, I saw Dongho-ah who was reading English textbook and Manager-oppa who was sitting at the driver's seat "Annyeonghaseyo." I greeted them. "Annyeonghaseyo" they greeted back. "Claire-noona, teach me." Dongho point out the English textbook he was holding. I went inside the car and sat beside him. Soohyun-oppa sat at the passenger’s seat so it's just the two of us were seating at the back. I got the English textbook from him. "What part you don't understand?" I asked him. He didn't answer me and when I looked at him I caught him looking at me. "Noona, do you sleep well?" "Yes, why?" "Why are you too gloomy? Does Alice-noona ignore you again?" he worries about me, what a sweet guy. " .. Eh? .." "Dongho-ah, she didn't eat breakfast that's why she's like that." Soohyun-oppa told him, to lessen the not good atmosphere around. "Eh? You didn't eat breakfast?" Dongho-ah asked me. I just nodded and smiled un-easily since he was worrying. "Hyung, can we go to a fast food restaurant to eat something?" Soohyun-oppa asked Manager-oppa. "We can't eat there; I’ll just buy you food and eat it here. Okay?" The three of us nodded. xXxXx While manager-oppa was buying our food, I taught Dongho-ah the lessons he doesn't quite understand at the textbook and Soohyun-oppa kept on disturbing us. "Hyung!" Dongho-ah warned Soohyun-oppa but Soohyun-oppa just laughed at him. Soohyun-oppa kept on teasing him making all of us laughed. Accidentally, I cut off our laughing trip because I coughed. "Are you sick?" Soohyun-oppa asked me. I told them I’m not and smiled at them. Looks like my weakness started to influence some part of my body, making me coughed at the wrong time. Luckily, the center of attraction went to Manager-oppa who arrived exactly after Soohyun-oppa asked me. I sighed inside of my mind and ate with them. xXxXx After a few minutes of traveling, we already arrived at the pictorial’s location. The person in charge at the photo shoot came closer to us and greeted us. We greeted back to her. Manager-oppa introduced me to her. “That guy’s eyes; it really knows how to pick beautiful girls.” She told us. She was pertaining to the male MC at the variety show before. We silently walked inside at the dressing room, but the silence broke up when I coughed again. “Are you sure you are okay?” Soohyun-oppa asked me again. I nodded to him and smiled once again. “No need to worry, I just coughed.” I told him. The photo shoot went great. It exceeded my expectations. The photographer took some solo shots of us before pairing us. At first, they let me wore a cute outfit and doll shoes that made me a little bit awkward. But since the eonni who was helping me told me that it suits to me, I went out at the dressing room. Next outfit was a white dress that makes the person who wears it became an innocent-like lady. This time, I was paired up with Soohyun-oppa. “You two act like siblings.” The photographer told us. “Eh?” I reacted then I looked at Soohyun-oppa but he only laughed at me. We did what the photographer told us and he said that the pictures were beautiful. Looks like our acting of being innocent dongsaeng and matured oppa went well. After that, the next one the let me wore is a mature outfit paired up with high heels. It’s not daring, but you’ll look like a matured noona or eonni if you wear that. Dongho-ah and I were paired up for this round. Photographer-ssi told us to act like siblings too. But this time, I’m not the dongsaeng; I’m the noona and Dongho was the dongsaeng. Funny, Dongho-ah posted at the camera very well but he’s younger than me. Maybe my on-cam skills went off already. xXxXx For the last outfit I wore, they let me decided what it was. I picked dark blue jeans, a white-printed blouse and snickers. “You must be a boyish-type of girl, am I right?” eonni asked me. I nodded and smile at her.  After that, I went outside the dressing room and watched Dongho-ah’s and Soohyun-oppa’s photoshoot. They looked very great. They’re very handsome, I told myself, I bet the girls that will make these guys in love with them are very lucky. Then, I coughed again. This time, it’s not ordinary. When I looked at my hand after I covered my mouth, it has a little amount of blood. And not only that, I felt like my body was starting to get weaker and weaker. I checked my bag if I brought my medicine and unluckily I didn’t. What a crap “Claire-ssi, you are needed here now.” Eonni called me. “Yes, I’m coming!” I went to the door to open it but I felt dizzy and ended up leaning at the wall. “Noona!” Dongho-ah went inside and saw me. “Ya! Noona, are you okay?” He asked me. “Yes, it’s just a coughed again.” Then I smiled at him. He looked at me with those pair of worrying eyes, making me a little bit conscience for lying to him. But, it didn’t stop the photoshoot. We posted cutely, funny, seriously, every post that we can do, we did. “Okay for the last one!” Photographer-ssi told us. Oh, it’s the last oneI thought without knowing anything. After Photographer counted one two and three, these crazy guys who were standing beside me kissed my cheeks, making me really surprised and embarrassed. “What a good move!” Photographer-ssi told them. “What the hell is that?!” I complained but I was ignored because they were kept on laughing at me. “Why did you react like that?” Soohyun-oppa asked me. “Because I’m surprised and not pleased at what you two did!” “Noona, don’t get mad already, don’t get mad already.” Dongho-ah told me. I gave up being mad about what they did since they promised they’ll help me with Alice. xXxXx “Thank you.” Everyone told to us and the same as we replied that too. “We’ll wait you outside.” Soohyun-oppa told me. I nodded then entered the dressing room to fix up. After few minutes of fixing up, I went outside and say goodbye to others. I thought that day will end up happily but, suddenly, something happened. I was about to call Oppa and Dongho-ah but, I felt dizzy and ended up losing balance and fainted. After that, I don’t know what happened next. Am I going to follow omma?