OUR LITTLE SECRET 14 (1/1)

MIN AH POV  We are in the car, in front of my apartment. Seung hyun prevent me from get out from this car. He said he wants to ask me something.To tell you the truth, I feel so scared right now. He might do the same thing again to me. Maybe this time, I won’t save. I look at him. I don’t know what to do. I’m waiting for his word. But nothing came out from his mouth. He looks so nervous.“Seung Hyun-ssi, are you ok?” I asked him after a few minute. I don’t know what is in his head right now. Whatever it is, he looks so nervous right now.“Yeah, I’m fine. ermm. Do you have anything to do tomorrow?” he asked me out of sudden. I little bit shock. Why he ask me that?“erm. Tomorrow is Saturday. So, maybe I just stay at home.” I answered him. Well, tomorrow is Saturday. So, I thought I just want to spend my at home with Shinyoung.Shinyoung keep complaining that, it was hard to meet me these days and I’m not spending my time with her anymore. And she feels so lonely because she’s got no one to talk to. And because of my project at YG building is almost done, I think I just want to spend my time at home.“Oh, really? That’s good. Do you have any plan tomorrow?” he asked me again. Well, this is quiet annoying. He has been around the bush for a long time, and I’m so tired right now. All I want to do is I want to sleep so badly. What the hell is he want?“I guess, I just want spend my time at home. Can I go now?” I asked him with annoying face because this is too suffocating and I feel so awkward with him right now.“ok....kayy! So, Goodnight! ” he answered me with unsure tone. I don’t understand. What he want?“Goodnight! See ya!” I give back his jacket. But he refuses to take it.  “Wear It! It might be so cold outside.” So, I put it back on and open the door.“see ya” I said it to him.*the next day*I’m with Shinyoung, while we are watching television. Shinyoung is also a student like me, but in different course. I met her for the first time when I came to our school. I was in trouble to speak with other people because of the language, and because of she is in major English studies, so, she came and helps me with the registration. And from that, we become bestfriend. She asked me to live with her, because she lives here alone, and her parent is at Busan.“Min Ah-ah, why are you so busy these day? I miss you, you know. I feel like, I’m live with a president of a country.” She asked me, while her eyes are glued to the television.  I look at her. Well, maybe she feels so lonely when I’m out, and she spent her time mostly at home. So, maybe she’s hurt because I’m always leaving her alone at home. I don’t have any intention to do that to her, but because of my school work, I need to leave her alone at home.I hug her, to make her feel secure and blessed. I know she miss me so much, and so do I.“You miss me aren’t you? aigoooo~~ Shinyoung-ah, I miss you too. I’m sorry for being too busy and don’t have time to spend with you. And to tell you the truth, I miss you so much!” I said it and start to tickle her.Goshh! I miss this girl so much. Right now, I just have her as my family and my real family is thousand kilometre away from me. Even I can skype, call, or text them, but, it doesn’t enough for me. I want to hug them, and to eat my mum cooks.“okay, as my punishment, I will cook for you for the whole day. How about that?” I said to her. Her eye is sparkling brightly when she heard that. She really loves to eat my cooks. I don’t know whether she loves it because she is too lazy to cook, or, my food is more delicious than her cook.  “DEAL!ahhh I miss you food. Go go make lunch. I’m hungry.” She said to me and shushes me to kitchen. Well, even though I’m not someone that loves to cook, but, when I feel likes to cook something or have something from Shinyoung, I’ll cook something for her.*doorbell*“Shinyoung-ah, open the door please. I’m busy here” I shout to Shinyoung from the kitchen.“aaaaaaaaaaaAAaaaaaaa” I could heard Shinyoung shout from the living room. I thought there were a thief just enters our house. I took a knife and dashed to the living room.Then, I saw Seung Hyun at the door step, with a bouquet of flowers. While Shinyoung looks at him shockingly. I thought she could die because of heart attack. Yes! She is a VIP. And she loves Seungri a lot, and, there is TOP of BIGBANG is in front of our house. Who will not going nuts if their idols in front of their house?   “What are you doing here?” I asked him.  Shinyoung look at me dumbfounded.“Nothing. Just come to see you. I thought, you live here alone.” He said that and looks at Shinyoung.“You know him?” she asked me.I’m doomed. Please someone tell me this is not happen, and this is just a dream. Please please please, wake me up from this nightmare.“err, Shinyoung-ah, I tell you later, neh?” I look at her apologetic face. Now, I feel so bad because I lied to her. I don’t know how to explain all this to her. It is either she will really mad at me, or not talk to me for a period of time, I will be doomed. She’s gonna hate me.Gossh! What am I gonna do? Invite him inside, or talk to him outside?  If I talk to him inside, Shinyoung will be here, and that will be totally a chaos, because Shinyoung is a VIP and that is not a good sign. If, I’m going to talk to him outside, there will be a lot of people.“Please come in TOP-ssi.” Shinyoung invite him. Ok, this is not a good sign. I’m dead!I go to the kitchen, put the knife at the table and wash my hand and bring 3 cold beverages to the living room with me. I put the beverages in front of Seung hyun and Shinyoung and sit at couch in front of her.Everyone just keep silent and look at each other. And seriously, I don’t know what this guy is doing here. And also not to mention, he bring a bouquet of flower, rose to be exact. I hope he doesn’t give it to me because I hate rose.“TOP-ssi, I am you big fan. Thank you for coming here” Shinyoung said that, shake hand with Seung hyun.“Oh, kamsahamnida.” He said that.“What are you doing here? Don’t you have work to do today?” I asked him.“Oh! No, I’ve got nothing to do today. So, I came here, for...for...” he’s stuttering and looks at Shinyoung.“oh! Erm, I guess I go to kitchen I first. Are you staying to lunch with us TOP-ssi?” Shinyoung asked him.“NO”I said.“YES”Seunghyun said. Seung hyun and I said it in unison. I look at him and he look at me. Well, I don’t know why he said yes, I think, it is a not a good thing he stay for lunch here, because our friend might come here, because this is weekend. And if they are coming, it will be a chaos.“Oo.....kayy” Shinyoung said and she went to kitchen. I know, even she is in the kitchen, she will eavesdropped us.“So, tell me again why you are here?” I asked him again.“Do I have to tell you why I’m here? It is obvious why I’m here. I came here for you” he said that and looks straight into my eyes.WHAT? He came here for me?