OUR LITTLE SECRET 13 (1/1)

TOP POV After we were out from the villa, I bring her to Han River. She just keeps quiet beside me at the passenger sit. I thought, she will throw her tantrum at me, but, she doesn’t.After we reach at the Han River, we get out from the van and walk around to find a bench or a place for us to sit. There is a lot of people here, and because of we were from a party, we are really become an attention to the people around here. But, luckily, I bring a scarf to cover half of my face, so that these people don’t recognise me.We sit at a bench that is away from other people. I don’t want these people caught me with Min Ah. Because there will be a chaos here. She might be feels uncomfortable with that attention.I put jacket on her shoulder after I realise she doesn’t wear any jacket, except with the dress that she came from the party. That was really my fault because I drag her out from that party.“Don’t touch me!” she shouts when I put the jacket on her shoulder, making the jacket fell to the ground.“I’m sorry” I was shocked with her sudden action. I take the jacket and put it beside her.“You can wear it by your own. You don’t have to shout out like that. People might think I’ve done something wrong to you. “Ok, should bite my tongue to death. I’m already did something bad to her.She looks at me with her teary eyes and stares at me. I look at her back, don’t know what to do. Then, she just sighs, and takes the jacket that I put beside her and wear it.“I’m sorry” she said it and it make me shock, because all I know is, I’m the one who is at fault right now. She should blame me right now for what I’ve done to her a few days ago and I just drag her out from a party right now.“No, it’s fine! I’m the one who is so sorry right now. I’m sorry for drag you out from the party just now. I didn’t mean to, but I saw you hurt just now, so, I want to bring you somewhere. So, here we are.”“I’m pathetic, isn’t? I’m hurt. But not as much as what you have done to me few days ago. And seriously, I don’t know how to react to your action just now. To tell you the truth, I’m scared right now. Thinking that, you might do the same things again to me. But because of I’m so stupid, and the urge to get out from that party is high, so, here I am, with the person that once trying to do a bad thing to me and thank you, I really REALLY feel uncomfortable at that party, with that people. I still can’t get used to it.” she said to me while looking at the floor.I sit beside her and look at the river. This place is really quiet and really calm. That is why I love to come here when I’m in trouble or when I’m feeling something burden me inside.”No it’s ok. I know how you feeling just now. To tell you the truth, even I’m at this industry for a long time, but I still can’t get used to it either. Sometimes, I feel, I not belong here. But, this is my passion. I want to do this. And I just want to tell you that I’m sorry for what I’ve done to you a few days ago. Until now, I still don’t know how I capable to do that to you. I’m not a monster, but it just something inside me that want to do that to you. I’m sorry. I promise you, this thing won’t happen again in the future.”She looks at me with an innocent, big, round eyes.“Can I ask you something?” she asked me suddenly. I nod at her.“What is in your mind when you do that to me? What do you think am I? Do I look like a toy to you at that time?” she bombed me with a lot of question. I’m speechless.To tell you the truth, I don’t know what is in my mind at that time. I was thinking nothing. All I want at that time is I want her. I want to have her.“I don’t know what I am thinking at that time. It just......” I went silent. I’m not going to tell her that I want her. It will sound that I’m pervert.“What?” she shouts at me. Maybe she is still mad at me for what I’ve done to her a few days ago.“Nothing. I’m just hoping that you will forgive me. Maybe I went overboard that time. I’m so childish.” I said that, and look at her and smile. Even this smile won’t make her ease her, but at least, I’m trying my best here to make her to forgive me and accept me.She looks at me and smile. Her smile is so precious. I never see her smile like this. Even we met at the building with the girl, she never smiles at me. And this is the first time I see her smile. It is so beautiful and I think, really fell to deep this time.“So, are we good now? Are you forgiving me?” I asked her.“I’m not someone that hold grudge. To tell you the truth, I already forgive you when we were at the rooftop that day. I don’t want to hold a grudge to you, to know that, we might be only will know each other for just only a month, and we are not going to meet again in the future. So, I think, it is not good to hold a grudge to someone that we will only know him for a month. And maybe after this, I will don’t have any chance to forgive you, if I’m not forgive you that day. Besides, what is the point to hold a grudge to other people? Sometimes, it is just a burden for us to hold a grudge.” She said that and smile at me.“Really? Are you already forgiving me? I’m forgiven?” I asked her excitedly to know that I’m already forgiven.“Yes, you are. But promise me, never did that to other girl again. Or else, hurmmm. Ah, whatever. But the thing is, don’t ever do that again to other people. You have an image that you have to take care of. Think about other when you trying or have and urge to that again. Your family, friend, and the most important things are, you have your fan, that hoping to see a good image from you.” she said that at me and looks at me with her big round eyes.I’m so happy right now. This is the best thing that has happen in my life. I thought she will never forgive me.I think, I’m not going to sleep tonight. I’m so happy. All I want do right now is I want to spend my time with her. I don’t care, if we gonna stay here for the whole night. Besides, tomorrow is my day off.“So, are we friend now? No more bickering, no more tension and so on? Are we cool now?” I asked her excitedly.“Yes we are. So, don’t ask me stupid question again, or do something stupid again.” She said that and looked at me with a smile.“Did I tell you, that you look so beautiful tonight? Seriously, you look like a goddess when you showed up at the party. I thought an angel just came down to earth just now. You’re so gorgeous!” I told her. Seriously, I feel like, I want to hug her right now.“Oh! Stop it you! If you just want to tease me again, I will not fall for it. Plus, it is just a plain dress. I look nothing, compare to the 2NE1 girls. There are more stunning than me.” she is blushing, and her cheek is as red as a tomato.“No, I’m serious here. Do you see how people at the party look at you? They were amaze with your beautiful. I bet, they are questioning right now, asking people there, who you? If I were you, I’ll get ready by now to face the article that might get out about you tomorrow.”“Speaking about that, are we going to go back there again?” she asked me worriedly.I look at my watch, and it’s already 9pm. Thinking that, people at that party might be already leave the party, because I should be there, but because I was absent, I think, we don’t have to go back to the party. *sigh* (YG-hyung and Jiyong is gonna killed me, I’m a dead meat right now).“I think we are not going back there again. Why? Do you want to go back there again?” I asked her.“What?! No! I don’t want to go back there again, and I don’t wish to step to any party that will attend by idols again. EVER!” she said that while make a cute face.This is the first time I saw her like this and she is so cute. This is the new side of her that I just discover. Well, I’m positive. I WILL NEVER LET HER GO!“You’re so cute.” I pinched her cheek. She tried to avoid it, but I’m faster than her.“acck! It’s hurt. Why you love to pinch my cheeks? Look! I think it turns red right now! ahh! It’s hurt.” She pouts while rub her cheek.“haha. Because you’re so cute? Can I say that? Ah! It’s getting late now. Let’s go back now? Or, you want to go somewhere else?” I asked her.She looks around and realizes there are no more people. And we are alone right now.“No. C’mon. Let’s go! It just only we here right now.” she stands up and start to walk without waiting for me.I followed her from behind. I might look like a stalker right now, but I don’t care. When she reaches at the van, she waits for me and I give her ride home. Even she want me to drop her at the YG building, because she want to take her things, but I insist to send her home. Besides, it is dangerous to let her go by herself at this time. I want to send her to front door.