Escape (1/1)

J-jonghyun? I haven't once not stop thinking about what Jessicahad told me. I got a text really late at night. It's been two years sincesomeone had texted me. How did he even get my numbet? Buthe is famous and probably showed his aegyo to one of thefemale workers to get it. Or Jessica. 'Hey babe ;) Jessica told meand i love it~ Can't wait till i next see you huney <3' Gosh can heget more disgusting? And i wasn't happy with this. It's been a couplemonths since i've been working here and now i have to tell Taeminthat i fell in love with Jonghyun? If i didn't do it, then Taemin willonly get fired. I couldn't let that happen. Sometimes i think thatbeing poor is better. Instead being spoiled and threatening othersto do mean things. "Byul, you've seen to be avoiding metoday. Anything on your mind?" Omo, he can really see throughme huh? I shrugg it off and don't say anything. He stops whati'm cooking, and looks at me with those long meaningful eyes.I bite my lip. It makes me sad to see his eyes when he see'smine. The guilt i stil hold that no one can understand unless theyhad experienced it. Of course if people started finding out theywill say i'm stupid and should just go back to him, but it's notas easy as everyone will think. Having sex with 2 people at thesame time. It wasn't even one, and yes it was a rape that i didwant, but rape or not rape i slept with 2 other men. Especiallythere liquid in my body. That's what sickens me the most."I'm dating Jonghyun," i say without even thinking. He looksat me like he didn't hear anything. "Y-you. Love him?" "Yeah,"i lied. He just lets go of me and goes back to his room.He...he's not mad at me? I thought that he'll rage and get mador yell at me but...i have no reason to expect that. Instead i shouldjust be happy that he didn't do all of that but at the same timeit didn't feel right. ~~~~~~~Taemins POV~~~~~~~~What?!?!?!! Dating Jonghyun? I punch the mirror in my officebathroom and started bleeding on my knuckles. Damn, i knewthat something wasn't right. I can understand if she dated someoneelse, but i just can't get Jonghyun. Not possible. He had somethingagainst her like blackmailing. I knew it, and i know that she wasn'tgoing to tell me easily. The past few days she had been askingme if she can go outand it was obvious that she was meetinghim. I didn't like it at all. "No, not today. You can't," i say andleft the room. ~~~~~~~Byuls POV~~~~~~~~Just 7 more days seeing that pervert and he said he won't botherme. I don't know if i should believe him, but he seemed to be tellingthe truth. "No, not today. You can't," he rejects me going out.What! But i had too. What should i do? Escape? Mabey today.I get a text fromJonghyun. 'Hurry up, or i am gonna keepseeing you for 2 months or tell Jessica :p' I pout. I tried sneakingout today. When he was in his room done from his officework.My chance! I slowly come out of my room and see him. I was nextto the door but he was across from me a bit afar. I run out and isee him following me. I run towards the gate. So close but hecaught me. He grabs my waist with both of his arms pulling meaway. "You don't understand how important this is," i struggle."I don't care," and he used his full strength. I tried punchinghim, but the punch i threw he grabs it and twist my arm behindme. "Ah, ah," i moan of the pain. He drags me back in andtakes my phone away. "Why do you fucking love himanyway? What does he have that i don't have?" he said ragingand pinning me against the wall. I didn't say anything. "Can't yousee that i still love you?" He hold me in his embrace. L-love me?Still? "I...can't..." i cry.