The night (1/1)

We drove to his place. I was actually really tired from today.But i still wanted this to last like as if this was a fantasy.Taemin was so smart, handsome, and every girls dream, and isgoing out with me! I admired his face and at his smile. "Soyou're sure about this right?" "Yeah," i said. What does he mean?Go inside his house? We went inside and he took me to hisroom. He locked it and walked over to me. "I like your room,"i said. We laughed since it was quiet. I looked around his room.It was big and i noticed that he still has the star drawing i haddrawn for him in 3rd grade. "Oh! You" and he hugged me frombehind and went up his on top of me. I blinked twice at him, andnoticed that he was pinning me down. Omo! What was this? Hestarted kissing me and his hand roaming around my body. I realizedthat he was going to take of my pants! I squirmed around a little,but he pinned me down harder. Something felt weird. My bodyfelt weird and weak. Very weak and scared. He pulled out my shirtnext and i grasped for some air. I tried turning but he grabbed meand started kissing me again! He went down and started suckingon my neck. "I-it hurts!" i winced in pain. Like a sunburn feeling,but to me worse. My hands wouldn't move and if i did it felt likesomething was pushing it down, and numb. He unhook my bra andtook my underwear. I turned red and didn't want him to see me.He took of his shirt and pants. I was covering my breasts. "Why areyou shy?" I closed my eyes so i don't see him looking at me.I think that this is what lovers do when they love each other.It didn't hurt as everyone says though. Just embarassing. He grabbedmy hand as i was struggling. "No!" i yelled and opened my eyes.I saw his face so close to mine breathing hard, and he placed hishand in his chest. I felt his heart thumping fast. "You see. I'm alsonervous." He slid my hand down to his chest to his abs. I curledup my hands in a tiny fist. He smiled. He opened my legs wideand positioned himself for some reason. He took of his boxers.Oh god...why is it...so big? I never knew anything about his?!?!?!I didn't watch the video in my school days since i had noparents, and i decided not to watch it. Just heard that it looks likeit hurted. He slid one finger in my womanhood. My back archedup in pain. Like my body had been cracked from my feet to myhead. He was pushing it up and down. I stopped his hand.I was panting hard. "S-stop," i pleaded. He lifted both my legsup, and pushed his apple inside. "AAAHHHH!" i screamed in pain.I grabbed the bed sheets tight, and breathed hard. He pushed inand out. I didn't like it. He pushed it in and out faster and faster.I could'nt stop making weird noises. "Okay, here i come," he said.He thrusted the last 10 seconds really fast, and took it out. Whitegoo squirted out onto my stomache. We were both panting hard.I saw blood on the bed sheets. He touched the white goo in hishand and placed it in my mouth. I choked on it. "H-how does ittaste?" he asked. Gah. What was this? Was this...was this sperm?"A bit bitter but sweet." I saw his lips curled to a smile. He layeddown next to me. He grabbed my waist and pulled me to him."Thanks. Thanks for still being an virgin," he said. I knocked outjust and slept.