The will (1/1)

Jaejoong wake up in the middle of the night to get some water at the kitchen. As he walked back to the room he peek at the living room and shocked when he sees Yunho and Yoochun are sleeping there.  Jaejoong come closer to his husband and start to trace his face with his  finger slowly. ‘Why did you do this to me Yunnie?’ Jaejoong slowly walk back to the kitchen and leave a note before get out from the house. ‘To Junsu: Please don’t find me. I need to be alone for a while. Don’t worry about me. Thank you for being there for me yesterday.                                                      m style="font-family:'comic sans ms';font-size:14px;color:rgb(204,51,51);line-height:1.6;">                                                 From Jae. “You are lucky that he left you a note.” said Yunho sadly.  All of them woke up and surprised to see Jaejoong was not in the room anymore until they find the note. “Yun..” Junsu tried to comfort Yunho but he has nothing to say. “Thanks for let me stay here last night.” Yunho walked out from Junsu’s house lifelessly. “Yun…” that’s all Junsu can said as he see Yunho’s heading towards the front door. “Let them be Su, they know where the other are. So you don’t have to worry.  They still have that gift remember?” “Do you think Yunho will go to him now?” “With that attitude he had just now, I hope not or they will be a bigger fight than this but on the other side I hope he go to him and explain everything but knowing Yunho he tend to mess things up especially when it comes to Jaejoong.  Arghh I don’t know anymore.”  Yoochun stress as he not knows what the best way to help them out is. “Chun don’t stress yourself.” advised Junsu. “I hope they find the way to sort this out.”  ***** A few days later at her graveyard. “He really loves you, you know that? Why you have to go and left him?  Can we switch places?  It’s really hurt. He was never loves me this whole time, not even a second. Anything he does is because of your will. Why would you write something like that? Why?” ask Jaejoong as he come and visit her graveyard. He doesn’t know what to do anymore. Suddenly he feels someone kneels down next to him and he turn to his side to see Yoochun kneels beside him with a bouquet of flower and a letter in his hand that Jaejoong guess the will is inside it. “Chunnie? How did you know I'm here?” Jaejoong is surprised to see Yoochun. Never cross his mind that Yoochun will find him here. “I ask your GPS.” answered Yochun with a smiley face. “My GPS?” “Your husband.” “Owh.” “Jae, she has her reason for this. She loved both of you but she loves Yunho more. She knows your feeling toward Yunho but she loves him too. She knew that she won’t live long, that’s why she wants to be with him till her last breath. She felt guilty towards you and that’s why she wrote the will. She means no harm.” Yoochun put the flower and letter slowly at the her tomb as he try to explain to Jaejoong why she wrote it. *-The will-* Dear my lovely Yunho,When you read this letter it’s mean I’ve already gone.  I would like to say thanks for loving me this whole time.  Sorry I’ve to leave you.  Mianhe.. I already sick when I met you.  Only a few months left for me, so I promise to myself to use it wisely and live to the fullest.  I fall in love with you at first sight and when you also took interest in me, I‘ve felt like heaven on earth.  Our memories together are my precious treasure.  I felt so happy and alive also I will have no regret when I die. But, there is someone who’s been hurt while seen us together.  He is also a dear friend. A really good friend that is always be there for you.  I am a bad friend to him by loving you and hurting him.  If I am in his shoes, I can’t guarantee that we still can be friends, but he has a bigger heart, always prioritize his lover’s happiness rather than himself.  So I wish if I’m gone I would like you to accept him.  I know if it’s him, you are in a good hand. He will love you unconditionally. Actually I thinks he love you more than me. Please send my apologized to him and make him happy. *-End-* “You like her so much Chun that everything she does is always have a good reason behind it. How its feel to see the one you love, loves someone else? It’s not a good feeling, its hurt, its really hurt.  Does she even know that you love her?”  “I’m happy as long as she is happy.” “Cliché..” “But it’s true. There is no point for me to confess when it’s crystal clear that I’m not the one that she loves.”  “Are you mocking me?” “Of course not. Your story is different.” “How is it different? I’m the one who do the ‘no point’ thing remember?  He said it to my face before that he will never love me.” “Jae, people can change.” “Everything he does, it’s because of the will.  He changes because of her will not because of me not because he loves me. I’m not the one he loves.” “He knows nothing about the will, Jae.  He is already in love with you even before he knew it himself, even before he met her.” “What did you just say?” “He already falls in love with you before he met her.  It’s just he doesn’t know it. He already kissed you before he met her.” “What? Kiss me?” Jaejoong shocked with the fact Yoochun told him. “Actually he stole your first kiss when you are sleeping at the dojo.” “And this story suddenly appears at this time? So convenience to cover up the fact that he confuse between me and her. I can also make up a great story though.” mocked Jaejoong. “Jaejoong, he maybe has no witness but he didn’t lie. He already loves you back then he just can’t accept the fact yet.” “He ashamed of me and how did you know that he didn’t lie and you telling me it is your instinct doesn’t count. Why change of heart?” “You don’t want it to?” “I need a reason.” “Isn’t it because we can’t control how, why also when we will fall in love.  It’s just happen even if we try to avoid or deny it.  It’s just happened…You should understand this better.”