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Seungwan was busy cleaning the place , she was alone in the bar as usual with some music on , her mind drifting as she mopped the floor , jaebum had left so much mess, she told herself slightly irritated but then relaxed thinking she would probably be thinking about how much her life was such a mess if she wasn't distracting herself .Seungwan had always dreamed about being stable , a house of her own , a puppy to love and care about , friends in the same field she wanted to go for .But that faded away the moment she was accused of medical malpractice when she was an intern to be a surgeon. The doctor who was in charge of her and the other interns with her back then started showing interest and she just had to refuse everytime until he decided to corner her one day , she had to fight through it and threaten to expose him but he got back at her by accusing her of such profanities she hadn't done or dared even thinking off.She wasn't even half away through her internship when it happened and she knew the moment she'd be put away , there was no more future ahead of her . She was expelled from the comimittee of medical interns and there was no future for her after that.Ever since then , all life gave her was the middle finger and she decided to stand stern to that ." you seem pretty diligent when you are cleaning "she now noticed that the music had died down when she could hear a familiar raspy voice from behind her .Turning ,her eyes met junmeyon's droopy ones.He looked pretty wrecked ; as if he just came back from some kind of a rough fight , drenched in sweat , clothes with small barely noticeable blood stains this time .Seungwan stood there looking at him for a while , he hadn't showed up all day and minseok was worried about him and now it was clear that he had gotten himself in some kind of a fight when she noticed him wrinkling his nose and constantly holding up his right hand into a fist as if he was trying to ease the pain .She gulped , her instincts telling her to help him again , oh she was such a fool." minseok was worried about you " seungwan finally spoke, trying not to waver before going back to what she was doing , she didn't want to regret helping him again and that would only happen if she doesn't help him so she held back whatever pity that had started to build again inside of her .She heard him hum then she heard his footsteps right behind her refusing to give up into her curiousness and turn ." don't get any closer " she stopped on her tracks sputtering but there was no response of him yet she could hear his struggled breaths .She bit the insides of her mouth , thoughts racing trying to figure out what to do, after all he is that one a person who threatened her with a gun.Then ; rashly and without thinking she turned to him , her hands resting on top of the mopping stick.She gulped at how close he was but decided to stand strong unaffected ." you should go home " she blinked , trying to stop herself from gulping again and exposing her fear ." now that I am getting a look at you up close ; you are quite beautiful " he said looking into her eyes his hand reaching up to touch her hair only to be stopped by her hand on his, surprised that she didn't flinch." don't " she slapped his hand away gently .Junmyeon caught her hand in his slightly wincing , his swollen hand catching her attention." I am stunned at your bravery " he told her, his eyes again soft and it was killing her inside.What was this feeling that she was getting ?Seungwan looked down after she managed to free her hand from his .Turning away to start placing the chairs back in place for the night .She didn't want to show any sort of response to what he said and she struggled to not feel flattered . Quite a lot actually.Junmyeon stood there watching her then he saw her disappear behind the curtains that lead to the storage room coming back after a few seconds with an aid kit in her hand." sit down " she said and he obeid.She brought a chair in front if his sitting across from him opening the aid kit to get a long hand bandana." give me your hand " she said in a demanded tone, her breath caught up in her throat cursing herself for doing it again .She tried to conceal so much yet again there she was.She was giving up to the soft eyes he lulled her with .Junmyeon placed his swollen hand on top of hers and watched as she rolled the gauze on it gently ." I couldn't take the money " he confessed.Seungwan hummed her eyes down on his hand" minseok told me ".

" how do I make you forgive me for what I have done the first day we met ?" he suddenly asked." you already apologised , that was enough " she nodded standing up and before she'd leave his sight he caught her wrist with his pained hand groaning.Seungwan closed her eyes trying to breath in and out stealthily then turned ." you shouldn't put pressure on it , it will heal in a few days if you are cautious " she held on it gently releasing it then walked away , junmyeon stood up hot on her heels ." seungwan please " he followed her to the storage room" please what ? And don't call seungwan like you know me " she swung herself turning to him angrily .She didn't like the sound of her name from his mouth or maybe she did and it made her weak for whatever reasons she was starting to deny .She cursed herself for helping him again , vulnerability and indulgence are going to be the end of her one and she was pretty familiar with the feeling .Junmyeon on the other hand rattled in his mind when he was away , something had brought him back to the bar and he was sure it's fate when he spotted her figure .Please Subscribe to read the full chapter