Annoying her (1/1)

“I don’t get her.” Hyuk admits to his hyungs. Yejin has been showing extreme behavior. First locking herself in her room, now she barely goes home and heads out the first sign of daylight.“She’s staying with Minhee noona.” N informs him and pats the youngest’s back. He answers with a confused look and they all sigh.“Minhee noona?” Hyuk finally says after a short while, his voice dipped in skepticism.“You really don’t know?” Leo asks Hyuk wearing a serious expression as always.“About?” Hyuk’s mouth was full of breakfast and Leo barely understood him. Yejin “I can’t believe her.” “Calm down.” Minhee unnie attempts to ease my worries but I’m not worried, I’m pissed.She sets two mugs of coffee down and sits beside me, our love for the mornings were the same and it wouldn’t be complete without staring into the horizon while the sun rises.“Do you think mom loved our dads?” I missed my old home, peaceful and the mornings were more beautiful because birds sang as if welcoming the sun. Minhee unnie, Daewon and even mom were at my side. It seemed like a perfect life but it wasn’t however that part of my life was the best.“Oh, Yejin is that why…” I look cautiously at her, my nights have been occupied with insane thoughts and it was stressing me out. “No, unnie. I just…” I sigh.  Am I selfish to think of him when my own mother leaves us again for a man?“You have to just let everything go and trust your heart.” She claims both of my hands and coaxes me to close my eyes. “I never trusted my heart, I’m scared.” It’s her turn to sigh as I let go of her hands.“Are you scared you’ll get hurt? Experiencing hurt is part of loving, it’s just the way it is.” She sips from her mug and gazes over me. I avoid her eyes, not letting her figure me out more.“No matter how great love is, it’s always with hurt. Just look at Myungsoo and me. I hurt him and he hurt me too.” She cups me face between her hands and reminds me.“Till now, you haven’t told me.” I shake my head out of her grip and sip from my mug.“Just… grown up stuff, I guess.” “What? You’re only 3 years older than me.” I grimace at her ridiculous excuse, sometimes she treats me like I’m Daewon’s age.“He fell hard for someone other than me, but I know he still loves me. He just loves someone greater.” She honestly tells me, I could detect a hint of hurt in her voice.  What a messed up family.“You probably think we’re so messed up, huh?” I panic as she seemed to have read my mind and busied myself by preparing breakfast.“Yeah, mom always falls in love with younger guys. And Myungsoo is younger than me, even Hyuk is younger than you.” She ignores my panicked expression and continues on with our conversation. She remains seated of course but it only happened that way because she knows how I get uncomfortable with these types of conversations.“Unnie, we’re NOT that…” “I know.” She cuts me off as I stubbornly deny my feelings for Hyuk.“But you like him.” She concludes not knowing what already happened between us. I blush and that’s the only sign she needs to see.“Don’t worry, I find it so endearing like you’re like that. It’s charming; I bet he thinks so too.” What does she mean? That I’m practically living like an inanimate object? Or that I’m a loner?When she sees the confused look on my face she smirks and I set down the plates in front of us, trying to ignore the looks she’s giving me. “You’re a smart girl.”“That’s the problem, I know I can’t stupidly fall in love.” She answers with a short ‘hmp’, acting like she knows something I don’t and then leaves me alone to eat breakfast while I’m deeply confused.**“Yay~ she’s back.” Danbi dashes to me as I approach the living room.  “Oh, you’re dressed.”“We’re going out.” Hera announces and calls out for the others, the boys were dressed nicely too except for Hyuk.I was about to scream that finally I could have the apartment alone but that’s not the case, is it. “Have fun!!” She mouths to me and smiles smugly before closing the door.I act like I’m alone and just go to my room, attempting to call mom or Daewon. My ears were ringing as I hear e