➳7➳ (1/1)

Since that day when Baekhyun showered me with gifts, life has been a dream. Maybe too good to be true, is this really happening to me? I've never been so lucky to have a man like Byun Baekhyun in my life. I've always been put under the bus and mistreated. I feel so special, like I actually have a place in this fucked up world. I have this strange feeling that everything will end and, I'm right.   I've been searching for Baekhyun since seven in the morning, its now 12:39pm. Where has he gone without any notice? This isn't a joke, what could he be doing for so long? He doesn't have band practice nor does he have work today. I sit and take a rest until a ringing sound appears from no where, the phone. I rush to the phone, seeing an unknown number. I ponder on whether I should answer it, but I do after three rings. "Hello?" "Uh, Eunjoo?" I hear Baekhyun sounding weak and strange. "Baekhyun?! Where are you? Are you okay?" I stutter and words are becoming harder to pronounce. I have a bad feeling. "Don't ask questions. Just come to the back of the building. I'll meet you there." I drop the phone and sprint, leaving the door wide open. I need to find him. I'm terrified right now. What is happening? I have no answer, but I will find out.  After running down four flights of stairs, I find the door to the back of the building. I breathe in and out before pushing open the door. I examine the area and spot a man in a black jacket looking lost. "Baekhyun!" I call incase that is him. The man slowly turns around and limps towards me slowly. A black scarf is covering his face so I have no clue if that's Baekhyun. I start to approach the man and we get closer and closer. Once we are standing in front of each other, I can see the frightened look in Baekhyun's eyes. I pull the scarf from his face and see the blood and bruises. My whole life flashes before my eyes. I can't find any air to breathe. A series of tears fall from my tired eyes.  "Who?" I ask Baekhyun, his eyes have a sorry look in them. He grabs a hold of my arm with a tight grip, not willing to let go. "Baekhyun! Stop, what are you doing." "I'm sorry." He closed his eyes and once he opened them, a tear escaped. He pulled me to a door that led to the supply room of the building. Cold and scared, Baekhyun told me to stay quiet and not to fight it. A figure appeared from the darkness. "Ahaha I see I have the stupid, silly couple sitting in front of me." I listen closely to the voice since I can't depend on my sight. The toneless voice gives it all away. "Youngnam!" I shout out. "Oh shut up. Don't be disrespectful or I will punish you more." He walked over and slapped duct tape across my mouth. "As you can see Eunjoo, I have already gotten to your sweet, sexy boyfriend. It's a lot worse than it looks I must say for myself. Eunjoo, if your ass stayed in jail, Baekhyun could have lived in peace without any troubles, but since you are out, you both must be punished." I try to mumble my words but it sounds like a waste of my time since no one can understand me with tape covering my mouth. I look over to Baekhyun who seems to be doing nothing about this. Does he really love me now? I put him through this. I am the cause of this.  Youngnam walks closer to my defenseless boyfriend and ties him up without duct tape over his mouth. After he finished with Baekhyun, he locks eyes with me and brings himself towards me. I close my eyes and feel his rough hands glide across my face leaving a trail of Baekhyun's dried blood. His smirk turns into an evil glare when he raised his fist and slammed it back down on my cheek. I hold in my screams of terror while Baekhun is able to yell freely without any problem. "Stop! I will fuck you up when I'm out of these ties! Don't fucking touch her!" He fumbles with the ties but he doesn't succeed, Youngnam laughs at the sight of Baekhyun. Youngnam strikes me several times and then rips off my shirt, leaving me exposed. I hear him whisper "slut" and then pulls my hair making my straighten my hunched back. I squint my eyes trying to hold in my screams for help. He doesn't seem to matter how much pain I'm in, he wants me dead. He swung his arm back and threw it back to my face, I can't help but cry. I try to open my eye but it's impossible, I can't see a thing, my eye is throbbing. He lashed his hand across my cheek like a cat scratching someone with their claws. I feel the blood pouring down my face. I praying that he takes my life right now. I can't take this anymore.  "Im Youngnam, stop! No~. Leave her alone! Kill me please, let her go!" Baekhyun is crying out these words which make me breakdown in emotional tears and not only physical pain tears. Youngnam walks over to Baekhyun and kicks his chair so he is lying lifeless on the cold, hard ground. Youngnam jerks his leg back and slams down on Baekhyun's pelvic bone. The monster comes back to me and rips off the tape from my mouth, the burning sensation is what I could care less about. "No~! Baekhyun! I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" I cry and shriek, even though it will do no good. Youngnam looks at me and pulls out a shiny metal blade from his back pocket, while he never let go of his eye contact with me. He brought it closer to my arm and whispered in my ear "you deserve this." Youngnam carves Y+E into my arm and then begins to slit my wrists deeply, allowing the blood to pour and drip down my arm and fall on the floor. It hurt but it gave me some satisfactory. I enjoyed him cutting my wrists. I sound so stupid but, I like it. I'm paying for what I did to Baekhyun. As he cries on the floor for Youngnam to stop, I cry for Youngnam to continue. I hate myself. I fucked up Baekhyun's life. I do deserve this! I am a waste of air and space. Baekhyun is only suffering right now because of me. Because I am a poor excuse of a woman. This is all my fault. I caused all of this. I should be in jail or dead right now but I am here making Baekhyun feel pain.Yay! I updated two days in a row! ;) Do you like this? This is not my normal writing style so sorry it's not very graphic. Feel free to leave a comment! Thank you for reading! Oh and to those who have subscribed, thank you for subscribing, I can't send everyone a message because I forget who I've already sent one to...LOL -krisbaek90