[M] The first time. (1/1)

Xiumin’s P.O.VEver since we were younger, Chen has always been weird. But he has been even weirder these days. The frequency of the times he says "I love you" to me has increased to the point where he reminds me of it 5 or 6 times a day. I don't mind, though. In fact, I like it a lot when those words escape his mouth. I answer him with an "I love you, too" but it's as if this didn't made him happy. The only reaction I get from him is a soft groan and then he leaves me alone. I don't understand what's wrong with him. I don't know what he's thinking anymore.Min~” I heard his voice calling me from the bathroom. “Min, could you come here for a second?”“Uh sure,” I answered. I left the clothes I was unpacking on the bed and followed his voice. “What is it?”“Where did you put the towels again? I want to shower before we go out” He wasn't wearing a shirt...I could see his perfect upper body. So sexy.“Aish, it’s the third time I tell you,” I searched in the highest part of the drawer; I had to stand on tip toe to reach it and grabbed a towel “They’re right here!” I turned around too quickly and our faces ended up at a very short distance.  I felt how the beating of my heart increased in both, speed and intensity.He cleared his throat, "Ah thank you" he took it from my hands but he didn't move an inch. "So I'm gonna bath right now...""Ah yes, okay." This time, it was me who didn't move. Chen chuckled and ruffled my hair."Are you going to shower with me?" He asked, raising up an eyebrow."Ah. no. I'm sorry, I'm leaving now." I snapped out, and  walked out slowly. Chen grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him. He kissed my hand, and stared at me. "I love you" He repeated. "...And I love you, too." I said, avoiding his eyes."Minseok, I'm serious." He frowned."What? I am being serious too""No, you're lying. Don't say you love me if you don't. It only makes things worst." "But I do mean it!" I protested. Why was he questioning me like that?"No, you don't!""OF COURSE I DO!" "I don't mean that kind of love. I mean THIS!" As he finished saying those words, Chen grabbed my chin with his fingers and lifted my face up. Then I felt…I felt his lips rubbing against mines. My first impulse was to pull away. But Chen wouldn’t let me go so easily. Every time I tried to break free from his lips, he would only kiss me more passionately and eventually I melted in the kiss too. It was a weird feeling. My cheeks tickled and I felt as if I had a fever. It wasn’t my first kiss. But I was equally flustered as the first time. I wrapped my hands around his neck, and closed my eyes. As I did this, I felt how he smiled and I couldn’t help but do the same. It was crazy. Not only was I kissing Chen, but I also loved it and wished the moment could last forever. At that moment, I also understood what he meant. All the times he said “I love you” to me were no joke. And I was blindly taking his words for granted. Always thinking he wasn’t serious. Always hurting him. I don’t know how long the kiss last. After what I hoped were hours, Chen let go of me. “And that’s what I meant” He smiled and kissed me again, only this time was just a peck on my lips.“I-I see,” I had a hard time controlling myself. The sudden lack of his lips made me feel empty. “Then, I’ll be leaving you alone now"He smiled and walked me to the door. “I love you, Minseok. I'm glad you're my fiancé" His words were followed by a sweet and honest smile.And I too felt glad we didn't desolve the engagement. Maybe we will decide to continue with it, after all.Kyungsoo’s P.O.VIt’s been hours and  Kai hasn’t come back yet. We have to get ready for dinner soon. Sehun’s mother came by earlier and told me we were having a formal dinner and if we wanted to go out and see the town we'd better do it soon. I wonder how things with Sori went. At that moment, I heard the knob on the door turning and shortly after I saw Kai coming in.“Kkamjong!” I squealed as I jumped to his arms. “You’re back. How did everything go?”“Hi, little star” He gave me a long kiss and caressed the back of my head. “Yup, everything is okay now” He flashed one of his sexy smiles at me and I couldn’t do more than kissing him again.“I’m glad!” I grabbed his hand and lead him to the bathroom. “We have to get ready for dinner and I was thinking that maybe we could um…move to the next level. No sex yet but I-I want more than kissing. Is it okay? Of course, after we come back-”“OH MY GOD” Kai wrapped his arms around me and squeezed me tight, making it hard to breathe. “KYUNGSOO YOU’RE SO PERFECT I LOVE YOU LETS GET MARRIED”“…o-okay” I whispered almost instantly.“Wait really?!” His smile widened and I swear I saw tears forming in his eyes. “I love you. You’re gonna be the best wife ever”“WHY AM I THE GIRL?!” I punched his chest playfully. “I’m manly!”“Yes, you are cutie” Kai pinched my cheeks and gave me a little kiss on the tip of my nose. I love it when he does this. “But still, I would love to see you on a wedding dress.”“Kai, I’m not going to wear a dress. NEVER.”He chuckled “I know. It’s a shame though. You are so cute you’d definitely look good on it.”“JUST SHOWER ALREADY!” I said as I walked out of the bathroom.“GO AND TELL EVERYONE WE’RE GETTING MARRIED” He said“NOT BEFORE YOU BUY ME A RING” I answered.“FINE I’LL BUY YOU ONE TOMORROW! I SWEAR!” "I'm breaking up with you if you buy me something ugly and cheap!" "You're so exigent, did you know that?" He said, coming out of the bathroom."Nah, I just want you to spoil me.""You are pretty spoiled already though!""what? no way! You're the one who's spoiled! You are clingy sometimes and you want me to be there for you when you wake up and when you go to sleep. And you always ask me to spell 'I love you' in your food every time I cook for you!""T-That's because I need you" He looked down, kind of embarrased of his words.The times Kai acted naturally cute were rare. He was more the 'sexy' type instead of the 'cute' one. But when he finally shows that side of him, he makes me fall in love with him all over again. Kai's P.O.VI feel awful right now but at the same time, I couldn't be happier. Some time ago, I actually agreeded to go out with Sori for some time. I wasn't afraid of her telling Sehun or even her parents of what she saw Kyungsoo and I doing. But this kid is like a little sister to me and I couldn't refuse her like that. In a sort of way, I'm cheating on Kyungsoo-ah. And what's more, I'm actually telling him I want to marry him. I mean, I do want it. Ever since that night when I found out that I loved him, he's the only person I could imagine loving. Even if we breake up, I don't think I will be able to get over him. But now I'm risking our relationship because I was afraid of hurting little Sori more."I have a hard time resisting you, you know? Like I said before, I don't wanna rush things and have sex so sudden, but how am I supposed to hold back when you're so sexy and cute at the same time?!" Kyungsoo said as he pulled me into another kiss. For the first time, kissing him didn't made me feel better. I was filled with guilt."Kai? is there something wrong? you suddenly became so quiet..." Kyungsoo asked. He looked concerned."Ah, no. I'm fine." I lied "I was just thinking...I really love you, Kyungsoo. No matter what please always remember it, okay?""You're acting weird. Is everything really okay?""I'm telling you it's fine""I see...well, let's hurry up and meet the others okay?·I'm very sorry, Kyungsoo. I won't let you find out about this child's game. I promissed I wouldn't hurt you anymore.  Luhan's P.O.VAfter Sehun guided the others to their rooms, he said he wanted to take me somewhere. We went out by the backdoor, which lead us to this vast garden. He insisted the place was beautiful and that I will surely love it, too. No matter how many times I asked, he wouldn't give me more information than this. I had a hard time keeping up with his quick pace and when the town was nowhere to be seen, he said we were getting closer and so he put a blindfold on my eyes. He helped me walk from that point on."Okay! We’re here. You can take the blindfold off now" He said. Sehun seemed happier than usual. It had a tone I haven't heard a week ago.My hands immediately went to the back of my head, untying the knot in seconds. I almost fainted when I saw where we were. It was a huge land and right in front of us there was a willow tree. But it wasn’t just a willow tree; this is where Sehun and I meted up for our “dates” at night when we were kids.  Of course, I didn’t expect him to know. I thought he had brought me there because he happened to find the place and he thought it was nice.“Don’t you think it’s amazing here?” He said, sitting on the old and rusty swing that was hanging down from one of the tree’s strongest branches.“I guess. But it’s just a deserted place with an old tree. Let’s go back!” I whined. Being here brings back all kinds of memories. Good ones, like all the nights we promised of forever, and bad ones, like the last night I saw him. I know he probably won’t remember this place no matter how much time we spend here. So why bothering being here at all? It doesn’t change things. It doesn’t make the pain go away.“Luhannie, do you know where we are?” He smiled and looked at me sweetly.“Do you?” I asked, changing the direction of my stare to where we came from. “I don’t want to be here.”“Why not? Didn’t you feel happy here one day?”“Do you know something I don’t? Do you have any idea what this place means to me?” I said annoyed.“I do.” His tender voice calmed my irritation.“So you … did you remember something?” I was filled with excitement. Thinking that if he did, there’ll be the chance that he could remember more.“Kind of” He chuckles at my expression “Sori told me to stay here and think of you. I did, and the image of a young Luhannie appeared in my mind. Sorry, I only remembered the last night we had together.”“That’s wonderful!” I squealed and threw myself at his arms “I’m so happy”Sehun’s arms linked around my waist and neither of us tried to pull away for a long time. My face buried in his chest. His gentle and occasional kisses on the top of my head. All of it seemed so familiar but at the same time extremely new.   “Luhan?” He asks, breaking the silence between us.“Yeah?”“If I asked you to tell me more about when we dated before, would you tell me?”I hesitated a little but answered honestly. “It depends.”“on what?”“On what kind of thing you want to know. I’m not willing to tell you the kind of thing that’ll eventually draw you away from me.”“When are you going to understand that I will never leave you? Yes, I said it before and still ran away from everyone and came here. But I never broke up with you; neither had I intended to do so. Won’t you just trust me? What do I have to do to make you understand?”“I know and I’m sorry. But I tend to feel insecure about you. If it’s you, nothing makes sense to me anymore so I always end up thinking you’ll leave me.” I confessed. Sehun rested his head against the tree and mine was on his lap.“Honestly. You change your mood so easily. One second you’re normal, the next one you’re angry, then you get emotional and before you know it, you get horny” “I haven’t mentioned anything about being horny!”“Yet” He adds. "You also change the topic really fast." I pouted."That's because there's so much I want to talk to you about. Our time together is always so little." His eyes reflected some kind of sadness. So this time, I tried to change the topic. "Sehunnie, do you think it'll hurt?""hurt? what do you mean?""Sex. do you think sex will hurt?"He looked at me for a couple of seconds before he burst out laughing "How can someone say such kind of thing while looking so cute?! You made me feel like a pedophile!""H-Hey! I was being serious!""Okay okay...I don't know. I mean, I guess it will but I promise you I'll be gentle. If it hurts too much, please tell me and I'll make it better okay?" He leaned closer and kissed me.That kiss tasted of everything but innocence. It was sweet, an addictive kind of sweet."Are you still uncomfortable here? we can go and walk  a little more-""No," I interrupted him "Just, let me try something" I put my one of my hands on his neck and the other one on his chest. Then, I brought my face closer to him and initiated another kiss. He didn’t think about it twice before he return the kiss.We pulled away only to breath and then we’d resume the kisses. He slide on of his hands under my shirt and began to rub my nipples. A soft moan left my mouth. I laughed a little at myself; it was the first time I moaned like that.I knew perfectly that we weren’t in the right place to be doing this and I tried to stop but I failed every single time. My body was completely hot and breathing became difficult. My brain couldn’t process all the feelings I was having in those eternal minutes.Sehun sat me on his lap, and then he reached for my belt. With clumsy movements he unbuttoned my pants and his hands made their way to my dick. His cold hands send chills through my whole body. He wrapped one of them around me and began to stroke at an unbearable slow pace. “Faster” I ordered. Surprisingly, he didn’t tease me more. He actually did as I said and his hand began to move faster and faster making the pleasure rise with every stroke."Stop-" I tried to warn him before I came but it was too late. The sticky substance was all over his hand. "I'm sorry" I panted."For what?" He said after he licked it."Don't do that!" I blushed and covered my face with my hands. "So embarrasing!"“You know, when we sleep together, we’ll be doing things more embarrassing than this.” He smiled “Let’s go back. I-I don’t think I’ll wait until tonight.”“Yeah…me neither” I fixed my clothes as fast as I could and we returned to Sehun’s house in no time. We rushed as soon as we came in but his mother stopped us.“Sehun, Sunhyun, why are you in such a rush? Did something happen?”“Ah, no, mom. It’s nothing. I just went to show him around” He lied. I had to hide behind him because of my growing erection. “We’ll be in my room until dinner. PLEASE don’t disturb me. SERIOUSLY. I will do whatever you want.”“Um okay. You’re acting weird, son. And why is the kid hidinng behind you?" She tried to came closer but Sehun interrupted her."I'm telling you everything's fine! Now could you PLEASE leave us alone?""Aish, what an ungrateful son. Fine, do whatever you want" She said and returned to the living room. Sehun turned to me and smirked."That was close. Now hury up and move!" He ordered.I did as he said and without more interruptions we reached his room. He locked the door behind him and signaled me to lie on the bed. He took his own shirt off and positioned himself on top of me.“Now, where do you want me to start?” He snickered “Where do you want me to touch you?”“H-How am I supposed to answer to that?”And again, his lips turned into an evil curve. Sehun leaned closer to me “You say: Please Sehun-ah, make me cum~” His voice sounded more seductive than teasing, inviting me to repeat the words.“No way! Just hurry up! I’m dying here” I pointed to my now painful erection.“If you don’t ask for it properly, I won’t do anything to you” I could sense he was being serious. Damn it, why does he have to have more control in these situations than me?!I had a little inner battle with myself. I could give up my pride and do as he asked, then I’d finally have more pleasure. Or I could keep ignoring him, making him tease me more and more.“What are you going to do?” He asked. He went down and gave small nibbles to my clothed dick.I couldn’t hold back any longer so I gave in. “Stop it. P-Please, Sehun-ah…just fuck me already!” I begged.“That’s my Luhannie,” Once again, he took off my pants and underwear. “I love even this part of you” He chuckled. Then, he licked the tip and slowly he took me all inside his mouth.“Fuck” I moaned and arched my back in pleasure. “It feels so good!”“Keep your voice down if you don’t want anyone to hear us” He warned me. I nodded and he got back to sucking. The pleasure was overwhelming. It was better than when he jerked me off by that three. But that also had its bad side, I couldn't moan. If I did, there was the possibility his mom would hear me. Maybe that made it more exciting. Unconsciously, my hips began to thrust in his mouth, begging him to go faster. I closed my eyes and just let myself merge in the feeling. A few seconds later, I felt something cold on my skin but I didn’t give it much attention. It smelled nice, like cream or something.Suddenly, that same pleasure was replaced by…a weird and kind of painful feeling. He had inserted 2 fingers inside me. I could feel how he twirled them and my insides twitched. I won’t lie, it didn’t felt good.“What-what is that?” I barely managed to say.“I’m preparing you. I’m sorry, does it hurt?” He said. There was a tone of worriment in his voice.  “A little” I lied. Because I knew that if I was hurting from just fingers, the real thing would hurt me even more and Sehun would probably get worried and we’d have to stop. I didn’t want to stop. No matter if it hurt me, I wanted it so bad. I wanted to be held by him. “But…I’m fine”“Are you?” He asked again “You look like you’re about to cry.” He took the fingers out and with the other hand he caressed my cheek. “We don’t have to go all the way today, you know. We can take it slow until you get used to it”“No.” I said without doubting it. “No, I want to do it today. I’m fine. I just…I just really want to do this. I’ll be fine, trust me” I smiled.He sighed and gave me a long kiss. “Okay, but if I think I’m hurting you, we stop.”“Deal” I smirked.This time, he only inserted one finger inside. He began to move it slowly, giving me time to get used to the feeling. “How is it?” He asked.“I-It doesn’t hurt” It did at the beginning but I wasn’t going to tell him. I kept making weird noises rather than moans and whimpers.And after some time it actually did began to feel kind of good. “Could you…could you try inserting another?”“Got it” Sehun slide the second finger and moved them a little faster and rougher than before. Then he thrust them at a medium pace.  “There…” I moaned softly “It feels good”“It does?” He sounded excited and the thrusts  “Yes!” I moaned. “Please Sehun, harder!”He chuckled “Do you know how many fingers are inside of you?”“Two?”“Three. I’m glad it doesn’t hurt anymore. So are you ready?”“I-I guess… Yes, I am.” I turned around and got ready. “Hey, pass me the lotion under the pillow” “Huh?” I searched and found a lotion that said in big and pink letters ‘Love lotion’ “What’s THIS?!”“Well, neither of us want you to feel pain so we should use it♥ as for where did I got it, Kai gave it to me today.” He blushed.I passed him the cream and felt how he rubbed it against my hot skin.“Luhan, I love you. I love you so much” He said before he began to shove his dick inside.  I let out a loud moan, not caring if they heard us anymore. The feeling of Sehun being inside me was wonderful. It didn’t hurt; it didn’t make me feel pain at all. It was sweet…very sweet.   “I’m going to move now” He said and a couple of seconds later he began to thrust in and out of me, making me drunk with pleasure with every thrust. “Faster” I ordered. I couldn’t believe it could feel so good. It was completely different from what I thought. "Do it faster and harder!" He would take his cock completely out and then he'd shove it inside all at once, several times. Everytime more pleasurable than the last. “Luhan…inside of you is …it’s so damn good!” He too was having a hard time holding back the loudest moans.Every time he pounded on my prostate, I felt like coming. My whole body was hot and emerged in the scent of our sweat. It felt…natural. Like my body was already used to him. To his warmness and his touch. This kept up for some time and then, neither of us could hold it back anymore.“I-I’m going to cum!” I heard him gush and then he tried to pull out.“No! Don’t pull it our….cum inside me” I moaned. "Sehun..Sehun I love you!"A few more pounds and we both reached our orgasms. The sheets of the bed were covered with semen, sweat and that ‘love lotion’. Sehun lied beside me and hold my hand but not before another passionate kiss. He hug me tight and whispered in my ear "I wanna do it again"I chuckled "No way! It will hurt double tomorrow."And that was the first time Sehun and I made love. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Hi ^^ It's been a while! How are you guys? I hope you're all good! Okay so I think that was the longest chapter I've wrote. And we had Hunhan smut omg the feels T^T that reminds me, thank you for answering the poles! They helped me A LOT so thank you guys!  More smut and Kaisoo-Taoris and Chenmin to come! Look forward to it~I actually wanted to update for my birthday, (semptember 5) BUT like always, I wasn't able orzYou know I hate school. The only good thing is that I ONLY HAVE A MONTH MORE OF CLASSES! Which means, I'll be able to update more frequenly ♥Thank you for subscribing, answering the poles, taking to me. for your comments and just omg thank you for reading the fic I love you with all my heart guys thank you thank you -w- /hugs