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You’re crying in the middle of the night. The unbearable pain kept on creeping inside you. They just couldn’t even understand of how you feel and how worse your feeling was. They didn’t even bother to care about you and your existence. You’re always thinking that why did your life fates to be like this? Why did you are the one who gets bullied? You just couldn’t understand why they treated you like that. Your life was miserable. You hates whenever you started to cry. You felt so lonely wherever you go. At school, at home. Kai, He’s a damn. You hate him but why did your heart always beating fast whenever you saw him. Oh gosh! You just can’t handle your feeling towards him. Because of him, your heart always broke into pieces when you saw him with his lover, Yungsoo, your world crushed down like there was no hope at all to keep on moving to live like others did.~ “Lily, what’s wrong with you today? You’ve got swollen eyes. Oh my god. Did you cry last night huh? Now tell me why? Did they bully you again?” You wanted to just answer Yura’s question but how could you answer her question? You didn’t want to burden her with your problems. With that, you just smiled at her and all you could hear from Yura is a sigh. “It’s okay Yura. This is not because of I’m crying or what. It’s just, I couldn’t sleep last night and I just read a book until the sunrise up and this morning my eyes got swollen.” You lied. Well of course you were crying again. But you didn’t want her to know you night’s activity, well almost every night. It’s not that you don’t believe her, but being secretive was better than reveals everything that’s hiding under your skin. “Okay. It’s up to you Lily. But if you have any problems just don’t be hesitates to tell me okay? I don’t want you to end up your life with suicide because of stress. Well that’s a bit over the line.” “Crap! I won’t of course. So don’t worry, am not that stupid to think about suicide.” Yura’s phone suddenly rang, she picked up the phone and it was Kris who was on the phone. “Hello dear.  I’m with Lily right now. Why? Want me to head back to the classroom? Hurm. Okay. I’ll be there in 5 minutes. Wait for me. Okay. Bye” “It’s Kris. He asked me to go back to the class now. Is that okay?” “It’s okay. I’ll go to the library. Just find me there if you need me okay?” Yura just nodded and take a leave. Now, you were alone again but its okay, you used to be alone as well. ~On your way to the library, you’ve bumped into Baekhyun and Chanyeol. ‘Oh gosh. Another disaster.’  When you want to run away from them, chanyeol grabbed your hands and strikes your legs. You fell to the ground and started to cry. “Hey! Looks what I found here. A poor girl. What the hell are you doing here? I think library didn’t invite an ugly poor girl and why am I holding your hand? Euwwwww. Disgusting.” After chanyeol releasing your hand, he asked you to get up and baekhyun took your books and threw them to the ground and asked you to take your book not using your hand but using your mouth. If you didn’t follow his instruction, he will totally punch you in the face or probably slaps. When you knelt down to pick up the books, Sehun and Luhan come and Sehun kick your back and caused you fell down on the ground. Chanyeol, Baekhyun and Luhan laughed at you. They always told you to get out from this school and asked you to work. They said this school didn’t need poor girl like you. But your mother asked you to continue your school because she wants you be a successful girl. “Hey! What are you doing huh?” You heard someone’s voice. ‘Thank god. You’ve sent me a savior’ Chanyeol, Baekhyun, Sehun and Luhan ran away as they saw KAI is coming to help you. You were a bit shocked and your eye blinks in disbelief. ‘Am I dreaming? Is that him? Is that my crush? Oh my god!’ “Err… Are you okay?”  ‘Did he just ask me?’ ‘Can you hear me? Kai is freaking asked me!!!!’ Your heart screamed.  “Yeah. I’m okay. Thanks” ‘oh god. My heart is pounding.’  Kai throws a charming smile at you. Your face reddens and blushed. You felt unstable and feels like falling down on the floor. Kai quickly grabbed your wrist and bring you to the treatment room.~ After you were awake, you saw Kai was sitting beside you and waiting for you to wake up. ‘Omg. This is really like a dream’ “Oh, thank god. You’re awake. Did you feel better now?” Kai asked and he was holding your hand. Your face getting blushed and reddened. “Yeah. I’m okay. Don’t worry about me. Err, my hand?” Your heart started to skip a beat. The warmth crept throughout your body. “Oh, yeah. Your hand.  I’m sorry. By the way, what’s your name? I’ve never seen you before.” ‘Did he just asking my name? He’s freaking asked my name?’  “Lily. That’s my name and thanks for bringing me here. I really appreciated it.” Once again, he throws a charming smile at you and it’s really making you feels like fainting. ‘Calm down lily. Remember, Kai will never be your partner. He has Yungsoo. Calm down.’  “It’s okay. Lily, did they always bully you? Why didn’t you try to defend yourself?” Kai asked you the same question that Yura always ask. ‘For god sake, please. Stop asking me with that question again’ You smiled at him blandly. Kai sighed. “It’s okay if you don’t want to tell me. I’m not forcing you though.” “No. that’s not what I meant but yeah. This is the first time you saw me Kai. I don’t like to share any of my problems to the strangers. I’m sorry.” ‘Strangers? Nice act lily. He’s not a stranger to you lily. He is freaking Kim jongin. Your crush lily. Your freaking crush’ “okay then. Its okay, but lily if you wanna tell me about them, just tell me okay? Now let’s be friend!” ‘seriously? Kai wanna be my friend? Omg. He’s really friendly. I think he is so arrogant but I was wrong, he is really friendly’ “Of course, kai. I’m glad that you wanna be my friend.” “Why not? Erm, Lily. I’ve got to go now. I’m worried someone will find me.” ‘Kai, please don’t go. Just stay with me. I don’t wanna let you go. Please kai’ I wanna tell him do not leave me but what can I do? He just asks me to be his friend, not to be his girlfriend. You nodded and threw a smile at him and saw him stepped out from the room.~“Lily. Wake up. What happen to you? Who did this to you? Tell me.” Okay, it’s Yura’s voice. You scared to open your eyes. You’re scared to tell Yura the true story because at the end she will mad at you and will ask you the same question. ‘Why you didn’t defend yourself?’ oh god. Please. You’re too tired to hear that. “Lily! Please wake up” Yura shook your body. “Yura. Please stop shaking my body.” You said with annoying voice. Yura give you a bright smile. “Okay, now tell me who did this to you? Chanyeol and his gang?” “Yeah, it’s them. Again. Now what you want to do? You wanna go and shoot them?” “Oh, don’t be so stupid. I’m not gonna shoot them. Why didn’t you defend yourself? I just want you to defend yourself, then I will go and shoot them, did you understand?” “No. Anyway, guess what? Kai brought me here, could you feel me? Omg. I’m so happy Yura. He carried me and brought me here. Oh my God. I really love him. I love Kai so much. I guess everything is just worth the wait!!” Yura rolled her eyes, annoyed. “Omg. Shut up lily. You will never get him. You got me? He will never love you. Why did you so stupid huh? He didn’t even know you lily. Please stop telling me about him.” “But Yura……….” “Shut up Lily! Now take all your stuff and let’s get out from this room” You really wanted to cry. Yura won’t understand. Sometimes she made you sad and even worse, she’s not supporting you at all but you do love her as your closest friend. ‘Oh god, please help me. What should I do?  To whom should I express all my feels?’  Yeay ! finally . updated ^^ sorry for my bad grammar . i'll try to fix my grammar :)