Kai is the most popular guy in SM High School . You had a crush on him  for 4 years. He love someone else and that thing make you so sad. You have a friend named Yura. She always scold you and ask you to forget your crush but you refused to. Yeah. Everyday you watch Kai walks with his lover and everyday your heart broke into the pieces but you still waiting for him. You dont know why but everytime youre trying to forget him, you always failed and started to have a crush on him again. In that school, you always bullied by Park Chanyeol , Byun Baekhyun , Oh Sehun and LuHan.  "You are the stupid person that ive ever met Lily. Why didnt you forget him? What are you waiting for actually Lily? You have been waiting for him for 4 years. I dont wanna to see you sad again Lily. He loves someone else. Not you. He didnt know who you are. You had a crush on him for 4 years. Arent you tired? Oh gosh! Please! And one more thing lily, why didnt you defend yourself in front of them and you always let them bully you, Lily. You always being a weak person in front of them. Im sorry to see you like this, Lily."  Said Yura."Yeah. im always stupid. im the one who always weak and im the one who always be blamed. yeah. i want to defend myself Yura but how? They are always teasing me like hell and bullying me. No one came and comfort me when im crying. you were busy with your lover and me? im alone Yura. i dont know how to defend myself in front of them. yeah. i hate my life but please Yura. dont always put a blamed on me because im getting sick with your words."   ForewordHi ^^ im back with my new fanfic , but i think i cant updated it as soon as possible because i got too much homework to do TT.TT poor me :( This fanfic based on true story , but ive changed some plots xD hehe . so wait for me okay ? xD