That voice in my Head (1/1)

As we rounded a corner, I saw a room, well the entrance to room. Okay, I saw a doorway. What matters is that that was the doorway to the audition room. I could just feel my hands getting sweatier. I had been preparing for this for as long as I could remember, but suddenly it felt like the scariest thing in the world...oh god what have I gotten myself into?! "I thought I told you to relax," a voice in my head told me. "Oh be quiet mind, I know to relax," I murmured."Oh so now I am stuck in your head?" the voice asked, followed by a laugh."Is that supposed to be a joke?" I asked out loud, maybe a little bit too loud."Are you talking your quote on quote mind supposed to be joke, or you really that dumb. I heard that the taller you are, the dumber you are, but I always that untrue. I guess you were the test subject," the voice joked.Wait a minute..I'm not that clever. I looked over my shoulder to see that fanboy staring at me. I stepped away, wondering if he had ever heard of personal space. Then again, if I was him, I would want to be close to me too. Wait if it wasn't my voice speaking, then he knows I talk to myself! And that I am dumb! Wait...."You called me dumb! You are supposed to love me, not say stuff that like that! Some fanboy you are!" I yelled, grabbing the attention of the lady and the other chinese guy. "It was simply an observation. Don't be too full of yourself. I don't love you, I respect you. Do not put words in my mouth," he stated,"and please just call me Yixing. Fanboy is not a name."He's feisty. He kind of reminds me of- no one. He reminds me of no one. Especially not anyone important.Finally, the time came. The lady asked all of us to stand at different spots and look at the camera when asked. Xi Han went first. He could dance pretty well, but I can easily dance better. But today, I wasn't going to dance. Everyone had already seen/heard that. Today, Next up was fan- Yixing. He was going to sing. I would be totally lying if I said I wasn't anticipating this. First, he introduced himself in both both Mandarin and Korean. Then he cleared his throat, and started to sing. I am quietly listeningThe song I wrote is the color of grayI'm putting love in my  pocket so no one can seeI don't wanna act in this play, I already know the endingIn the end, I will lose youWe had each other, though we don't say it, we knowI'm left alone in this place.  I'm in awe. His voice...it's so sweet and kind. I could listen to him sing all day, but I can't. He bowed to the camera and looked at me giving me a good luck thumbs up. That just made me more nervous. If he doesn't make it through, there is something wrong with SM.  I introduced myself to the camera, in both Mandarin and Korean. Then, I cleared my throat and left out a shaky breath before singing. There is somewhere only we knowMy heartbeat, your smile is secretly giving me strengthWoo, I can hear you voiceWoo, you are an eternity I think about how you looked in the past,Thinking about those lovely memoriesWith you by my side,I can finally stop wandering around.________________________________________________A/n: Hi guys (which are not very many), longer update this time! The song part that Lay sings is from his own Monodrama. I love it, and so yea I put it in there. Kris' part is from There is a Place, self-composed by Kris himself. I absolueltely love both songs, so please check them out if you haven't already! Let me know what you think of this chapter, and who that person is that resembles Lay's fiestiness. If you have any predictions or anything, please leave them in the comments as well, as I would love to read them!