Jealousy (1/1)

Joomi, it's pretty long D: ---  Joon moved around under his sheets, trying to make sure he would lay comfortably before attempting to fall asleep again. Cheon Doong grabbed his hand, that was rubbing against his waist in his sleep, pushing it away.‘Aishhh~’ Joon hissed in frustration, not happy with the younger man that had confiscated the bigger part of his bed. He couldn’t get himself into a comfortable position so he decided to just go sleep on the couch in the living room and he threw the small amount of blankets he had managed to keep Cheon Doong from stealing off of him, grabbing a hair band and some socks while moving out of the bedroom. He carefully closed to door as not to wake the once visual maknae and the actual maknae at the other side of the room up and shuffled to the living room of the dorm, praying he wouldn’t step into a pile of laundry or other littering objects in the hallway, since the house was only to be described as disgusting at the moment. Entering the living room in the dark he put the hair band on to keep his hair out of his face and put on his socks before he threw himself onto the comfortable couch. Before dozing off and getting the much needed rest Cheon Doong had prevented him from getting earlier this night, he pulled some lingering clothes from underneath him and pushed away his worries about his future regrets to letting the younger man stay the night in his bed. He was going to be so tired tomorrow… ‘Hyung..?’ an angelic voice called him back to the land of the living, it came with a hot breeze over his cheek. Joon grumbled in bliss at the sound and smiled while turning around on the sofa.‘Hyung, wake up…’ this time the voice had a face, as Joon opened his eyes all smiles to find the big brown eyes of Mir looking at him in worry. In his dream there had been a sweaty naked body in a sauna, and a towel that was about to fall off of muscular, slim hips. His smile immediately dropped and he sat straight up quickly, trying to control his stupid smirk and compose himself.‘Neh,’ he coughed, totally uneasy and grabbing a pillow from where his head once lay to hold close, ‘what.. w-what time is it, again?’‘Five.’‘Blugh…’ he made a face while scratching his head and avoiding Mir’s gaze, the younger man was obviously staring at him as he tried to think of neutral and innocent things like butterflies and dumplings and… cows and… chairs.‘Byung Hee-hyung woke me up,’ Mir said, eyeing the man’s response as a hidden message vibrated through his voice. Joon studied his nails as he knew that Mir being awoken by G.O. meant that both men knew about the sleeping Cheon Doong in his bed.‘So?’‘Nothing. He’s in the shower now, I’ll wake up hyungnim and Sang Hyun-hyung,’ Mir mouthed quickly as he ripped his gaze from Joons and got up from his squatting position. As Joon followed Mir walking away from him with his eyes, he finally gathered the courage to give a satisfying response to Mir’s hidden question. He stumbled up from the couch and opened his mouth, finding the door to the living room being pulled shut at the exact same time he tried to press air from his lungs. He clasped his mouth shut and listened to Mir walking away from him, cursing his own insecurity and discomfort. It shouldn’t be like this between them. Seung Ho had yelled at them. Loudly. But probably not as loud as their manager had yelled and Rain sunbae was going to yell at Seung Ho. To even think about the outburst Seung Ho must’ve had endured made Joon both flinch and be grateful that he didn’t have to be at the upcoming meeting with Rain tonight. He shifted in the back of the van, trying his best to catch some sleep as they went from the studio where they’d had their disappointing photo shoot to the radio station where they were expected in an hour. He had already struggled to keep his eyes open when the makeup noona had been busy applying thick layers of concealing cream under his eyes to hide his dark circles, but the real war against sleep had begun when they were actually in the spotlights. Cheon Doong hadn’t been able to even produce a smile, complaining about a hurting back from sleeping uncomfortably when he had the chance (which Joon had found just plain rude, since he was the one that was forced out of his own bed last night). Mir had been silent and his natural charisma that usually appeared when the cameras were rolling or snapping shots had completely abandoned him today. Joon hadn’t even tried to compose himself, rather calculating how many minutes of sleep he could scramble together in between schedules than making the photo shoot into a success. He cursed Cheon Doong a little, knowing that their little sleepovers should’ve had come to an end a long ago. Why couldn’t he deny him anything? He sighed and let his eyelids lose the battle from sleep as his head fell down, chin resting on his chest. He slightly opened his eyes a few minutes later when a pair of hands gently cupped his cheeks and moved his head on a very comfortable shoulder, before he dozed off again. ‘No, Sang Hyun-ah, not tonight…’ Joon moaned as he felt two hands pressing on his arm. He turned around to face the wall as he pushed the hands off of him in frustration. He couldn’t afford to lose any more sleep tonight.‘It’s me,’ a sad Mir sounded and he immediately turned back to face the younger man who was looking at him from a kneeling position at his bedside.‘What is-’‘Didn’t expect to find someone else at your bed?’ Mir looked at him with a look in his eyes Joon couldn’t place. Joon sat up straight in bed, completely aware of his bare chest, completely aware of the two hazel brown eyes that were staring at his face.‘Err… no.’‘We need to talk.’ Mir got up easily and walked out of the room, letting the door open for Joon to follow him. He didn’t know what time it was, he only remembered passing out after the radio show and walking to his bed after arriving home. He got on his feet reluctantly but curiously and followed Mir through the hallway as the maknae led him outside to the little courtyard of their dorm, shared with a couple of other insignificant buildings. Joon knew that this wasn’t good, the courtyard was the only place where you could be alone with someone since nobody ever went there. He closed the door  behind them as he stepped out. Since the sun was still able to light the courtyard a little he figured it must be around dinner time, wrapping his hands around his bare chest as a cool breeze swung through the venue. Mir studied him from head to toe as he scratched his chest through his white tee, his eyes still full of an emotion that Joon couldn’t really put a finger on.‘I don’t like you and Sang Hyun sleeping together,’ he whispered, voice so soft Joon almost asked him to reply what he said. Mir looked him straight into the eyes, leaving Joon breathless at the determination in the younger man’s voice. He didn’t know what to say, what could he say? Cheon Doong had been sneaking into his bed ever since Mir had left them for his recovery, denying him now the other had returned had been a failure ever since Mir had unpacked his bags the first day of moving back into the dorm. Joon failed to rip his eyes from the younger man’s gaze and he completely lost his composure as he was about to blur out the truth, even though he had been so keen on hiding it through these past months.‘I hate seeing you two together in bed.’ Mir took a step closer to Joon and the man couldn’t help but instinctively approach him as well, their gazes still fixed upon each other like an electrifying connection kept them from looking away.‘I get so jealous. And I miss you.’‘Chul Yong-ah…’‘I miss you, hyung,’ Mir whispered, and he clasped his mouth shut at his frail voice, uncomfortable, sad, hurt. He bit his bottom lip and closed his eyes with effort as he turned away from Joon, staring at the stones on the ground and breathing heavily. Joon’s awkwardness broke at the sight of this confused and hurt Mir. He walked up to the younger man, turned him back around gently and placed his arms around him carefully, totally aware of the tensing body underneath his touch. He should’ve refused Sang Hyun more, should’ve tried harder to get close with Mir again, should’ve made him more comfortable. He should’ve been les egocentric. He regretted all the swallowed words, the awkward silences, the lack of skin ship, all because he had been ashamed. Letting Cheon Doong stay in his bed was wrong, and it had kept Mir and him from rebuilding that weird but secure understanding between each other where they could influence each other’s moods for the better, could make each other excited and energetic on only two hours of sleep, could feel like they had nothing to ever be ashamed of. It had ruined everything, even though he had allowed it for all the right reasons.‘I miss you too, Chul Yongie,’ he mouthed into the nape of Mir’s neck, his lips touching the younger man’s ear as he spoke. Mir immediately relaxed and hugged him back, returning a warm feeling inside Joon’s stomach that he hadn’t felt in a while. He tightened the huge, in awe of the feeling he finally felt again, but sweeter this time and much more appreciated. They stood there as the cold wind made his naked back numb and their fingers had stiffened. Cheon Doong had demanded Seung Ho to drive him to the farthest fast food store he could think of, dragging along G.O. as he prayed to heavens that his claim of the store having some rare sort of candy that they had to taste was not completely untrue. He had seen them outside together, Mir and Joon, and he had known immediately what was going on. He smirked as he pushed the door of the car closed and ignored the furious glare Seung Ho gave him before starting the engine. Giving them the time they needed to reconcile was the last he could do after almost destroying their… friendship? Bond? Relationship?‘I’ll tell you where to drive,’ he says with a determined but sweet talking voice as he smiles his best aegyo smile at the leader who immediately warms up towards him and starts fumbling with the key chain. G.O. just mutters something before dozing off next to the oldest man, too tired to care where they’re going as long as he can sleep peacefully. He waves at Mir and Joon as they stand in front of the window of the dorm, looking questioningly at him before the three other men drive off. Mir has to knock Joons feet from under him to get the man down on the bed and the taller man lets out a loud screech as he lands on the soft mattress.‘Mwuh-ya?!’ he yells as Mir throws himself on top of him with a big grin on his face, sitting straight up on Joons hips.‘I’m punishing you,’ he announces, before hovering over Joon and placing his lips on his hyungs. Joon immediately brings himself up, knocking his forehead against Mir’s and ready to push him off forcefully as Mir grabs both of his palms and gives him a dangerous look before throwing his head back between the pillows.‘Don’t mess around with me, Chul Yong-ah!’ Joon yells, but the look on Mir’s face tells him the maknae is definitely not messing around, and is not going to be intimidated by his loud screams. Joon frowns at the smoldering eyes of his dongsaeng, not knowing what this threathening gaze is implying but not liking it one bit.‘Stay down,’ Chul Yong mumbles before bringing his face close to Joons again and kissing the man on his lips once more, yet more forcefully this time, more demanding. Joon tries to move his face from side to side but it just results into Mir cupping his cheeks and nibbling on his bottom lip until he opens his mouths. As soon as Joons lips are parted he feels the warm and slick muscle that is Mirs tongue fill his mouth and he moans loudly, confused by his own reaction. He doesn’t know is he’s objecting or cooperating anymore, if he moans out of anger or pleasure. He just knows that Mir is doing tricks with his tongue that he has never imagined anyone doing, especially not in a way that makes his body react so recklessly. He curses his stupid limbs for completely facilitating Mir’s intentions of driving him mad with this kiss: his arms that wrap around Mir’s neck and his legs that have stopped struggling and are now motioning together with his hips that are moving up and down against Mir’s ass. Mir chuckles while letting Joon’s mouth go with a loud smack and looks at him with fiery eyes.‘Chul Yong…’ Joon’s voice abandons him as he tries to speak and he just stares at the beautiful young man that is sitting on top of him. He can’t find words to say, doesn’t know if he wants to scold Mir or just ask him to continue that magical kiss. He is confused, very confused.‘Chang Sun…’ Mir whispers before taking off his shirt and exposing his bare chest. Joon just stares at the toned chest, the worked abs and the hip bone that turns him on a little too much for his own liking. He knows that if Mir continues like this he’ll be sent over the edge, but hasn’t got a clue to why he’s not totally freaking out and beating the younger man to death. Well, actually he does have a clue but that thought is just… terrifying. Mir growls as he moves his ass around Joons member, that is starting to hurt like hell and Joon snaps out of his trail of thoughts.‘No-’ he starts but Mir is putting two fingers in his mouth, moving them up and down his throat and kissing the nape of his neck while letting Joon’s saliva moist his fingers. Joon obliges the young man as the feeling that the soft lips of Mir gives him is just plain incredible and when Mir moves his trail off kisses down to his nipples and then his abdomen he just loses it and gives in. He moans shamelessly and grabs Mir’s hair as the boy licks his belly button and bites into his hip playfully before pulling his pants down and revealing his hard cock.‘Ot-to-keh?’ Mir whispers huskily and he chuckles while eying Joon’s hard member and caressing the tip with one finger. Joon holds his breath in anticipation, knowing that if this will happen there’s no way back anymore, nothing innocent about this moment left.‘Do you want me to release you, Joonie hyung?’ Joon groans in response and bites his lip, shame returning to him quickly as he sees the smirk on Mir’s face as he looks from Joon’s eyes to the standing cock. He throws his head back into the pillow and mutters curse words. As he is about to move his hand down to pull Mir away from his member, the boy licks the tip and engulfs the whole cock with a breathtakingly sexy moan. Joon can only gasp for air and curse some more as Mir bobs his head in a pace that drives him crazy. He sits straight up, grabs Mir’s hair once more and holds the younger man’s head tightly as he works magic on his member. He can’t think, only pant like crazy and watch how Mir’s actions only turn him on more. It’s the best head he has ever been given, not too experienced, not too slow, just perfect. As his pants grow quicker and Mir’s moans become louder with each movement Joon feels his release coming up.‘Aahh- I’m..I’m coming!’ he yells and at that exact moment… Mir parts his lips from his cock and moves up to kiss his open mouth and bite his tongue. Joons eyes widen in frustration and surprise.‘No!’ he exclaims shamelessly but Mir just grins at him.‘It’s not a punishment when it’s just giving head,’ he whispers in his ear before licking it. Joon wants to attack him and skin him alive, but his throbbing member is preventing him from losing any chance of being released by this torturing devil.‘What do you want me to do?’ he asks desperately, moving his index finger over Chul Yongs cheek and placing soft kisses on the boys collar bone to seduce him into releasing him from the agony. Mir licks his lips while eyeing him lustfully and then mouths: ‘Turn around.’ Joon bites his lip in fear but decides that since he’s already lost anyway he might as well just break all the rules and do it. He turns around on his hands and knees and looks over his shoulder at Mir who is looking like he might eat him alive and starts to stroke the shape of his spine, placing kisses on his waist, back and ass as he moves himself behind Joon. He feels like he might die as the younger man inserts a finger, gasping for air at the mixture of pain and promised pleasure as he moves his ass around  a little to get accustomed to the feeling. He just wants to get this part over with. Mir chuckles, though it’s more like a naughty giggle, as he grabs something from his sweats as he takes them off and shortly after it inserts another finger inside Joon, but this time with a cold and slick liquid around it. Joon grits his teeth at the thought that he is being freaking prepped by his dongsaeng right now but closes his eyes as the feeling of the fingers inside him promise him something he wants yet doesn’t understand. As the third finger is being inserted he just gives up any form of thinking that he has been doing and shamelessly starts to fuck the fingers as Mir kisses his ass and back and massages one of his nipples in the process. He’s going crazy, not getting entirely what he wants from the three fingers inside of him but still moaning desperately every time he slides them further inside himself with his ass in the air.‘You’re driving me crazy, Chul Yong!’ he moans as Mir pulls out the fingers and moves forward quickly to kiss Joons face.‘Straight up, Sunnie,’ the boy whispers into his ear as he grabs Joons chest and pulls the man to get up, resting on his knees into the mattress. Joon immediately feels exposed, his member standing tall, the younger man behind him, caressing his neck and ear with his lips.‘Time for punishment,’ Mir says after licking Joon’s crack and he places himself behind the older man and enters him with one firm thrust.‘Aah!!’ Joon screams, his arms immediately grabbing behind him and clutching Chul Yongs back. There is a sensation he has never felt before moving from his butt to his head and he tenses up around the thick cock inside of him making Mir moan and grab him around his stomach with one hand while the other is grabbing him by the hair and pulling his head to the back in an unhealthy angle. Joon feels tears streaming down his face while he is curved backwards, head resting on Mir’s shoulder while the younger man is licking his face, and ass grinding against the throbbing cock inside of him while his knees are feeling senseless. Mir bites, licks and kisses Joon almost as heavenly as the feeling feels of the hard cock pressing against his prostate every time the younger man slams himself inside of him. Joon is completely giving in, moaning and screaming and panting with his eyes closed while he concentrates on the divine pain inside his hole.‘Say my name,’ Mir growls as he tugs Joons hair a little, making the older man submit to his wishes immediately by screaming Mir’s name from the top of his lungs as the man completely pulls out and slams back inside of him with brutal force.‘Fuck me, Chul Yong!’ he screams in trance and he grabs his own cock to pump it at the same pace his lover is ramming in and out of him. The hand that held his hair quickly lets go and grabs Joons’ as he is about to jack himself off.‘What-’‘Are you about to come, Joonie?’ Mir moans with a sticky sweat voice into his ear, still moving inside of him in a crazy tempo. Joon mouths yes and finds himself being disappointed in his needs once more as the long cock of Mir slowly slides out of him and the boy throws him face down onto the mattress.‘What the hell, Chul Yong!’ he yells angrily, while scribbling up and turning around to face the smiling boy. He is ready to freaking attack him and poke his eyeballs out, so horny and close to coming he is.‘Are you serious?’ he belows. Mir crawls on top of him and tries to kiss his anger away but he slaps him in the face and tries to push the younger man off, ‘It’s a punishment, I get it.’‘Chang Sun-ah,’ Mir just says before he starts to lick his own fingers and places his other hand over Joon’s mouth. Joon refuses to look at the boy, but the hand grabs his jaw and forces him to look at the younger man who is bobbing his head around his own fingers in a way that remind Joon of the breathtakingly sexy view he had on the same bobbing movement a while ago. He tries to shake his head but soon finds himself completely captivated by the moaning Mir who is licking his fingers while moving his ass around on Joon. He opens his mouth and clasps it shut incoherently, before he lets out a gasp of surprise at Mir pulling himself up a little and placing the fingers inside his own ass, two at a time, with a grunt that is so hot it sends Joon’s cock twitching and the older man moaning along with his lover without knowing.‘Aahhh…’ Mir smiles as he opens his eyes again and looks at Joon seductively. He scissors himself slowly while hovering over the man and pulling him in for a heated kiss that leaves no room for imagination. He just wants to be fucked badly and Joon is going to be the one that will fuck him. After a while he takes out his own fingers and places his hands besides Joons waist, his lips still pressed onto Joon’s. Joon doesn’t realize what Mir is doing until he feels a hot sensation of tight flesh around his cock that makes him bite Mir’s lip and moan a lowly growl.‘Holy-’‘Ahhh…’ Mir moans again before letting out a content sigh as he tenses around Joon a little, stroking his own cock slowly. Joon grabs Mir’s hips and promises himself to show no mercy before starting to ram one hard time into the boy’s ass. Mir’s eyes fill up with tears but the younger man smiles contently at him before making himself ready for the second thrust inside of him. Joon can’t close his eyes for he finds himself determined to look at the look on Mir’s face every time he hits the man’s prostate and sends electrifying shocks over his body. The tight hole of his lover feel so damn good around his needy member, he can’t hold himself from pulling out almost entirely again and slamming back up, pressing his hips in the air to clash against the balls of Mir. Mir hovers over him and pants into his chest as a pool of saliva forms at Joon’s torso. He quickens the pace, hearing needy and high pitched moans coming from Mir’s open mouth as he grunts at every thrust.‘Fuck… senseless… numb… yes…’ incoherent mutters come from his and Mir’s mouth as they both grunt like wild animals, the tight walls around Joon’s pulsating dick tensing up every time they collide again, making them both screech at every form of painful and pleasurable contact.‘Arghh Chang Sun-ahhhh!!’ Mir screams as Joon starts to pump his throbbing cock along with his own thrusts and the younger man slams his fist against the wall beside him, still hanging over Joon and pinching his eyes shut in concentration. Joon moves his head around incoherently, focusing on nothing but the white heat that is coming all over his body from the sweaty body that is engulfing his cock, giving him exactly what he needs.‘…Coming.. hnn! Ahhh!’ Mir yells desperately before the cum spreads all over his chest and Joons stomach, he shivers and moves his ass around Joons member teasingly before falling onto their cum smeared bodies. Joon grabs the boys ass with both of his hands, pulling the buttocks apart and thrusting inside of Mir like a mad man, preparing himself for release as the boy is licking his lips and sucking on his nipples to intensify the experience. He bites Mir’s lip and pulls the boys face towards him with his teeth before kissing him so needy he hears Mir choke inside his mouth. As he sucks on Mir’s lip sexily he slams himself into him hard and merciless, making the boy flinch in pain before he lets go of the boys hot mouth and screams his release on the top of his lungs. He shivers as his body tenses up and relaxes and he empties himself completely inside the exhausted man that is moaning together with him.‘Shit…’ he whispers while Mir starts to lick the cum off his chest while his softening member is still inside the man’s ass.‘Come here,’ the younger man says, pulling him in for a kiss of cum. He kisses him back hungrily and feels himself going hard again, making Mir moan a little and smile.‘Tut tut,’ he says, pouting and kissing Joon on the nose. Joon can’t respond, still blown away by the orgasm that is still vibrating through his body. Mir gently teases him by moving his ass around again and moving a bit up and down before Chang Suns dick actually becomes hard.‘Second time?’ he asks while licking his lips at the girly way Mir is smiling at him every time he gets a reaction to his moving ass. The boy sits straight up, moves himself up and down in a maddeningly slow tempo that makes Joon grit his teeth before hopping off of him quickly and heading towards the bathroom, his naked body covered in sweat and cum.‘That depends on whether a certain band member will be sleeping in your bed in the future,’ he says with a seductive voice, but a hint of anger and warning seeping through. Joon pushes himself up to his elbows and looks at the naked body eagerly.‘Of course not! That was just- I can’t deny him anything, he’s such a…. damn you, Chul Yong, you know you’re the only one for me!’ he hollers in a frustrated tone, his re-awakened member pulsating from under the covers in a way that he can’t believe is so needy after the divine pleasure it had just experienced.‘That’s what I wanted to hear,’ Mir grins before heading into the bathroom, leaving the door open. Joon mumbles angrily from under his breath as he sits straight up, knowing that he’ll be tortured by the idea of Mir showering while he is sitting there with a hard cock. He hears the shower being turned on and the head of Mir peeks through the door opening just as he is about to grab his sweats.‘Are you coming to fuck me or what?’ he demands boldly before turning, giving Joon a good look at his ass, and heading towards the shower. Joon doesn’t hesitate for a split second before he runs towards the bathroom and closes the door behind them. Cheon Doong threw himself upon his bed as the yelling and complaining from Seung Ho had tired him out. He had to endure the angry accusations of Seung Ho since the store he had led them to in order to get out of the house was not only dirty and small, but it only had a very disappointing candy section and there was not one type of candy that he could’ve marked as special. He heard G.O. calm the leader down in the living room and smirked, his hairy hyung always had his back in these sort of things. Cheon Doong wondered if G.O. knew about Joon and Mir. And if that was the case, he wondered why he hadn’t done something about Cheon Doong always sleeping in Joons bed when he knew. He shrugged and changed to his pajamas before heading to the bathroom.‘Two hours, Byung Hee, TWO! And now it’s freaking ten o’clock and I haven’t even had dinner yet!’‘Calm down, Seung Ho, I’ll order some pizza, my treat, neh?’ the soothing voice of G.O. sounded. Cheon Doong opened the door to the bathroom only to slam it shut quickly after a panting Mir was looking up at him in a position he was determined to erase from his mind as quickly as possible. And what the hell was Joon doing with his legs?! Christ…‘Hurry up, Seung Ho is mad and I need to brush my teeth!’ he hissed after opening the door a little to let his voice be heard. He heard a deep moan coming from Joon and a shiver crept up all over his spine before he quickly closed the door again and headed to his shared bedroom, throwing himself upon G.O.’s bed and squinting in order to forget the scene he had witnessed just now. The things he had to endure for a good night sleep, he thought while sniffing at the covers of G.O.’s bed to see if they were clean and burying his head under the sheets. It’s not like he could help that he preferred sleeping in other people’s beds…