Making amends (1/1)
Wooyoung glanced at me and grinned. Oh not now. The girls- well Sura- were in a huff with me after I refused to tell them what happened with Wooyoung. Mind you, they’d suspected we ‘got up to stuff’ because I was so quiet. But they were concerned about the texts I’d received from Onew the night before. “You okay?!” asked Wooyoung, giving me a playful nudge. “Yeah,” I yawned, “Just…tired.” I swiftly walked away, not letting him answer that back. We had literally just returned from a 2 hour gym session starting at 6am…now we were having a JYP nation photo shoot because they needed to update their photos with us in it. …which meant me and Wooyoung having to be stood side by side...And a grumpy Nichkhun and Jaz. “Have you text him back?!” hissed Sura, smiling for the cameras. I really didn’t want to have to piss her off more than I had already, “Yes, of course!” I lied, “don’t get your hopes up, I’m not!” In truth, I really didn’t know what to say to Onew. Whether I should encourage our relationship right now or not was playing on my mind. I was feeling so nervous, just pressing a few buttons and messaging him was too difficult for me. I could control myself. Well obviously not after last night. But I could control myself if I was in a relationship…and I’d changed my life, I had the right people around me and I knew Wooyoung was just a one-off. “Where are you going?” asked Wooyoung, after some terrible posing for the cameras. “Oh…I just gotta call someone…” I said, quickly walking away. When I was out of eyesight and earshot, I took out my phone and began to text Onew…but what did I say? Uggghhhh… I decided to phone him instead… Please don’t pick up Please don’t pick up Please don’t pick…But what happened if it went to voicemail and I had to say something?! Ahhhhh!!!! I quickly put the phone down in a panic. Oh god, now he’s going to see I tried to call him and he’ll think I’m desperate… I smacked myself in the head and was about to return to the photo shoot room when my phone buzzed in my pocket. Oh shit. I held it like a hot potato, then took the risk of pressing ‘answer’. “Hello?” I said innocently, as if I no idea who was calling me. “Hey…you okay?” That oh-so familiar voice answered. I couldn’t yet tell if he was nervous. But he called me back straight away. “Oh yes, thank you…how are you?” I said politely. It was like we hardly knew each other. “I’m good thanks.” He paused. I couldn’t even hold a conversation with him. “So can we meet later?” Onew suddenly said. I thought about it. What happened if he didn’t really want to get back together, he was just luring me in, and then he was going to humiliate me? Just like I had humiliated him.Well I can’t see there’s any harm in agreeing, I deserved any shit I got from him. “Yes, I finish at 6…come over to my house- I will forward you the directions.” I blurted out. Steady Gina! Don’t want to scare him off! I waited for his response, “Yeah okay, will see you later.” He said and put the phone down. Woah, he agreed to come round mine? God, I wonder what evil thing he had planned against me…maybe it was something….portable?! 5:50pm…precisely “Omg he’ll be here in a minute!!!” Screamed Jazrina. Oh dear lord. Who invited four over emotional girls round? Oh yeah, they live here… “Nu-uh, wrong dress, you need to wear this one! Who the hell picked that out for you?!” Raged Sura, looking me up and down. I heard the doorbell ring. “You’re hair is alllllll wrong! We need curlers people!” Yelled Kat. I stood there, like a dolly. “I like these shoes, but I think these will go better,” Began Kat, “Oh Sura, don’t go changing her outfit now!” Urgh, this was too much! “EVERYBODY!” I shouted at the top of my voice. They all halted, looking exhausted from running around. “The doorbell has just gone!” I said, raising my eyebrows and gesturing for them to leave. “Ohhhhhhh,” They all sang, picking up their bags. They decided to leave the house to just me and Onew for the evening and go out. My heart was beyond cardiac arrest. I just had to go with it. “Apologise once, twice and once again just for good measure.” Whispered Sura before opening the door. Onew was stood there looking smart and sophisticated. He bowed to the girls and they bowed back, “Bye Onew!” They said one by one, all reluctantly leaving the apartment. When the door finally closed, and it was just me and Onew, I suddenly felt nauseous. “Erm...do you want a drink?” I asked immediately, trying to avoid anything awkward. He shook his head and smiled, “No thanks.” But I wanted one! “Okay, well do you want to sit down? I think I need a glass of water.” I squeaked, rushing to the kitchen and leaving him in the living room. I rushed over to the sink and quickly poured myself a glass of water, downing it in one and pressing the cool glass against my blushed cheeks. “You know, we really need to talk, it would help if you didn’t avoid me.” I twirled around to see Onew stood in the Kitchen doorway. “What?” I answered, startled. He walked closer, “Can you come and sit down, and stop being nervous.” He asked, making me follow him to the sofa. We sat down; I really wasn’t sure what he was going to say. “Gina-,” He began, looking for the right words to say. I looked at him, big eyed and hopeful, “…I miss you…but I don’t know if I want you back…”
Hahaha, I'm so evil leaving it there! Oh well, you've only gotta wait til tomo for the next chapter ;p Soooo....what do you think? XD