Sussing out Wooyoung (1/1)
I tossed and turned in bed. I couldn’t sleep at all. Rolling over, I saw it was only 1am. I decided to update my twitter asking if anyone knew of some good ways to get to sleep. I couldn’t help but wonder what Leeteuk meant when he said Wooyoung had made some mistakes…then again, did I want to know? I didn’t want him to know I’d cheated on Onew twice because I didn’t want him to think any less of me. My phone lit up in the darkness, I picked it up and read the message, ‘Still awake then? Me too, something up? x’ read the text. It was from Wooyoung. I wondered if I should text back…he obviously had been thinking about me if he saw my twitter message. I thought he was meant to be out of town visiting friends? Surely he should be concentrating on them. I liked Wooyoung. That was the real problem. He was gorgeous but I couldn’t let myself fall for him. ‘No, just got told off by Teukie today for saying something on the radio about Onew. Nothing I can’t handle x’ I replied. I hoped he wouldn’t text me back again, but secretly, I would’ve stayed up all night for his reply. ‘Ha, rebelling are we? Did you have a good day anyway? X’ He replied almost instantly. ‘Yeah, it was okay I guess. Everyone’s been really supportive. Thanks. X’ I didn’t ask him how his day was on purpose. I needed him not to show interest in me.I sighed when my phone beeped after 5 minutes. My heart fluttered. ‘My day was pretty relaxed compared to yours, I didn’t get told off at all! I’m a good boy x’ he sent back. That’s it, you’re not texting back anymore Gina….don’t.do.it! Urgh, the temptation was too much, I typed fast, ‘and I’m a good girl. X’ Shit, what did I say that for?! Too suggestive! ‘You are? I can’t disagree. But I’d like to see your bad side. X’ He text. I shot up from my bed and threw my phone down. Omg! He was flirting! My phone beeped again before I could even think of what he’d said, ‘Anyway, see you Friday. I’m looking forward to it x’ he sent. Well now I’m definitely not going to get to sleep. *** Thursday Sura and me were on our way to our afternoon schedule, “So did Wooyoung text you at all yesterday?” asked Sura, smiling. “No. He’s not got back to me since Tuesday night. Ugh, I don’t understand boys.” I sighed. “No worry, you’ll see him tomorrow, perhaps you could talk properly then???” Sura suggested. We were at walking down the corridor, hoping we were too late for hair and make-up. When we opened the dressing room door. My heart almost stopped. Fuck off. Sura gripped my hand so I didn’t try and turn around and leave. Key was stood, playing on his phone. “Why didn’t I check the list before we came?!” I whispered, referring to the list of scheduled guests. Sura didn’t say anything, she just looked worried. Key stared at me. “Just ignore him.” said Sura, taking me to the other side of the room. Urgh I CAN’T BELIEVE I ever had sex with him! Such an asshole. “I can’t be in the same room as him,” I whispered to Sura, “I need to go and get some air.” Key was honestly just stood there looking at me. I walked out of the room and searched the corridors for the girls’ toilets. “Gina!” I didn’t stop, I wanted to get away from him. I walked faster, almost running, I had no idea where I was going, I’d even been to this broadcasting building three times before. I suddenly found myself backed into a corner. “Gina-,” Key stopped me, not letting me get past, “Just hear me out.” I stopped struggling and crossed my arms,“Talk.” I said coldly.He sighed, “I’m sorry. Fuck it, I’m sorry about all of this. I mean, we were good-,” I rolled my eyes. “Don’t look at me like that Gina. We were. I’m sorry everything turned into this. I have no idea what Onew is up to. He’s gone nuts. I mean, he has no sense of self. He’s just no Onew anymore-” I looked at Key, those feelings I’d felt for him were overshadowed by my new life…I’d rather have my JYP family then have him. He tried to pick up my hand, “I miss you…” I pulled away, my hand slipped away from his. “I’m sorry Key but we won’t be together again. We can’t happen, that was then, and this is now.” I explained. He looked upset but nodded in agreement, “I understand…” He began walking away, “Just go easy on Onew. He’s really fragile Gina. I mean it.” Go easy on him? Fragile? My fucking ass he’s fragile. *** Me and Sura were being begged to go and eat with the other idols after the show. We kept saying no but Seulong and Jo Kwon said they were going…so we agreed. We ended up at a restaurant, all of us sitting round a huge long table. Key and Taemin were there, but I felt a sense of closure but also openness. I didn’t have to feel weird around him now, we were on mutual ground, and he didn’t hate me… …which was a first. Sura and Jo Kwon were talking intensely about something, whereas I was more interested in the food.“So how you liking JYP nation?” Seulong asked in between bites.I looked at him beside me, surprised he was talking to me,
“Oh, yeah I love it! I’m really lucky.” I said, concentrating on how good everything tasted more than my answer. “Oh I’m glad to hear that.” He replied, losing the thread of conversation. There was an awkward silence between us and I stuffed pork into my mouth like there was no tomorrow. “Wooyoung seems to have taken to you.” Seulong popped up again. This time I stopped eating and paid attention. “Oh really? I-I hadn’t noticed…” I stuttered, not sure where this was going. “Yeah, he talks about you enough…” He casually said. I almost chocked on my food, “Well not all the time or anything, he just seems to like you that’s all.” He tried to go back on his words. I was shocked, “What has he said about me?” I asked, eager for some more information. Seulong looked out of his depth, he definitely shouldn’t have stuck up a conversation based on this topic. “W-w-well, you know…when you debuted he used to watch your performances quite a lot, and he refused to watch you on We Got Married. Guess he was….” He trailed off, “Guess he was what?!” I urged. Oh god, he used to like me before he knew me?! “Guess he was jealous.” Seulong admitted.
Now who says I don't spoil you guys?! Two updates in one day..... What's going on???!!! Is Gina falling for Wooyoung? He's such a hottie!!! XD