Big Brother is watching.. (1/1)
Well this isn’t fun. I want to go home now. “Next question is to Kelli, it’s from a high school student. She asks ‘Do you get to spend much time with the other JYP artists, if so, who’s your favourite?’ Answer carefully Kelli!” laughed Leeteuk and the rest of the recording studio. I’m not laughing. It was me next. “Hmmm, that’s a difficult one! Yes, we do get to spend some time with the other artists, but we all have separate schedules at the moment. I like hanging out with Miss A, but I’m closer to 2pm from my trainee days.” answered Kelli. I looked at the other girls who all seemed very relaxed lying back in their chairs. I put the hood up on my jumper and tried to sit back but in doing so almost fell off like some idiot. Don’t embarrass yourself Gina! For fucks sake, this is difficult enough you twit. It was like interrogation time, not Kiss the bloody Radio. Plus, Leeteuk kept looking at me which wasn’t helping.Oh and to add to all that shit, SNSD were hanging around like a bad smell. “Okay, one more question before we play you some music. This time it’s for Gina.” Began Eunhyuk, looking down at his sheet of questions people had sent in, he looked slightly flustered, “This is from Anonymous right here in Seoul. She asks, ‘will there ever be a reunion between you and-,” Eunhyuk realised what he was reading, Leeteuk silently panicked when he read the question over Eunhyuk’s shoulder, but he had no choice but to carry on. The producer mimed “We’re live! Hurry up!” Eunhyuk cleared his throat. “Is there any chance there will be a reunion between you and Onew? You two are destined together.” He read slowly. I knew this was an awkward question considering in the circumstances, but I couldn’t understand why they were so reluctant to say it out loud. I leaned in forward to the microphone, a little sea of eyes on me. “Well, no. Not in the foreseeable future. Onew has decided to leave me for Yeenie from my old label. So unfortunately, there was nothing ‘destined’ about us.” I replied rather happily. The other girls began giggling, looking relieved that I didn’t totally fuck it up. The troublesome twosome however, looked very put out. It was only when I looked towards the window where the producer was sat that I realised Onew was stood there, he looked like he’s been slapped in the face. Leeteuk looked so shocked he didn’t say anything, so Eunhyuk took over, “Haha, she’s only kidding listeners, well time for a quick break and some tunes!” He nervous laughed and we went off the air. “SSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHIIITT,” I whispered, looking for somewhere to hide. “What the fuck is HE doing here?!” asked Sura, secretly pointing to the window that Onew was behind. We all leaned in over the table having a quiet discussion, “Just play it cool, you don’t need to worry about him, and we’re here.” Jazrina reassured me. “Gina, we need to chat.” Interrupted Leeteuk, picking up my arm and dragging me out of the studio, we passed the producers room where Onew was still stood and proceeded down the corridor, where I was quickly whisked into a meeting room. “Seriously. STOP IT.” warned Leeteuk firmly. He startled me. “What?!” I asked, he slammed the door behind me and appeared back in front of me. “Stop making comments about Onew in public!” He shouted at me, outstretching his arms in gesture.I sarcastically laughed. “Are you actually being serious? You’re having a go at me?!” I said in disbelief, in truth I was scared of Leeteuk’s sudden outburst, “I had no idea Onew was here! You could’ve mentioned it!” “Oh c’mon, SM artists usually hang around here when we’re on the radio, it’s not a big deal, only when you decide to make a public comment about them! And hinting to the fact that Onew and Yeenie will be on We Got Married was a stupid thing to do seen as it’s not been announced yet!” He yelled. I stood back from him, and looked at his ranging expression, “Fine then. I’m stupid.” I said, swinging the door open and walking out of the room before Leeteuk could stop me. He tried to grab my arm but I ran back down the corridor and joined the girls again. What a dick. I loved Leeteuk really. Maybe I shouldn’t be so blunt. I sat back down in my seat, it was almost time to go back on air, and luckily Onew seemed to have left. *** “…and he even had a go at me about it!” I explained to the girls when we got back in the car. They were curious since when we got up to leave after the recording, Leeteuk kept trying to apologise to me in front of everyone. I ignored him, grabbed my bag and left which made the girls highly curious. “He really likes you Gina. He’s only looking out for you.” said Sura, ringing my arms with hers. I nodded, “I know, I just wish he wasn’t being pulled both ways. Why can’t he just be friends with EITHER me or Onew?” I sighed. Back at our house The five of us were sat eating at the table and watching television when there was a knock at the door. Kat jumped up from her seat. She had to be the first for everything, the post… the bathroom in the morning…. There was some mumbled voices, and Jazrina muted the television. “Gina, it’s for you!” shouted Kat, returning back to the dining table. I got up, still chewing the copious amount of food I’d managed to stuff in my mouth all at once. Leeteuk was stood in the sitting room looking apologetic. “I’m eating.” I said bluntly before he could talk. I was hoping that would be a good enough excuse for him to ‘come back later’ “I see that…” He said in response, “I just want to say sorry for earlier, you know I didn’t mean it-,” He began, “Then why did you say it?” I snapped back. “Because I care about you.” He replied honestly. “I still think you and Onew should be together.” I looked at him intensely, “Is there something else wrong Leeteuk. I know you’re angry about something else. I can tell.” I asked, pushing my luck. He just seemed…shifty. Leeteuk, scratched the back of his neck uncomfortably and looked at the floor, “Just be careful of Wooyoung,” He began, “He’s not Mr perfect, he’s made some mistakes.” I sighed and threw my head back, “I’VE made some mistakes Leeteuk, and look where I am now! Sometimes you’ve gotta just hope that you’ve learnt from those problems and that you’ll be brought back to right place. Look at me, I’m with a bigger and better company, I have much better label mates, and my fellow members have stuck by me from the moment I met them. But this is like a dark shadow hanging over me. I will have to deal with it whichever way I can. And Wooyoung offered his help.” I explained. Leeteuk took a deep breath, “I’m supposed to be looking out for you too…” He looked upset. “Leeteuk, stop it, you’re my favourite guy okay? Just let me figure this out for myself. Let me say what I want, you’re not the one who’s going to get told off, I am and I’m prepared for any backlash.” I put my arms round his waist and leaned in against his chest, I was expecting him to just stand there but instead he hugged me hard. “Okay, but promise me you’ll be wary of Wooyoung.” He said.
I've written out chapter plans now, so I have a detailed idea of what is going to happen at last!!!! Hope you like the chapter, God Bless those affected by the earthquake and tsunami x XD