Chapter 16 - Finale (1/2)

20:30 (NIGHT)(C.L's P.O.V)I made it to the airport and quickly learnt that there was only one flight to Seoul today. And it was in twenty minutes.How was I going to find him in twenty minutes? The LAX airport was huge!I didn't care at that moment. I just did something really stupid on instinct. I ran into the airport's broadcasting room and chucked a headset of one of the staff's head and put it on." Miss, you can't~ " said the middle aged operator." Please, ma'am, " I yelled with tears running down my face. " My baby's going away without me.. "I didn't mean to lie. I'd always called him my baby." What? That's terrible.. "" And.. he.. he.. he's married.. " I choked out." So young.. It must be horrible to have your child taken away. I'm a mother too.. " she said.She must've felt sorry for me because she said I'd have ten minutes on the airport speakers, after which I'd have to make a run for it." Thank you, ' I said hugging her. " Ah Ah. Testing, " I said into the microphone." Shim Changmin.. are you out there? Are you? Why did you leave like that? I know you've said your goodbye but I haven't said mine.. "I took a deep breath and sang." This is Jessie J's 'Nobody's Perfect' for you...www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSZVYZTze74When I'm nervous I have this thing yeah I talk too much

Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up

It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen

And that's where I seem to fuck up, yeah

I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses

And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that I learnt to

Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved

This is a lesson learnt , I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it

I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah

And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken

So don't tell me you can't forgive me

Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobodys perfect

If I could turn back the hands of time

I swear I never wanna cross that line

I should of kept it between us but no I went and told the whole world how I feel and oh

So I sit and I realise with these tears falling from my eyes

I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever

Promise that I'm gonna try

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that I learn to

Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved

This is a lesson learnt and I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it

I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah