Chapter 15 (1/2)
(C.L's P.O.V)I tiptoed into the living room only to see Changmin still asleep. His eyebrows were furrowed as thhough he were having a bad dream. Without thinking for a moment, I ran across the room to close all the curtains around. When the room seemed darker the furrow between his eyebrows seemed to relax a little, just a teeny little bit." Spoiled brat, " I mumbled under my breath.The truth was, I was glad. Glad that he was here. Glad that he was nearby.I crouched next to him and put a finger to the furrow between his eyebrows and smoothed it out." There, " I whispered. " Much better... "I smiled at his now peaceful sleeping face.Before I knew it I had fallen asleep right there with my head on the edge of the couch. 16:00 (EVENING)(Shim Changmin's P.O.V)I didn't know when I had fallen asleep, but all I knew was when I woke up C.L was sleeping on the floor, right beside me. I felt slightly cold even with the heavy blankets she'd covered me with. and there she was on the floor. Always. Always so self sacrificing to the point that it made me hurt.But there was no way I was going to go back to Chaerin. Not when I'd betrayed her so badly. I would leave silently.I'd broken her trust.I'd broken her heart.I didn't want to crush her pride too... 18:00 (EVENING)(C.L's P.O.V)I woke up around 6 in the evening only to find myself wrapped up in a warm makeshift bed of blankets. I instantly sprang out of bed. Changmin wasn't on the couch. Where could he have gone?I went crazy searching the house.There was no trace of him or his belongings.I fell to the floor and cried. Cried with all my heart, finally pouring out all the tears I'd been saving up for so long. It hurt so bad I felt like my insides were flowing out through my tears. I was being dried. Squeezed of any energy I had managed to conserve from patiently waiting for Changmin, I finally noticed my laptop. It was on.I ran over to it.A notepad file was open. " Chae.. It's me.. " " Of course it's you dumbass.. " I mumbled with what was left of my voice. " You listen to Chris Brown? Well, I'm not a big fan but this song is nice. Listen to it. " " CHRIS BROWN'S - 'Say Goodbye'www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJ26gAc7BtULook we gotta talk
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..
Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so
[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
'cause I know
[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know
[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on