Chapter 3 (1/1)

I lost in my thought and I can’t found them in the crowd. So I decided that I have enough and go home, I can’t torture my self any longer. But I accidently hit someone.“I’m sorry, I didn’t-”“Jin Ah?” And this day can’t get any worse because I just hit him.“Oh, who is this? You’re Dae Han’s friend?” She is smiling brightly at me. I just stare at them, it feels like my tongue is paralyzed.“Uh..... She’s my friend from high school. Hye Rim this is Jin Ah, Jin Ah this is Hye Rim.” She lend a hand and the first thing I notice is her wedding ring, it was supposed to be our wedding ring. My eyes feel really hot and my vision became blur because the tears.“I’m sorry I have to go.” I really regret my decision to come here. Why he use our wedding ring? How dare he? Can’t he just choose another ring? Why he had to use that? I run really fast to the parking lot. I have to get away from here really fast. I feel tears start to streaming down my face.“Wait, Jin Ah. Wait.” He grab my shoulder and stand in front of me. I just stare at him with tears streaming down my face.“Are you crying? Jin Ah what’s wrong? Why are you crying?” Panic is written all over his face.“None of you business.” I avoid his eyes and tried to walk.“Jin Ah, are you in pain? Are you stomach hurt again?” He hold my wrist and examine my face.He still remember. He remember that I have issue with my stomach and it just make me cry harder.“Okay, now you make me really worried. Why are you crying harder? Is it really hurt? Do you need to go to hospital?”“No, I just need to go.” I tried to walk away from him but he hold my wrist again.“Jin Ah last time you said that you end up at hospital. I can’t let you driving while you’re in pain. If you don’t want to go to hospital at least tell me what can I do for you.”“Change your wedding ring.”“Huh?”“Change your wedding ring.”“Huh? I don’t understand, what-”“Change your wed-““I hear you, but why do I have to change my wedding ring?”“Because it was supposed to be ours!”“What?”“This was our wedding ring. I chose this, I remember it really well because we decided to combine 2 models. This was our wedding ring.” I grab his hand and show him his ring.His eyes widen. He avoid my eyes and bite his lips, his habit when he’s flustered.“It was supposed to be our wedding ring, Jin Ah. Supposed to be.”“So you decided it’s okay to use our supposed to be wedding ring in your wedding?” I can’t believe what I hear, so he think that is okay to use that ring?“Why? We never used it anyway, you left me remember?”“Did she know it?”“Know what?”“That her lovely wedding ring was belong to someone else? That her wedding ring on her finger now is supposed to be mine?”“She didn’t need to know. We never used it, so this ring isn’t yours. Jin Ah, I don’t understand why we have to argue about this.”“Because if you think that is okay to use this ring, why don’t you use our wedding invitation? My wedding gown? Our ballroom? Because we never used it! I never used it!”I don’t know why we have to argue outside his wedding. What I know now that I hate him. I hate him because he use our wedding ring. I hate him because he send me his wedding invitation.He just give me unreadable look.“Why you send me your wedding invitation Dae? Why?” It come as a whisper, my tears fall down again. “Don’t you know that it hurt me? Don’t you know that I still love you? Do you want to tell me that you’re fine without me? Because I don’t!” I crouched down hide my face behind my hand and crying harder.“I don’t know Jin Ah. I honestly don’t know. Maybe I just want to tell you that now I’m fine without you. Maybe I just want you to know how hurt when you left me. Maybe I just want you to through what I’ve been through when you left me.” His voice is trembling, he’s crying.I just crying silently for a while and I don’t know if he left me or not. Suddenly, someone pull me to stand up and hug me.“I’m sorry, Jin Ah if it hurt you because I use our wedding ring. I’m sorry. I still can’t let you go. I think if I use this ring then I know that you won’t use this ring. I just feel that I know that I’ll get my closure.” He rub my hair and kiss my head. I slip my hand to his waist and crying harder to his shirt. Now his white shirt stained with my tears.“I still love you Dae.” I mutter against his shirt.“I know, I still and always love you Jin Ah. But now I found my happiness. Maybe I’m not love her like I love you, but I know that I love her and I want to be with her.” He release me and cup my face. “And you, Jin Ah. You have to find your happiness. Because no matter how much we love each other, we both know that we can’t be together.” He smiling at me and wipe my tears.“But, I love you Dae. Don’t you get it?”“I know, I know it really well because I love you too Jin Ah. But I have to let you go, you have to let me go because I’m married now.”I shake my head, “I really love you Dae.”“I know Jin Ah, I know. I love you too, okay? But we can’t be together. Please Jin Ah, I know you will found someone better than me, someone who can support your dreams, someone who can love you endlessly, someone that much better than me.” He give me a loving smile and wipe my tears.“But, Dae-““Dae Han? Where are you? Hye Rim is looking for you. Dae Han?” Someone call his name.“I’m really sorry but I have to go. I believe you will so you have to believe it too.” He give me a tight hug and kiss my forehead. “Be safe, take care.”And today he left me crying alone at a parking lot on his wedding day. Author's Note:I'm sorry if there's any error:D Thank you for reading^^ Please kindly give your feedback with comment below and if you like my story please subscribe. Thank you so much^_^