[M] A trip to heaven or hell (1/1)

This was awkward, at least for Chanyeol. He chose to sit besides Baekhyun, trying to get what his boyfriend was up to."Hello, I will be your waitress for the night. May you like to order something to drink?""Yes, I want an beer and I guess you want a Cosmo, Baekhyun?"He nodded and they both looked over at Sandara."Oh..I will always have a Cosmo too, make it a really pink one for both of us."Sandara winked at Baekhyun, now they were both a bit confused. Why would she make it a really pink one for Baekhyun too and wink at him like that? The two boys could feel the awkwardness when the drinks arrived and the cosmos was decorated with all kinds of cute girly things. "Are you girls ready to order or should the man order for you?"The waitress looked away and apologize, she could tell that what she said was wrong, but Baekhyun laughed."I might seem gay, I know. But hey, I am straight as fuck." He winked at the waitress, who blushed as his manliness was starting to show. "What's your name, if I might ask?""I'm Kwon Yuri, and who do I have the honor to be speaking with?""Oh, how rude of me. My name is Byun Baekhyun. Are you free tomorrow night?"Chanyeol looked straight at Baekhyun, giving him some sort of death glare. While Sandara was giggling, trying hard to hold her laughter back."Come here at 8 pm, my shift ends then.""I'll be here, make sure to bring a dress."She giggled and turned around before asking our orders."What would you like to order, miss?""I'll have a salad, Chanyeol?""I'll have the same."She noted and turned to face Baekhyun again."And you, mister handsome?""I'll have you, just kidding..~ he gave her a wink~..I will also take the salad.""Okay, it will come shortly."She gave Baekhyun a small wink before walking away, but we could hear the laugh and screams from the other workers inside the kitchen. Chanyeol was still staring at Baekhyun, but he over looked it and turned to Sandara. "I'll be right back, need to go to the restroom."Her leaving was the last thing Baekhyun needed. Once she was gone, he had to turn to Chanyeol. "What you have a girl, and I don't get to have one?" "Baekhyun, for Christ sake you know I love you, and only you. She is just a stupid girl my dad sent with me. When she falls asleep I promise to come and cuddle with you."Baekhyun rubbed Chanyeol's nose with his own."You promise? But what if she finds out? You know...that you're gay. What if she tells your father?""I will deal with it, just act normal. Here she comes." Sandara stood in front of them."Sorry, I used so much time."Chanyeol stood up to help her with the chair. Baekhyun couldn't careless, he was feed up with Chanyeol's nice attitude towards every girl his father threw at him. He was suppose to be his boyfriend, take care of him. But hey, that's life right. Sandara and Chanyeol watched Baekhyun eat both his and Chanyeol's salad. Chanyeol told him it was fine, because he was not hungry at all. All he wanted was to throw up, whenever he saw that Yuri girl. "Are you seriously going to go out with her?"No answer was heard as Baekhyun kept pushing food down his throat, Chanyeol just shook his head and looked at Sandara."Are you going to go get a man and leave me alone, as well?""No...what about we go shopping?"Baekhyun turned his head looking anywhere else than at Sandara. He felt Chanyeol placing a hand on his inner thigh, caressing him, without being noticed of course. "That will be an honor, my sweet lady." Chanyeol said while kissing Sandara's hand. He had removed the hand from Baekhyun and placed it on the table, trying to focus most of his attention on Sandara. Baekhyun felt a little depressed and suddenly felt the urge to cry."You two are having such a lovely moment, I think I'll make my leave." He bowed and went up to pay fro his meals. Yuri saw him come up and waved him over at her, she dragged him with her into the kitchen. That's when Sandara knew, she knew they was together and now it was clear. Or she have known since the first day meeting them, but she was not the one to tell. No, she wanted to wait for him to say it himself. Chanyeol didn't pay attention to her, he looked desperate at Baekhyun's back disappearing into the kitchen. ~º~º~"What are you doing?""I am done with work, you want to take the date now?"She leaned in to kiss him, but he shook her off. "What are you trying to do? I came over to ask for your help, can you help me?""Depends, are you gay and want to make your boyfriend jealous?"Baekhyun dropped his jaw and froze. How did she know? That though went through his head, leaving him speechless. Yuri was laughing and trying to keep it low. "You two were so cute when his girlfriend left, how could I not know?""You saw us? Why aren't you angry?" "I was, but hey, that's life right." She answer mocking Baekhyun. That was something he always said. Baekhyun was still speechless, he couldn't get out anything except tears. Silent, dripping tears. Yuri than felt sorry for Baekhyun, and hugged him. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I must be hard seeing your boyfriend with a girl. Shss..don't cry. I can help you, what do you need my help for? Shss...shss.."Baekhyun wasn't crying loud or anything, he was just crying. Not knowing how to stop. "I- I want you to go out with me. I wanted to tell you I was gay, so you wouldn't feel I was taking advantage of you. I understand if you don't want to go out with me..""Of course I wanna go out with you. Why not? I haven't had fun in years, you're funny, nice and gay! How can I say no." Baekhyun stopped his crying all of sudden, he didn't know how, he just did. The girl kissed him on the cheek. Baekhyun nodded and looked at her. She was kind, had a pure heart, didn't judge and most of all would make someone very happy one day. ~º~º~Chanyeol was still looking at the kitchen door where Baekhyun went with that girl. What are they doing? Are they kissing? "Chanyeol?"I have kissed some of my dates, is this how much he hurt when I do that?"Chanyeol!!"Baekhyun, what are you doing? Come out and kiss me. I love you, you don't love her, you love me!"CHANYEOL!!"Chanyeol snapped back to Sandara, who was looking quite angry at him. He could smile, he just looked down at her lips. "What are you looking at?"Chanyeol didn't answer, he walked over to her side of the table. Sandara was looking at him with a question mark placed in her fore head. He placed his arm around her waist and lifted her up, she was centimeters from his face. He leaned in and kissed her. ~º~º~"Okay, then I will be here at 8pm tomorrow." Baekhyun said his goodbye and went back to ask them if they were done with dinner, he was that happy to walk home alone. He went through the door, but stopped. Chanyeol had picked up Sandara and they were about to kiss. Don't kiss her, then I will never see you again. What are you doing? No, don't! Chanyeol leaned in and kissed her. No! NO! You bastard! Baekhyun felt a hand drag him into the kitchen again. ~º~º~Sandara broke the kiss, she felt it shouldn't have happened. Chanyeol was still looking down at her body."What are you doing? PUT. ME. DOWN!" Chanyeol did as he was told, now looking at the floor."Chanyeol are you okay?" Chanyeol just nodded and smiled at her. He took her hand and hinted to go home. But Sandara had other plans."Where is Baekhyun? We should bring him with us."~º~º~  "Are you okay?"Baekhyun felt the tears roll down his face, he hugged Yuri tightly. She embraced him and caressed his hair and back."Why? WHY? Why did he kiss her?" "Shss..don't cry. Let me take you home"Baekhyun nodded and went through the back door with Yuri. ~º~º~Chanyeol nodded and searched with Sandara. They were there for an hour, but there was no sign of him. Chanyeol punched the wall, while Sandara was getting Yuri's phone number. ~º~º~*RING RING RING*Hallo, who is this?Yuri, it's Sandara. I was the girl sitting at Baekhyun's table.Ahh, Chanyeol's girlfriend.I'm not his girlfriend, but that's not important. Have you seen Baekhyun?Yes, he is here with me.Baekhyun had a shocked expression as he heard them talk about him. Chanyeol had the same. He waved to get the phone and talk to Yuri. Sandara gave him the phone and went a little further away to give him space. Yuri, let me talk to Baekhyun!He doesn't want to talk to you. Can Sandara here us talking?No, she can't, what about that?Listen, you're a bad boyfriend. Bringing a girl and your boyfriend at the same time. Then kiss her in front of your boyfriend. I would broke it off with you, a long time ago, but he is kind and are willing to give you another chance. You have to find out how to earn him back, until that he is staying with me. I got mad, he left into the kitchen with you. Please tell him I didn't mean it. I love him, I can prove it. Where do you live? I am going to get him back no matter what! Chanyeol...I am not coming back to the hotel tonight. Have fun with Sandara. I will see you tomorrow.Baekhyun...I'm sor..​*BEEP BEEP BEEP* "Are you better now?" Baekhyun just shook his head and stopped walking. "I don't wanna go back to the hotel." Yuri embraced him and caressed his hair."It's alright, you can stay with me. Shss...let's go home to me." They started walking again, but Baekhyun couldn't stop crying at all. He was done with Chanyeol's little love game, he thought of giving up and leave the country again. ~º~º~Yuri POVThat night was a long for both of us. I had to hold Baekhyun while he was sleeping and Sandara called me later when both the guys were sleeping. She knew what was going on and I promised not to tell Baekhyun she knew they were gay. But it was hard. I learned to care for Baekhyun, he was so precious. Who would not love him? I want to meet the person that hates him, that person has to be head over heels for Chanyeol or I won't get it. Look at him sleeping, he looks like an angel. Maybe I can release him now? I tried to, but he started moving uneasy again. "Shss...I'm here...shss.." He fell back into peaceful sleep to my whispers. What are you thinking Yuri? You can't turn him straight, he is gay. Stop trying to get him straight. He looked so scared, I didn't know where to go or who to call. The morning came and Baekhyun was still there, in my arm, sleeping. I have to take him back today, they need to fix this. When Sandara called me, she told me that Chanyeol was crying in the shower and when she pretended to sleep. I felt so sorry for her, she had to pretend not to know. I told her to tell, but she wanted them to tell her. I get her point, she want them to trust her with something important. But I should wake Baekhyun up now, or I'll make him some food first. I came up with some food on a plate and some juice. He was sweating and crying in his sleep. I sat the plate down and went over to the bed. "Baekhyun-ah...wake up, you're dreaming." Within a second he was embracing me. "Chanyeol...I was so scared you were going to leave me for that girl...wait..Yuri..sorry." Baekhyun released me, but I didn't release him. "It's okay, you miss him and you are scared. I know how you feel...are you hungry?" Baekhyun nodded and I went to get his food. Baekhyun POVChanyeol..no don't...don't leave me...I love you...don't kiss her..you bastard...I love you, but you are breaking me apart...I hate you...NO...I fucking love you...stop playing with me...I love you.."Baekhyun-ah...wake up, you're dreaming." Chanyeol, is that you? My body reacted before my head. "Chanyeol...I was so scared you were going to leave me for that girl...wait..Yuri..sorry." I released her, but she was still holding me. "It's okay, you miss him and you are scared. I know how you feel...are you hungry?" I nodded, of course I wasn't hungry. Why am I hungry? I am not hungry, but I want food. What the hell is happening to me? I watched her come back with a plate full of food and some juice. No POV"You sure were hungry." Yuri said after watching Baekhyun eat more than she thought he would. Baekhyun sighed, he knew he had to face Chanyeol today."Oh, you know what?" Baekhyun shook his head. "What if I take Sandara with me out tonight and you two can do what ever you want. If you two don't want to be alone tonight I will take you out instead." Baekhyun smiled and nodded, he thought that was the best option. But time got to them, Yuri had promised Sandara to come to the hotel with Baekhyun as soon as he was awake. So she did, she took him to the hotel and sent Sandara a text saying she left him in the lobby. Sandara looked over at Chanyeol who was sleeping and thought it was best not to wake him.Down in the lobby Baekhyun was stressing over what to say when he saw Chanyeol. He didn't see Sandara coming until he felt someone embracing him warmly."You idiot...do you know how long we worried for you. Don't you dare to leave with out saying where you are going."Baekhyun was shocked, but smiled at Sandara. That girl was so full of love and Baekhyun wanted to be mad at her, but for some reason he just couldn't."I'm sorry, okay? I just had something to do with Yuri." He gave her a dirty look and she made a puke face. Baekhyun was joking, trying his best not to cry, Sandara knew that. "Do you want to see Chanyeol, or go to your suite?" Baekhyun didn't have to think twice. "Go to my suite." Sandara nodded and took his hand. He felt it was fine holding her hand, something told me not to worry and just have fun.   ~º~º~Chanyeol woke up, all alone in the suite. Where did that bitch go? He saw a note on his phone. Baekhyun came back. You were sleeping so we are having some fun. We are by the pool if you want to see him. And please, wash your face. All the crying gave you quite a ugly face. PS: Don't you dare kiss me again, I'm not your whore and I want help you with what ever you are thinking of doing. By the way, don't call me bitch in your sleep. I'm not the bad person here.Sandara Chanyeol was shocked at her note. Does she know that I am gay? Chanyeol couldn't let the thought of her knowing his secret out of his head. After washing up he went down to Baekhyun's suite, there was no one. He felt a little empty, he missed him and wanted to kiss him. More than he wanted to get rid of Sandara, to have a romantic vacation with Baekhyun.Next he went to the pool, there they were. He sat down at one of the chairs near the pool, just watching Baekhyun and Sandara splash around in the water. They were having fun, he could see Baekhyun laughing. He missed his laugh, the way he would go from sassy to sweet if he wanted something, the way his smile could light up the whole room, the way everyone he meets adore him, but most of all he missed the way their bodys fit right into each other. Sandara knew Chanyeol was watching and when Baekhyun turned his back on her, she waved him over. Chanyeol reacted faster than she thought he would. Already when she lifted her arm he was on his feet, running over. "Come and play with us." Chanyeol looked at Baekhyun, who was hoping for him to go away. When Baekhyun opened his mouth to say something, Chanyeol jumped in the pool. He started splashing around just like a little kid. Sandara and Baekhyun looked at each other and laughed. They joined in, focusing on having fun instead of fighting.After a while of playing around, Sandara went out of the pool and looked at the two."I have to get something from my bag. I think I will be back in about a half hour." She waved herself of, leaving them in the pool. There were just two people at the pool besides them. Chanyeol tried to approach Baekhyun, but he backed away. "No! Chanyeol...GET. FUCK. AWAY. FROM. ME. What are you thinking?"Chanyeol didn't answer and looked down in the water. Baekhyun was already far away from him, not looking back. Which he should have. Chanyeol came running after him, thinking of how a jerk he is. "I'm sorry...I got mad when you went into the kitchen with Yuri. I didn't think straight.. I love" He was cut off by Baekhyun's hand in his face, making a visible mark. "You are a bastard and it's over." Baekhyun was furious and Chanyeol started to cry. Baekhyun was done with crying and had other things to think about. He wanted to go back home and he wanted to tell Luhan to kill that fucking Chanyeol. Just when Chanyeol grabbed his arm he twisted away and gave him a nasty look."I'm staying with Yuri until I get to go home! Don't you dare try to follow me!" With that Baekhyun was long gone to his suite, there he packed his things and went out to tell Sandara that he would leave them and go with Yuri. She didn't take it well, but understood his decision. They said their goodbyes and Baekhyun called Yuri. *Ring Ring Ring*Hallo? Baekhyun are you alright?Yeah, I'm fine. Listen, can I stay with you the rest of the week?Guessing Chanyeol is being himself, of course you can. Come to my work.Yeah, and thank you. I will. Bye!!See you!*Beep Beep Beep* ~º~º~"Hey!""There you are, Baek! I thought I might have to go find you."Baekhyun scratched the back of his head and smiled."I got a little lost.."Yuri motioned for him to come into the kitchen and he obey. There was a kind of cakes and food, Baekhyun "secretly" loved cake and food. He started smiling, when she gave him a piece of the one with her name on. "This is the workers cakes, we all get one. I didn't like mine, do you want a piece?"Baekhyun nodded and sat himself down at one of the tables. It was one of the best cakes he had ever tasted. She handled him the whole thing saying he could eat as much a he wanted, so he did. The whole thing was gone within the next hour. "WOAH...you know how to eat cake. That's good, do you feel better now?""Yeah, why wouldn't I? I told him last time; that if he hurts me again, I'm leaving. He doesn't get that many chances and I'm done with his fucking ass."Yuri didn't like Baekhyun's attitude, It was harsh and showed no mercy. She felt a little scared to have him all alone, but she knew he was kind and wasn't the person to hurt someone.  ~º~º~When she was done with work they went straight to her home, both looked at their phones. So many messages and calls, they were glad it was on silent mode or they would never had piece. Baekhyun only deleted his from Chanyeol, but looked at the once from others. Yuri didn't have the heart to delete those from Chanyeol and read threw them all. When she was done, she put her phone away and went into the living room to find Baekhyun looking scary out the window."Are you sure about this?""About what?""You know...leaving him and shit.""I have booked the plain ticket home and of course I am. I am Byun Baekhyun, and he don't get to threat me like this. I'm not one of his worthless sluts. He should be with me and only me. Not kiss some slut when I'm not there. I'm done, the only way he can get me back is fighting for me. He doesn't seem to fight hard enough for me to even be looking at him."Yuri saw a tear ran down Baekhyun's face, but he was done. Nothing could make him change his mind at this point. For all he knew, Chanyeol was doing more with his sluts than he did with him. Baekhyun felt a little bad for calling Sandara a slut, he knew she was nice and kind, but the kiss made him think otherwise. Yuri tried to make Baekhyun smile, but he had lost some of the sparks in his eyes. All his adorable charm was gone, now you just wanted to punch Chanyeol for destroying such a cute little boy. He went from cute and lovely to hard and cold in just two seconds."When do your plane leave?""In two days, look; I'm really sorry to bother you. You have been so kind to me, and I'm really thankful for it. What if I take you out tomorrow and we can have some fun?"Yuri was glad Baekhyun's smile was starting to show again and looked through her working days."Yay...I have a day off tomorrow, that means; I would love to spend it with you." Baekhyun smiled, but it was only so-so. She looked over at him, he was so sleepy. "Wait here..~ she stormed out and was quickly back with something in her hands~..You looked sleepy and I figured you must be tired, so here."She gave him a blanked and a pillow, the once he used the night before. "Do you want to talk about Chanyeol before you fall asleep?"Baekhyun looked at her and sighed. "Yeah, sure! Why not...""So, how are feeling around his "cheating", if I can call it that?""What do you mean? He did cheat? This is the third time he has hurt me. He got three chances, but he blew them away. That means he lost me, and I'm not coming back unless I have to.""When he kissed that girl yesterday, he was mad at you. Or at me, I know it's my fault. I dragged you into the kitchen, because I knew he would be mad. I was hurt, when you asked me out and flirted with me in front of your boyfriend. He thought we were doing stuff since we was gone so long and he got mad. He wanted to take away his own pain and shoved another into his heart. He kissing her, was like me cutting myself with a razor. You turn the pain into something else. He know it was wrong, just look!"Yuri threw her phone at him, but he was so shocked at her snapping on him like that. He never had anyone turn on him like that. He was left speechless on the couch and decided to read what ever the was on her phone. There was 87 calls and 126 texts, he started reading. To YuriTell Baekhyun that I'm sorry.From Chanyeol To YuriI Love him, please tell me where I can find him!From Chanyeol To Yuri Stop him from leaving...I need to win his heart back. Tell him that I told Sandara, but she already knew. She is sorry as well, but that's not the point here. I am going to tell my father, I am going to tell the whole world that I love him, only if I can get him back. Please...tell him I love him and will do everything I can to make him love me again. Please..From Chanyeol To Yuri When does he leave? Please tell me! I am going to die if he leaves me...can you stop him...give me the chance to prove my love. I LOVE HIM!!!From Chanyeol To YuriI love him...I am going to call my father and tell him that I am gay. Please tell him that I am willing to give up everything for him. I love him, don't let him leave before I can explain and give him my love.From Chanyeol To Yuri I have now called my father and he is mad at me, we are going to talk about it when I get back. Baekhyun, If you are reading this please answer your phone. I love you. You are my life and my father will never ever try to get me married again. I have told him everything, but I didn't say the name of who I love. He wants to know, but I am not going to let him hurt you. Please call me!From Chanyeol To Yuri Baekhyun, are you alright? I miss you, please come back.From Chanyeol To Yuri Don't leave...oh please don't leave...I love you, more than I love myself. I know I have had it easy because you are so understanding and gives me a lot of chances, but I swear..this will be the last chance I'm going to ask for. I will never hurt you again...yes I know I have said that before, but this time nothing can happen. My father won't do anything, no girl, no man, no one. I love you and thrust you. I just lost it for two seconds. To say it in another way, I cut myself with a razor to cover up my pain. I was wrong, please help me out of it. I LOVE YOU. Don't do this, I will never forget myself if you leave. You loved me once, please love me again. I'm begging you. I love you, please talk to me. From Chanyeol Baekhyun read through all the texts that was only repeating themselves.  He was tired and didn't want to deal with Chanyeol right now. Or more like ever, he didn't want to stay with him anymore. Life was hard enough for him. He knew he was responsible for Chanyeol telling his father, but why? When Chanyeol knew there were no way to get him back, why lose your family as well? But that wasn't Baekhyun's problem anymore, he didn't know any Park Chanyeol. He was done with him, but something in his heart felt like it was breaking. With a heavy heart he fell asleep, thinking about what to do with life.  _____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________HHere are some Baekhyun. Remember I don't own it <3 Does Baekhyun look a little sexually frustrated in this photo? I think he looks like he is angry and wants to kill Chanyeol in his sleep, I would!!! ~.^Until next time <3 사랑해요 <3~ Janmyk~