[M] A trip to heaven or hell (1/1)
"You asked to see me?" Jongin peak in the door."Close the door behind you, lock it please." He obey, not knowing what would happen. Jongin turned around to find Kyungsoo sitting on the bed patting the space besides him. Everything was like a dream for Jongin. Jongin's POVI went slowly to sit down besides him. Can he feel my heartbeat? Oh fuck..what do I do? Just stay calm."We need to have a serious talk." Fuck..What did I do this time? Should I run? No than he will definitely be mad. He doesn't seem mad, should I ask him? "Are you mad?" Oh shit, no turning back now. I can just pour it all out. "I.."I cut Kyungsoo off. He doesn't get to say a thing. "What have I done this time?" m style="font-size:13px;line-height:1.6;">Still no answer, I see. "I mean, it's not me telling everyone that we're not together and that I'm playing around with you." m style="font-size:13px;line-height:1.6;">Why am I the only one crying? "You know what, maybe you are playing around with me. I told you that I love you, but you chose to look over it and send me away." m style="font-size:13px;line-height:1.6;">Answer me, you asshole. Or I might do something I'll regret. "I only have you, but it seems like you only have yourself. Rely on me, trust me, love me. I LOVE YOU, I NEED YOU, I WANT YOU." m style="font-size:13px;line-height:1.6;">Stop crying, you stupid Jongin. Kyungsoo doesn't want me, but why? "But if you don't want me I'll leave."I started to walk towards the door, while he was just sitting there. I love you, but you don't. Kyungsoo's POVHe looks like he's nervous, maybe he thinks I want us to be together? Is that his heartbeat, is he that nervous? "We need to have a serious talk." Oh shit..that sounded like I wasn't mad, but worried. What do I do now? Should I run? No, than he will find out how nervous I am. "Are you mad?" Fuck he got it...I am mad..what now? Just think..it can't be that hard. "I..""What have I done this time?" What the fuck, no you haven't. "I mean, it's not me telling everyone that we're not together and that I'm playing around with you." No, please don't cry. "You know what, maybe you are playing around with me. I told you that I love you, but you chose to look over it and send me away." What should I say? No, I love you. "I only have you, but it seems like you only have yourself. Rely on me, trust me, love me. I LOVE YOU, I NEED YOU, I WANT YOU." No, no, no. I love you, need you and want you too. You're all I have. "But if you don't want me I'll leave."I watched Jongin walking to the door, unable to move. I love you, I really do. NO POVJongin stood by the door, waiting for an answer. Kyungsoo was quiet, tears rolling down his face. He heard the door unlock and lost it. Kyungsoo threw himself at Jongin's feet, still quiet, but Jongin was also quiet. Kyungsoo started to cry out loud, but Jongin's tears was still quiet. He tried to shook him off, but with no luck. Kyungsoo's grip didn't loosen, but he's face turned white and eyes rolled back. Jongin saw Kyungsoo fall to the floor, his body didn't move an inch. This made Jongin a little worried. He sat down at Kyungsoo's level and saw the blood running down from the cast he was wearing. "NO!!! Kyungsoo, don't do this to me! BAEKHYUN!!!!!" Baekhyun came running up stairs and saw all the blood, he panicked."CHANYEOL!!! CALL THE FUCKING AMBULANCE!"Jongin was crying and Baekhyun knew he had to be strong, but his bestfriend was on the floor lifeless bleeding. "The ambulance is on it's way, they are bringing someone called Sandara Park with them because of a request from her. What happened? OMG...Kyungsoo is bleeding."Chanyeol shouted running up stairs."Where is Luhan and Sehun?""They left a while ago, Jongin. But are you okay?"Jongin was to scared to answer. The love of his life was dying, what was he suppose to say?"Kyungsoo..Kyung..I-I didn't mean it. I love you, don't leave me! Don't do this to me! Don't-do-..no..don't.....""Chanyeol go open up and tell them where we are, I will stay with Jongin."Chanyeol nodded and went out of the room. Baekhyun sat down and held Jongin, who didn't want to let go of Kyungsoo when the ambulance arrived. He held Kyungsoo's hand, the hole way. Leaving Baekhyun and Chanyeol in his apartment, he couldn't careless. His Kyungii was nearly dead on the table, Sandara was doing everything she could to save him. Jongin was sitting out in the hall crying and screaming for Kyungsoo to wake up, until he fell asleep. ~º~º~"Jongin. You have to wake up." An angelic voice was heard. Jongin woke up and looked at Sandara."Ugh...FUCK..where is Kyungii?" Jongin panicked. Sandara took his hand and lead him to another room."You have been sleeping for the past three days, it's common when you go into shock. Don't worry I have been checking on you every day." Her smile was perfect. Jongin felt he had seen her before.Once he got into the room he saw Kyungsoo sleeping on the bed with all these tubes and pipes sticking out from his body. Jongin forgot everyone in the room and went the end of Kyungsoo's bed, not hearing a thing that Sandara told him. He sat down on the chair beside his bed and held onto his hand."DO-ah..I know I promised to never call you that, but you promised to never leave me. We both broke our promises, now come back. I love you, I didn't mean anything I said. I know you love me, and even if you don't...don't leave me."Jongin was crying into Kyungsoo's hand, when he felt another hand caressing his hair. He looked up to find Kyungsoo smiling."I do love you. I'm not leaving.""Kyungii!!! I thought you were dead."Jongin hugged Kyungsoo, careful not to hurt him. Kyungsoo broke the hug and kissed Jongin."Why do we always fix our fights in the hospital, while one of us is dying?" Jongin shook his head and looked back at Sandara."Can I?" He pointed at Kyungsoo's bed and Sandara quickly got up to it."Can you move your fingers? Try it." She looked at Kyungsoo with concern in her eyes. He tried, but nothing happened. "I am afraid you might have to come with me." She dragged Jongin out in the hall. "What's wrong with him?""Well..~ she handed him an X-ray photo of Kyungsoo's arm~..he has cut some of the nerves and lost control of his movements in his arm. In other words; he is unable to move it, without rehabilitation.""Okay, but why is he hooked up to all those things?" "Oh, that was for when he was sleeping. He don't need all the tubes now, do you want me to take them out and leave you two alone?" Jongin nodded and they went back inside. Sandara went straight up to the machines and turned some of, leaving only the heart machine on. Jongin went to sit in the chair besides Kyungsoo. "How are you doing?" Jongin looked down at a weak Kyungsoo. "I have been better. Almost dying takes some of your energy, but I think you already know that." Kyungsoo had a bright smile, it could melt the heart of anyone. Sandare came to them and hummed for the lovely moment to take an end so she could make Kyungsoo ready to cuddle with Jongin. While she was at that Kyungsoo remember when he first saw her. "Why aren't your uniform pink today?" "Ugh..oh..That day we first met. Well I am an everything doctor." They looked up at her in confuse."My first job is nursing children, but I have a diploma in emergency. Which means that people who are bleeding to death is my second job. Ugh...this is so hard to explain. Look I can do everything except surgery. The uniforms tells you which apartment you're in. Pink is children's apartment, blue is general surgery, yellow is everything that has to do with the mind. Was that better?" They both nodded, but didn't really understand anything. "Kyungsoo, you will be unable to leave this hospital." "For how long?" "Until we get your arm to move again." Sandara winked at them and left the room. Jongin looked down at Kyungsoo and saw a note on one of the machines. To JonginYou should lock the door, dime the lights down and get into Kyungsoo's bed with him. Keep his arm tight in the cast, no movement on it, okay? I love the atmosphere inside of a patient room like this. But please, no sex! He might get more hurt if that happened.If you do lock the door, there are some things to notice:Keep an eye out for his heart beat machine.Don't turn the lock around twiceIf you feel sleepy, open the door and go back to sleepLove him and protect him no matter whatLove Dr. Park <3 (cuddle, but no sex)
Jongin giggled and gave the note to Kyungsoo, who flushed red from reading it. He didn't turn the lock around twice and controlled the heart beat before he cuddled up in Kyungsoo's bed, as careful as he could. He was so afraid of losing Kyungsoo again."This is nice, or what, Kyungii?"Kyungsoo gave him a peak on the lips and made an adorable face."Go unlock the door, I wanna sleep." ~º~º~At Kyungsoo's apartment three days ago"Baekhyun, calm down." Baekhyun was walking back and forth in the living room, Chanyeol still trying to comfort him. It had been three hours since the ambulance came and he had been doing this since about that time now. "Why are you telling me to calm down? Kyungsoo nearly died..I can't take this." And with that Baekhyun was back to crying. He fell to the floor, crying his heart out, waiting for Chanyeol to pick him up. Which he did. Chanyeol carried him over to the couch and was holding him like a precious baby, caressing his hair, giving him small kisses where ever skin was revealed."Shss..I have already called the hospital and they are fine, still sleeping. Look, it's late. Let's sleep, okay?"Baekhyun nodded and buried his face in Chanyeol's neck. That was a mental note for: I'm tired, I love you, life sucks, carry me because I'm too weak to stand on my own feet. Chanyeol had learned that over the past years. When Baekhyun needs love he will act like a weak puppy, but hey...Chanyeol loves it. It makes him want to protect Baekhyun and always be with him. They entered Jongin's room, but quickly remembered hearing them have sex in there. Than they headed over for Kyungsoo's room. Chanyeol opened the door, saw the blood, and closed it right away."Let's sleep on the couch." Baekhyun nodded. Chanyeol felt his tears run down from his neck to his shirt, Baekhyun was crying silent. He only does that when he is sad, scared, confused, angry and loved at the same time. Chanyeol snuggled up to him in the couch, and looked at the clock."Shit!" Chanyeol said, waking up Baekhyun, who magically fell asleep in Chanyeol's arm while he was carrying him. "There is no time to sleep, we have used all night on this drama.""What time is it?" "It's nearly 8am, and I have to be at work before 9."Baekhyun watch Chanyeol struggle to get ready, but all his things were at their place. Why didn't he think of that before now? Chanyeol can be stupid sometimes, everyone knows that. "Here..~ Baekhyun gave Chanyeol his phone~..tell your father that you have to take a day off. You know he said you have days to spare."Chanyeol nodded and took the phone from Baekhyun. Hallo Baekhyun, what is the problem with my son now? Is he hooking up with too many girls? Has he found a girlfriend?Hallo, this is your son speaking.Ahh, Chanyeol. But why are you using Baekhyun's phone. Is the expensive one I gave you broken?I left mine at home, we are at Kyungsoo's place. I have to talk to you, just let me excuse myself from the others.Chanyeol bowed to Baekhyun as he went out on the street, going for a walk while talking. I'm back.Yes, what do you want to talk about?I want to take Baekhyun on a trip, like the place you and mom went to on your honeymoon. He has had a rough period lately and he seems to have forgotten what fun is. How many holiday days do I have left and can I take them out now?Well, you haven't had a single holiday since you started working two years ago, so there are plenty of days to pick from. The three months Baekhyun was away on the American program, or something, you worked up a whole month of days. You can take them starting today. By the way, that place is a very romantic place. Are you guys sure it is the best place for two bestfriends, who live together, to spend their time?Dad, I have told you before. Me and Baekhyun are nothing more than friends, but something terrible happened to Kyungsoo and Baekhyun has been crying the whole night. I wanna do something nice for him.The lying to his parents and keeping Baekhyun a secret from them, was slowly killing Chanyeol. He loved Baekhyun, he was sure of that, but his parents was always saying how a beautiful girl like his mother would give me a good life. They wanted the perfect son, not a gay, stupid and unemployed ('cause his father would probably throw him out of the company) one. Baekhyun knew Chanyeol had been hiding him from his parents and that he haven't even told them he was gay. It was killing Baekhyun to watch girls come over at their place trying to date Chanyeol. He was a great guy, everyone would date him, but he belonged to Baekhyun. He has been with him since his first year of high school. But for now, lying and covering up was his only option.Sometimes you sound like you love him, but okay. Two weeks or a whole month?Are you ordering my plane ticket now? You sound like you are filling out a paper, and two weeks are fine.Yes, but I am not paying for it. You wanted the same place that me and your mom was at, right?Yep, what kind of suite do we get?They have the honeymoon suite, the tropical suite, the love suite and the working suite. Which do Baekhyun prefer?Chanyeol was lucky with that one as his father asked when he opened the door to Kyungsoo's place and sat down with Baekhyun. He wrote the names down, all except for the love suite. Knowing Baekhyun would pick that without hesitation. Chanyeol, are you still there?Hallo, Mr. Park. It's Baekhyun.So which one does your picky ass choose?I think the tropical one sounds interesting. What about you Chanyeol?Okay, that's the best choice you got. Give the phone back to Chanyeol, I have something to tell him.Baekhyun gave Chanyeol the phone and went upstairs, clearly upset because of him not being able to have a romantic suite.Yes, what is it?I want you to get married, so I'm sending a sweet girl with you. Her name is Park, Sandara Park, she is an doctor. I will order the love suite for you two and the tropical for Baekhyun. Now if you do accepts this offer, I can pay for the whole thing. But dad, what about Baekhyun? Can't I deal with it when we get back?No, I will say no more. The tickets have been ordered as well as the suites, so tell Baekhyun that he does not have to pay for a thing. Dad I... *BEEP BEEP BEEP* Did he just ended the call like that? Chanyeol sighed and went upstairs to find Baekhyun snuggled up in a blanket between Kyungsoo's and Jongin's room in the hall. "Baekhyun-ah, you know I love you." Chanyeol made the cutest face which always got Baekhyun to laugh, this time as well."Yah, I know. But being hidden from your family and disguised as bestfriend is not making me happy.""I know, do you want me to tell them?""That's your choice and I don't want to pressure you on it. But a trip, just the two of us sounds nice. I am looking forwards to it." Baekhyun kissed Chanyeol and snuggled up in his arms. "Ugh.. about that. It didn't go as planed."Baekhyun looked up at Chanyeol with a confused look. "My father kind of ordered two suites, one for you and one for the girl I have to bring with me."Chanyeol was waiting for a punch in the face, but he didn't get anything."Your father are trying to get you married again..hmm""Aren't you mad? Or sad? Not even going to slap me and call me a jerk?"Baekhyun shook his head."Don't you think we have been here enough? Let's clean up the blood and leave."Baekhyun was a fast cleaner, but why? He should be mad, or at least sad that he wouldn't be able to spend it alone with Chanyeol. Chanyeol went inside and handed Baekhyun's phone back to him."Ahh.. I need to call Luhan. They have to take care of Kyungsoo while we and your new girlfriend our friend are gone."Baekhyun's smile was odd, he never smiles that way. It was sarcastic, but not in a good way. Chanyeol continued the cleaning and Baekhyun sat on the bed calling Luhan. Yo, yo, yo! Baekhyun my man, what's up?Why are you up this early? Ugh...not important. I have something serious to tell you.Okay, chill...Kyungsoo got hurt and is in the hospital with Jongin. It happened 2 minutes after you guys went home. Chanyeol called the hospital and they are doing fine. They are sleeping and we have no idea when they will wake up, but here is the thing. I and Chanyeol have ordered two weeks of holiday, and we are leaving in two days. Can you cheek on Kyungsoo for me after I leave? Shit...that was a lot to take in, but sure. I will take care of Kyungsoo, but are you okay?I have been better. Chanyeol have been better. Life has been better. When I think of it..I am not okay. You go enjoy your holiday, I will take care of things here. Thank you.. bye. I love you, lulu.I love you too, bye. ~º~º~ "OMG...it's like a dream. Chanyeol, your father is amazing.""He is the best. Isn't that right, Chanyeol?"Chanyeol was looking at his lover and the mystery girl his father sent with him. She didn't say anything about what happened three days ago, when she came with the ambulance to get his hurt friend. Once they were heading for the room, Chanyeol noticed that Baekhyun was acting like his friend not his boyfriend on a holiday together."Chanyeol, I have something in my bag that I believe is yours. Can you come and get it later or do you want me to bring it to you?" "I can come get it later, do you need some help with your bags?"Chanyeol was hoping for Baekhyun to say yes, so he could get the first holiday kiss. But Baekhyun knew that and shook his head, still mad at him for agreeing to bring a girl on their holiday. He left Chanyeol walking to his suite, not wanting any more to do with him today. Sandara was just standing there, observing the situation."Mr. Chanyeol? Our suite is this way.""Ugh..right. Let me take the bags."Once they were settled down, or Chanyeol was, Sandara had just left her bags in the corner. It became quiet. "Should we go out to eat something? I am hungry, and I believe your friend is too."Chanyeol nodded and started going through his bag. He heard the bathroom door close and open again quick."How do I look?" He turned around to face the beautiful girl behind him. He was met with a dazzling outfit."Wow you look.."Before he could finish his sentence Baekhyun was beside him."You look great. Damn Chanyeol, I think you have scored on this one.""Baekhyun, how did you get in?""Oh, Sandara texted me that we were going out to eat and told me to go inside when I came."It became awkwardly quiet, but only for Chanyeol. He was changing, afraid to leave them and to be seen. Baekhyun and Sandara was talking on her and Chanyeol's bed. The clothes Baekhyun had on was a bit more boyish than what he used to wear when they were out. Maybe he was trying to get Sandara to look at him and Chanyeol like they were straight. He was even telling her what he liked in woman. When Chanyeol listened careful, he found out that Baekhyun was describing Taemin's girlfriend as his type of woman. Chanyeol couldn't listen to this anymore and quickly got dressed."Everyone ready to go?" Baekhyun got up and held out his hand to help Sandara up from the bed. "Do you lovebirds want me to let you walk alone, have a little romantic time?"Chanyeol couldn't get it. Baekhyun was pushing him closer to Sandara and away from him. What is going on? Chanyeol let that thought go through his head while Sandara was telling Baekhyun that she wouldn't mind him staying. Those two were walking three steps in front of Chanyeol as he continued to think on it, the thought of losing Baekhyun because of this. Baekhyun knew he had caused Chanyeol to think hard as he kept on spacing out into thin air. "So, Sandara? Were you the doctor that came with the ambulance to get Kyungsoo and Jongin?"Sandara nodded, and the next thing she knew was Baekhyun grabbing her hands, folding them in his and bowing 90°, saying thank you. "Yo, no need to thank me. I'm a doctor , it my job. I have already treated him when Jongin was there. He is such a careless fellow when it comes to Jongin. He jumped down a door, breaking a window, nearly losing his arm. Still he didn't say anything.""I know! He is a pain in the ass sometimes, but he is my bestfriend and I love him."Sandara looked back at Chanyeol."Chanyeol? Shall we eat here?"He nodded, and continued to space out. Sandara sat at one side and Baekhyun at the other, Chanyeol had to choose were he wanted to sit. Oh. Fuck! __________________________________________________________________________________________*Edited version*Sorry for error, and thank you for reading <3Until next time <3 사랑해요 <3~ Janmyk~