Im home. (1/1)

-your POV- My cousin and I went to an ob-gyn. She said I’m a month pregnant. I was happy though but quite sad.My cousin treated me in a restaurant but I didn’t like the food. I keep on complaining about the smell.“This smells nice! You have to try it!”“I don’t want that. It smells foul!”“TSK. Pregnant girls.. Does uncle know this?”“No. And please, don’t try to contact him.” My cousin said yes and I was relieved. What will I do when I got back home. Papa will know that I’m pregnant since he’s a doctor. I can’t lie to them. It’s been a month so I decided to go back home. I thanked my cousin for her warm hospitality.“Just take care of yourself and your baby. If they’ll get angry at you, I’m just a call away.” I went back home without letting any of them know. It’s a surprise.When I arrived in our subdivision people kept on asking me if where I have been for 5 long years.“I was abroad. I was there for my treatment.”“Why? What happened to you?” I have to make another lie. TSS—“I.. I have a heart problem.”“What? We didn’t know! So are you fine now?”“I am. Luckily, we found a heart donor for me. I had a heart transplant. I’m feeling good now.” Lies, lies , lies.  Wherever I go, I always tell a lie. I have to repent more.I opened the gate and I slowly peeped on the windows. I saw Lyn watching television.“BOO!” I surprised her and she jumped for fright.“____!” She ran towards me and hug me. “WOW! You’re already here! How are you? Have you eaten?” She keeps on asking me while helping me with my stuffs.“I’m fine. And I’m not hungry. Lyn, it’s been 5years and you’re still our helper? That’s so nice!”“yes. I’m loyal.”“Where’s papa and mama?”“At work. They’ll be home later.”“Ohh- Nikko and nikki?”“At school. Nikko will be graduating soon.” It’s been 5 long years. It’s been 5 years since the last time I saw my family. I wonder how they look like now? I went to my room and I unpacked my things. Then, I saw my cell phone. I remembered Shane all of a sudden. I tried to call her and it rang. (hello?) Shane? (____? Is that you?) It’s really me! (WHOA! You’re back!!!) I’m back! Can you come here? If you’re not busy? (I’ll be there right away!) She hang up. After 30 minutes, she was already at our house. When we saw each other, we started to cry. We hug each other tightly.“____, I miss you so much!”“I really did miss you a lot! So, how are you?”“I’m fine. I’m now a high school teacher ____.”“Are you married?”“Not yet. But I do have a boyfriend. We’re planning to get married next year.”“Congrats!”“How are you ____? You gained weight!”“I’m fine. I just came home from the city. Last, last month, I was in.. in Korea..”“Korea? WOW! Our dream vacation was in Korea! You’re so lucky you went there! So, how was it?”“It’s fine—W-we stayed at O—Onew’s house for a month..”“ONEW? As in Lee Jin Ki? The leader of SHINee?”“Whatever.. Yes..”“You’re still lucky ____! So, did you meet his family? Did you meet him there? Tell meeee!” She’s still the Shane I used to know. The Shane that was hyper and naughty.“of course. We even eat together. His family is nice. He’s parents are so nice. Her sisters we’re nice and beautiful too!”“So, what happened when Onew and you meet up again?”“DISASTER—““Why?”I told Shane every little thing that happened and her jaw was left hanging the whole time I narrated her what happened.“And I’m a month pregnant now.” I started to cry.“___..” She hug me and was rubbing my back. “Are you going to tell this to your parents?”“Even if I’ll shut my mouth, sooner and later they will know. Especially that papa’s a doctor.” She kept on comforting me. It helped me calm down. But she didn’t take long in our house. She said she’ll be making her lesson plan for next week.I was left alone in my room. It was already night. I planned on what I’ll do when they arrive.“Pa, I’m sorry. I’m pregnant.” “I didn’t want this to happen, I’m pregnant.”“NO! This is wrong.” I lied on my bed and started crying again.“What if I’ll just abort this? No. It’s a mortal sin. But I don’t have this baby to be a bastard.” I cried even more. My parents arrived. I wasn’t ready. I went downstairs to welcome them home.“____? What time did you arrive? Why didn’t you call us? We must have picked you up on the airport.” Mama gave me a nice warm hug.“I’m fine. I’ve been away for 5 years but it didn’t made me forget our way home.”“My dearest daughter ____. You’re finally home! Did you miss papa?”“A lot!”“Are you still planning to come back to the convent?”“About that, I have something to tell you both.” We went to their room. We had this private conversation. I told them that I went to Korea for a pilgrimage.. I also told them that I was pregnant. It made the 3 of us cry.“But how? Who’s the father?” Mama asked me.“He’s a Korean—If you can remember Onew, that’s him.”“____, we’re disappointed on you. How can you do this?” Papa said.“I’m sorry pa. I didn’t mean to do this.” I was on my knees crying and asking for their forgiveness. Papa helped me stand up and hug me.“You don’t have to beg ____. We love you and even though it hurt us, it’s fine.”Now, I’m thanking God for giving me such wonderful parents like them. Papa was even excited for his first grandchild.I’m now on my 6month of pregnancy. My stomach started to swell and it’s already obvious that everyone could tell that I was pregnant. I’m also thankful that our neighbors were not that judgmental type of people.I’m hating the morning sickness of pregnant woman. I’m starting craving for foods.  -Onew's POV- What if she’s pregnant right now? I don’t want our baby to be a bastard one. I’m ready to take my responsibility.It’s been 7months and I miss her so much. Whenever I go home at weekends, I’ll stay at the room where she used to stay.I keep on searching for things that was hers. Maybe I’ll find something that can lead me back to her.“AT LAST!” I found a book that belongs to her. Maybe she forgot to put this on her bag. I opened the book and my heart felt happy when I saw her address written there.I immediately fixed my passport and all the things I’ll be needing when I’m on travel.“Where are you going hyung?” Taemin asked.“I’ll be going abroad.”“Where?” Minho asked.“To ____’s country.”“What? Are you crazy?” Key said.“Call me crazy but I have to take my responsibility.”“What responsibility?” Jjong was confused.“I had sexual intercourse with her. What if she’s pregnant?”“What will you do hyung?”“As I said, I’m ready to take responsibility as a father.”“When are you leaving?”“Tomorrow.”“Call us when you got there. Tell us if she’s really pregnant.” Minho said.“What if she’s not pregnant? What if se aborted the baby?” Taemin asked.“If she’s pregnant, she won’t be aborting it. She knows it’s a mortal sin.”“Whatever happens, just tell us hyung. We’re always ready to be of help to you.” This time, I won’t let ____ go away from me. If this is really what God wanted to happen, then I won’t be regretting this. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a/n: kekeke! Hello! Please comment