[M] Relationship (1/1)

There are (or should be) three more chapters/drabbles to come. They shouldn't take too long to complete, but I hope you enjoy in the mean time!“Baekhyunnie!”Honestly, Baekhyun thought he was a horrible friend.A rather large part of him hated himself. Baekhyun hated the way he thought, the way he dreamed, and the way he acted. He hated it all. Kyungsoo always went on about how Baekhyun was such a great friend, how he treated everyone so nicely. Kyungsoo was the sweet person with the wonderful personality; it wasn’t Baekhyun by any means.The word friend was like poison to Baekhyun.Friend’s didn’t imagine their tongue down other friend’s throats.Oh, but Baekhyun did. He imagined it at night, at home, in class, anytime his mind wandered to some small degree he was thinking about all the ways he could fucking kiss his best friend’s face off. And his favorite place to have those vivid images happened to be when the freakishly tall man was standing two feet in front of him.Kissing was never enough though. It was only the start; the introduction to whatever fucked up fantasy Baekhyun’s mind could conjure up at that moment. So many had been featured in both his day and night dreams that he couldn’t properly recall them all.But his favorite happened to be the idea of the two rutting against each other while skipping classes at school. Baekhyun freaking loved the idea of being shoved against the cold metal of the lockers, the two rubbing their clothed cocks against each other, hips snapping forward in furious motions in a desperate struggle to reach climax. Baekhyun would grip the ends of Chanyeol’s dusty brown hair and drag his face closer to his own so he could place his lips against the lobe of Chanyeol’s ear and whisper “harder, harder, harder” until Chanyeol was using so much force that Baekhyun’s back was slamming into the lockers again and again, pleasured pain shooting up Baekhyun’s spine at the roughness. Chanyeol would eventually have to throw his hand over Baekhyun’s mouth because the sounds would start to border on screams, growling out “no, you have to stay quiet babe.” Baekhyun would thrust his cock forward frantically, feeling the tightness in his balls as he prepared to burst at the seams. It would be Chanyeol’s long groan of “now” that would finally finish Baekhyun off as the two came apart, groans escaping their throats at the pleasure they could only experience from the other.Ones like that always made Baekhyun shoot off like a rocket, leaving him to clean up the disgusting evidence off himself. That was another thing friends didn’t do right? Jack off to the thought of fucking their best friend.But those were just fantasies, because Baekhyun knew Chanyeol was a stupid ass romantic who watched dramas and shoujo and cried like a baby over tragic love stories. With Chanyeol it wouldn’t be fucking, it would be making love.Baekhyun wants to do so much, wants to feel so much with Chanyeol. He wants to stop with the friendly touches and really feel the way Chanyeol can caress his skin with those hands of his. Baekhyun wants to know the pleasure of his cock against Chanyeol’s own, in his warm mouth, or the feeling of being buried balls deep in Chanyeol’s ass. He wants to give Chanyeol his everything so the boy can feel just as much pleasure himself in every possible way.God, but he would give all that up and never know what it would feel like to experience Chanyeol’s warmth if the man would just love him back. If instead of calling out with the cute, but meaningless pet name and waving frantically at him from afar, Chanyeol would run towards him and pull him in his arms leaving trails of kisses all over Baekhyun’s face. That won’t ever happen though.So instead Baekhyun wishes he could just walk up to Chanyeol, grab him by the root of his hair, and kiss him with every emotion that is bottled up in the pit of his chest.“Chanyeollie!” Baekhyun calls with a beautifully practiced forced smile, watching as Chanyeol smiles back with his eye-twitching grin filled with such happiness at their current relationship that Baekhyun knows he will never be able to tell Chanyeol his feelings.Because Chanyeol is his friend no matter how much Baekhyun wants it to be something more.