Guilt (1/1)

Your POVHow dare he talk to me like that? Like he knew why I was mean to him and always beat him up.Stupid freaking idiot he’s lucky I don't kick his head in. I hear knocking at my door and I ignore whoever it is letting myself wallow in my anger. “Come on cous open the freaking door. You know you have to go to work today.”I open the door letting him see how a sleepless night had affected me. “Shit did you get any sleep last night?”I shake my head, “No, I was up all night.”“I’m going to make Key apologize to you.”You’d think I’d want to see that, but in truth I don't want Key to get hurt. All my anger towards him disappears as I grab his hand and shake my head, “No, don’t. I was the one that lied to him.”“You didn't bring it up that was all you never lied to him.”I look at my cousin and sigh, “Still I feel somewhat guilty for it.”Minho rolls his eyes as I seemly start to fall asleep. Man my body can not keep up with one sleepless night.I almost fall over but Minho catches me and sighs, “You are going to march right back to bed and I’m going to call the company to tell them that you are sick.”“But I have to work Minho I can’t skip a day of work because my idiot boyfriend made me cry all night.”“All the better to skip out on a day especially since you’ll be working with that said boyfriend today. Who i personally think you should just have me give him a good hit.”I laugh as I shake my head, “I can’t say you won’t do whatever I tell you when I’m not there just don’t get him more mad at me.”I walk off to bed and catch up on the good few hours of sleep I missed last night.Minho’s POVHow dare he make my cousin cry? How dare he make her feel like that?He may be dating her at the moment, but that doesn’t mean he has a right to maker her cry the way he did. Jung Ae never really cried over people being mad at her, when it came too making mistakes, or when she was upset; but whenever it came to Key she has always turned into a cry baby.I walk back into the dorm and tell the guys that we’ll be heading to the company’s.“Huh, where’s Key?”Jonghyun points to his room, “He’s been in there since last night curled up in  ball.”Curled up in ball…Good he better be feeling dead inside for hurting my cousin time and time again.Yet I don’t want him to act like this I want him to have a guilt ridden face, but not for him too act like it was she who had hurt her.“I’m going to kill that freaking Diva,” I practically scream out wanting to take my anger out on him.Jonghyun grabs my arms as I punch and kick into the air, “He makes my cousin cry and he thinks he has the right to act like this.”I hear Onew and Taemin come into the room, “He made Jung Ae cry?”Jonghyun is even taking a deep breath in one at a time to remain calm. Soon the not so great looking Key walks into the room. When I say not so great looking I mean the diva must have broken his mirror into a million piece if he’s walking around looking the way he does. “Key did you look in the mirror this morning?” Jonghyun asks him. Key simply shakes his head and walks into the kitchen. How dare he look like crap when he hurt my cousin the way he did?He walks back into the living room and looks at me, “Have you seen Jung Ae this morning?”I nod my head, “Yeah, I saw her.”I walk past him and into the kitchen grabbing a bagel and wondering if I should eat more, but it’s not like I have a great appetite at the moment. “Is she mad at how I acted?”I shrug, “I’m not sure, but she’s staying home today.”“What? She hates missing work just like how she was with school… Is it my  fault?”I shrug, “I’m not sure, but she looked like hell froze over.”He looked shocked and still smiled at me sadly, “I should go and apologize to her.”He heads that way and I wonder if I should let my cousin possible explosion hurt him...She did basically tell me to stay out of it.She did also say that she’d listen to me and go to sleep and knowing her nothing can wake her up.“I told her to get some sleep so she probably went straight to bed. Not many things can wake her up from her slumber.”Key seems to get a look on his face that almost mimics panic. “What’s wrong Key?”“It’s just now I’m worried if something will happen while she’s asleep.”“Why would you care she’s the barbarian someone who you hate?”Jonghyun starts laughing, “Is that what she told you? Man other way around he had the biggest crush on her, but everytime he spoke to her he ended up being an ass not counting she had a crush on his friend.”I start laughing, “No, she hated his friend more than she hated him which wasn’t hard since she always seemed to have a thing for Key. Still she hated him because freshman year he broke her fingers a few times.”Key looks towards me, “What do you mean?”“I mean your friend broke one of her fingers several times out of his ‘harmless’ pranks. Did you know he almost light her on fire on ‘accident?’”I watch as guilt washes over his features, “I never knew that he was doing anything like that. Why would he do something like that?”I shrug, “I would say ask him, but he got in that car accident a year ago and is now a vegetable.”I watch as his face contorts to disgust, “We stopped being friends the second that he had laid an arm around her when I told him that I thought I liked her.”They looked at me, “Maybe that’s why he caused all the trouble for her having her think it was because of you... When it was kinda to begin with you’re just less to blame.”I watch as his face contorts to an even higher level of guilt and self hatred. “I’m going to my room,” is the last thing I hear from him before he disappears into his room.Jonghyun mutters, “Back into a ball he goes.”Today is just not anyone’s day is it?This is going to be hell of a time.