In The 30th: Final (1/1)

Warning: Threesome Smut, LanguageA/N: I’m a lazy writer so the scene maybe not too good, so please don’t expect too much from me T^T  It might be dirty, or lame, I don’t know. I’m not confident with this *runaway****‘You have no idea how important you are in our lives. Because of you, he stopped living in the darkness. Because of you, we learn how to love and because of you, I who just nothing before, now know how to breath and how to life.’ – Kai***"I love you..." Lu choked the words out, "both of you..."Luhan stared at the bedroom ceiling with his hazy eyes. It’s so beautiful, the essence of white from this home, giving such a calm feel and pureness, and the contrast…He gasped when his vision blocked by the tanned figure on the top of his naked body. While he was blending into the blankness of white around him, this man became contrast with his surroundings. His black locks, his dark skin, his amber colored eyes, everything about him stood out so much Lu will never  afraid of losing him in this snow colored room.“You looked happy.” The man caressed his face gently, “what are you thinking right now?”Lu didn’t answer him. He got up a bit and caught his lips. It’s so full and plump, one time wasn’t enough to enjoy it all. He devoured it bit by bit, knowing that he really enjoy kissing this brunette and never intended to stop.“You.” Lu smiled at him before he pressed their naked body even close, and their lips met once again, “I missed you…”Kai chuckled. He ran his hands on Lu’s naked hips, “you’re really good at distracting me…” he whispered on Lu’s never ending kiss, “I had to prepare you, baby, don’t make me skip it…”“Why not?” Lu gave him a playful gaze, “are you scared?”Jongin walked out from the bathroom and raised an eyebrow when he saw Lu was on his hands and knees, crying and whimpering as Kai fucking him with his fingers, “I thought you want to take your time cooing him…” he said confusely to the grunting Kai.“He really knew how to make men lost their patience…!”Lu curled his back, “stop… stop! I’m gonna…” and he screamed in frustration, because Kai just grabbed his length while pulling out his fingers from Lu, prevent Lu from his release.Jongin chuckled darkly as he scooped Lu into his arms. He didn’t say anything, only listening to every single cursing in Chinese escaped from Lu’s lips. He was so close, damn it!“I really want to kick you, but I lost my leg at this moment.” Lu whispered grudgingly at Kai. Kai took the pale toes and start placing apologetic kisses on Lu’s legs.Lu bit his inside cheek, tried hard not to scream at such gentleness. But then Jongin hands appeared under his arm and started caressing his chest. He closed his eyes, it’s better to feel them mapping his body when he was in the darkness.Jongin saw this and then he just whispered on Lu’s ear, “please, this time open your eyes, so you know what’s happen…”Lu shook his head, “it’s okay, I can see it this way…”“No, we want to see your beautiful eyes…” Now Kai whispered on his another ear and Lu became tensed when he felt how close these men. They’re just… all around him. Touching, kissing, groping, biting… he can’t tell anymore whose hands or whose lips teasing/torturing his senses.“Luhan…” Jongin kissed his ear, “please…”“Look at us...” Kai chuckled, “Look how we make you feel good…”Lu’s throat suddenly became dry. So dry that he was choked when he decided to open his hazy eyes and seeing Kai and Jongin. They stared at him with their twins’ face, while sharing the same smirk.Lu can only bit his bottom lips to hold any silly tears, feeling thankful that they were here.“Thank you…” he covered his face with both his hands, “thank you for loving me…” and then he just cried, cried so hard because of the months passed with only sorrow and longing.Jongin and Kai exchanged gaze, before Kai took Lu into his chest, “of course, we love you, and we’ve being so thankful too because you love us, despite what had happen before…”“No,” Lu shook his head, “it doesn’t matter, and I don’t care anymore.”“Relax…” Jongin placed tender kiss on Lu’s shoulders, “please don’t cry…” he drowned his face in Lu’s neck, “we love you…” his hands ruffled Lu’s now messy hair, “I love you.”It’s weird that Lu can’t stop crying now. He turned and hugged Jongin, sobbing as both man giving each other sign.Kai nodded at the silent command from Jongin and he shifted a bit.“Maybe we should stop.” Jongin whispered at Lu. That distracted Lu for crying and he stared into Jongin brownish eyes with his innocent stare.“Can you?” he asked breathlessly, before he looked upon Kai, asking the same question who made Kai smirked deviously at him.Jongin chuckled, “No, we can’t stop, but if you’re crying we feel like we’re doing something bad to you.”“Well, not we, but only you who feel that way.” Kai mumbled under his breath.Jongin glared at him.Lu caught their silent communication and he furrowed his eyebrows, “Why stop?” he asked confusedly, “before, I did everything to stop you, but you keep going. So why now?”He saw Jongin blushed. Really blushed, “but now it’s different, you can see us, so…”And Lu just said it. “You’re not confident? Should I close my eyes?”“No, just…” Jongin took a glance at Kai but it seemed Kai just watching them without words, apparently let Jongin suffering this awkward moment by himself.“But…” Lu pouted when Jongin wiped his tears, “don’t you want to be inside me? It has been so long for us, right?”Jongin took a big gulp. He never won against Lu and his cuteness. “That’s right too, but I’m afraid we’ll…”“Don’t think.” Lu gave Jongin his back, as he crawled at Kai and exposed himself completely at the brunette, “Just fuck me.” he swayed his hips a bit, teasing Jongin, “how hard is that?”Kai snickered as Lu sealed their lips together. Lu, he thought as he saw Jongin eyes turned blank, you don’t have idea what kind of animal he is, right? Lu looked up at Kai, and saw the man snickered. He felt nervous. Actually he was so nervous, why he had to lure Jongin? He was aware Jongin was dangerous when he lost control, because he already spent nights ‘making love’ with him.So he kissed Kai, mapping Kai’s body in hope the shadow would like to be his anchor. He didn’t know how Kai likes to do it. And he afraid Kai was in the same ‘dangerous’ level with Jongin, or the worst, more.Here it is, Lu slightly tensed as he felt Jongin reached him, pressed his body seductively and rubbed himself at the lone hole. He let Lu feels what will be inside him, let Lu crave for it and show fear that this thing already this big for him to handle, yet there'll be two of it.Soon, both of the beasts will be inside Lu and Lu choked as he slowly lost his own patience. He can’t wait anymore. Not when Jongin continuously nudging his entrance with his hard on.Lu turned, “what are you waiting?” he whined impatient, no, desperately, as he moved his hips and moaned when the skin met with the skin. “Why it had to be so long?”Jongin just snickered, so Kai translated it for Lu, “he means, he wants to tease you longer…”Lu didn’t like this. Not when a hand trapped his length, didn’t let him enjoying the pleasure and just cum. “Should I beg you?” He asked Jongin, tried to speak as husky as he could. Well, he already short of breath so he didn’t need to try hard, “so you can stick your fat dick inside me, and then I can wrap you, smash you with my tight wall and sent you to the peak?”Jongin groaned, and Lu knew he won the war.Only he forgot there are two of them.Teases one, you've got two greedy animals waiting to completely devour you.“You ask that yourself.” Jongin finally pushed the tip passed the ring muscle, and lu tried hard not to scream. It's hurt, it's so hurt yet it felt so right. The way Jongin slammed into him, the way Kai spread him for Jongin, and the way his wall adjusting with the intrusion, nothing wrong with it.This is where it belongs. This is where they belong.Again Lu choked but now he laughed. It’s so wonderful, the fullness and the warmness he long for months, finally went back to him. Now the other one, who never stop staring him with his amber eyes, had to share this feeling too so even though he knew he can't take two without any further preparation, he stared back at Kai, waiting the right moment to tell him what he want.He didn't want to be careful today. He didn't want to wait until his wall loosened. He wanted to be fucked at once.“Yesss…”He almost lost his soul when Jongin finally seated. He rest on Jongin chest, his hands reach Kai and he whispered on the shadow’s ear.“Now it's your turn.” He asked smugly, as if he already forget that he almost die from bliss a moment ago.Kai chuckled. “It’s okay, baby, I can wait.” He said while kissing Lu.But Lu turned his face, didn’t want Kai to distract him. “But I can't.”Kai stared at Jongin who now stopped moving, before he said to Lu again. “No, you'll tear apart.”Lu shrugged, “I love being tear apart.” He said it casually, like, he really like it. Who likes being tear apart? He mentally shouted at his own ego.“No…” Jongin shifted and whispered on Lu’s ear, “Listen, Lu…” Lu winced at the fullness inside him. How could he even forget he was planted to Jongin? “You can’t just… it’s dangerous-…”“Why not?” Lu tried the move he used to read in BL novel. He threatened Jongin by tensing his wall around the man.Jongin grunted in bliss, “stop it, stop it. I’ll cum.” Lu closed his eyes and let his wall sucked the hardness, until Jongin sighed in defeat, “ok, ok. Please stop.”Lu now took a glance at Kai, “what are you’ve been afraid of?” He opened himself wide and ran his slim hand around the stretched entrance, “don’t you want to stick your huge stick in me too? Oppa?”Hearing his needy moan made Kai positioned himself in front of his crotch, “so this is what you want?” he hissed at the beauty. Lu can't even answer that. He kissed Jongin to distract him from the future pain.But Kai grabbed his jaw, turned Lu to face him so Lu can see how dangerous the glint of fire in his eyes as he grinned, “don’t turn away. You had to see how the magic works.” He growled.Lu bit his bottom lips. He wanted to say aloud how gorgeous the shadow right now but under that predatory gaze, he can only melted.“Right.” Jongin chuckled as he helped Kai by spreading Lu even wider, and Lu watched with anticipation and the same time, fear, when Kai just opened the lube and poured the cold liquid on his occupied hole. Lu tried hard not to close his eyes but the coldness from the oil and the warmness from Jongin just try to kill him.And then Kai just slipped his fingers.Lu mewls.“Damn, he’s too tight.” Kai grunted.Jongin got up a bit, “How about I pulled out and you first?” he offered.Kai answered him with a snort, “how that can make any difference?” he said while scissoring his fingers, tried to get some more room.Lu curled his back, “Jongin… Jongin it’s hurt…!” he reached Kai hands, tried to pull Kai away, “don’t touch there… ahh!”Kai grabbed both his hands then inserted the third fingers inside Lu.Jongin took Lu’s hands from Kai, “how about we pushed in at once?”“Noooo!” Lu became so close to explosion at such dangerous offer, “I’ll dieeeee!”Kai stopped moving. “Don’t be kidding.” He curled his fingers inside, and grabbed Lu’s leg which tried to kick him on the face.“Don’t worry, baby.” Kai leaned in and caught Lu’s lips, kissing him sloppily, “he’s just kidding. Jongin just loves joking around…”“I’m so close…” Lu sobbed, “Can you please let me come? Just… just this once?”Jongin drowned his face on Lu's hair, grunting incoherent words while his hand still securely wrapped around Lu’s throbbing member.Kai translated it for Lu. “I'm afraid if we let you, then we had to punish you.” He said, smirked playfully as he pulled out his fingers from Lu. He had enough preparing.“Please,” Lu begged Jongin, “Please.”“No.” Jongin catch Lu’s jaw and made him watch as Kai slowly drove in.Lu bit his bottom lips. “It’s hurt… God…” he cried when he saw Kai disappeared into him.  Again, his walls tensed in protest, they had to adjust with these strangers intruding their space.Jongin began pumped Lu carefully to relax the inner wall, but then Lu bucked his hips in frustration -because he was so fucking close- Jongin just covered the tip again and Lu moaned out loud, when he had the most painful orgasm ever. Every single muscle in him burning as he felt Kai and Jongin rubbed together inside him.“This is amazing…” Kai said in appreciation at the frictions created between them, while Jongin just move his hips, tried to bury himself deeper. Kai soon followed, holding onto Lu as he moved his hips in the same rhythm with Jongin.And when they both slammed deep inside until their balls met, Jongin released Lu and the blondie just let out a shrill as he cummed hard in between his own stomach and Kai’s.*Lu stared emptily at the headboard. He was on his hands and knees, didn’t feel anything anymore except Kai who knelt behind him, slammed into him over and over. Then he felt someone ruffled his hair, and he looked up. Jongin knelt too in front of him, and he knew what will happen. It’s Jongin favorite. Sucking the candy, that’s how they called it. Lu didn’t really like it, because Jongin can’t keep his control and in the end Lu always lost a few strand hair, or more. What if he got balding before he reached 30?“Promise me, don’t hold my hair too tight.” Lu whispered, before he licked the candy. Jongin just chuckled but he nodded in agreement, while Kai behind Lu slapped his butt playfully, making Lu jerked in surprise.“What?!”Lu whined at him. Kai winked at him and give him a cheesy heart sign, before he moved again.Lu can’t help but scowled at such silly affection, but he blushed as he went back sucking Jongin.The time he wrapped Jongin into his heat, he heard his lover growled, " heaven... "Lu winced."Let me translate him for you, ok? Baby?” As if Kai can feel his disappointment, Kai hugged him, slowing his pace before he whispered on Lu’s ear, “Such an insensitive beast, he is.” He chuckled lightly and Lu never felt so warm before hearing such soft voice. “You know, he means you're our heaven, our love, our perfection, and no one ever replace your preciousness in our heart."Lu felt his eyes got teary at such gentleness. He raised his head to meet with Jongin’s softened eyes. And what makes his heart throbbing so hard that Jongin ran his big hands on Lu’s damp cheeks to wipe his tears, even though he just asked Lu to suck his dick.And that makes Lu believe he’s not a sex toy. He’s precious.*Jongin kissed Lu, their lips never really parted as Kai and him sandwiched Lu in the middle of their messy bed, Kai rest on his side behind Lu, while Jongin took place in the front. Their thrusts are fast and deep, and all Lu can do were sobbing and shuddering in bliss every time they stabbed his already sore walls. But he didn’t care. As long as they hit his prostate, as long as their hands didn’t stop ghosting over his body, as long as they keep whispering love and praises to his lips, nothing else matter."So good..." Lu was shaking when Kai grabbed his length, pumping him to meet with their harsh thrusts, and Lu didn't even have any chance to say that it was so good to be loved.Jongin whispered on Lu’s lips, “so close, baby…”“Yeah, me too… kind of…” Kai grunted.And they just did their final thrust together, sending Lu to another world, another dimension where he can only see white, where everything moved in slow motion, and for a moment, they made Lu blind.And in the process, their body just turned numb for a mere second.They filled him to the farthest place they can reach, pressed their body until there’s no place for air in between them. They hugged each other, tried to capture this moment, so later they can remember their unison was priceless. Nothing can be compared with this fullness and complete-ness, they knew it as they stared into each other eyes. They saw it in Lu’s sated smile too, and they became relieved because they did the right thing.This is how we make love. They mentally said as they began showering Lu with kisses and touches as many as they could.They knew this moment will passed by, but they tried to keep it, to remember it as their first time. Now they’re finally together. The three of them.“Are you okay?" Kai asked Lu hoarsely.Lu shook his head. How could he’s still be okay, after being showered by this much love? No, he's definitely not."This is..." Lu stared at Jongin then at Kai, " this is real, right?” He asked hesitantly, “what happen today, what happen between us, this is not my dream, right?""God Lu, you’re such a cutie pie..." Kai kissed his lips, chuckled, "of course this is..."Lu didn’t hear anything anymore. Everything just turned black, and then a sudden kick hit him, returned him to the reality and his eyes shot open.He gasped.Luhan stared at the bedroom ceiling. It’s no longer beautiful the time he realized that he was alone, in a tidy bed, with the clothes still on him. He looked around at the snow colored room with a heart fell. This room screamed loneliness and emptiness everywhere, his body became trembled, as he recalled the last thing that had been caught by his ear,‘…your dream…’And with that he screamed in despair.***'I really hope I have a courage to bravery show my love to you, to bravery claim you, to make you proud of me, just like how you treasure the existence of my half soul...' - Jongin***Jongin immediately ran to the bedroom when he heard Lu was screaming.“What's happen?!” He asked worriedly as he climbed to the bed and tucked scared Lu under his arm, “did you just having nightmare?”Lu tucked his face into Jongin chest, silently sob at this insecurity. “I... I don't know. I have a dream... What's happen... Why he said it's only a dream...”Jongin furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. He caressed Lu’s back to calm him down and finally asked, “Are you okay now?” he whispered gently.Lu looked up. “How long I’d been sleeping?” he afraid asking about Kai, or afraid to ask if they really made love, why he woke up alone? Why they didn’t stay near him, why they left him in this ugly, lonely bedroom?“It's almost evening already.”Lu perked up, because the voice came not from Jongin, but from a figure who walked out bathroom just in his boxer.Kai smirked at Lu, “You almost kill me in the shower, sweety. What if I tripped and broke my neck?” he said huskily as he climbed to take his place near Lu.Suddenly, Lu became less tensed when Kai presented beside him and the blondie just can’t stop staring at the man dazely. He’s still tucked inside Jongin safe embrace when he reached out and poked Kai’s fresh face with his finger.Kai and Jongin watched this act with the same amusement sparked in their eyes.“Are you real?” Lu asked innocently. It’s hard to remind that he was far older than them when he became like this.And Kai tried hard to control his lust over such cuteness. He’s weak with cute things, so did Jongin. So he just smirked again, “am I look like a ghost to you?” he said in mocking tone.Lu pouted at the rudeness. It’s new. He never knew Kai had rude mouth. But he guessed he can bear with it. “Then, how you can get here?” he asked curiously. Since he knew they were different, Kai and Jongin, he keeps asking himself how Kai got his body. How he appeared every 30th night and where he’s from.Kai ruffled his hands on Lu’s hair, “I wish I know myself.” He leaned in and just kissed Lu without any permission, “btw, I didn’t say it’s a dream.” He made clarification from what Lu had blurted out before, “you passed out, my cutie pie, you might not hear it all…”“What do you mean?” Lu titled his head.Kai smiled at him, and Jongin just repeats the sentence in Lu’s ear.'of course this is not your dream...'In no time, Lu’s face just became flustered. He pushed Kai away from him and tucked his face into Jongin chest, thinking why he always embarrassed himself in front of this shadow.“Why are you hiding?” Jongin chuckled at Lu.“I’m embarrassed.”“Don’t be. I can forget it if you want to.” Kai said gently.“Really?” Lu took a peek but the time he saw Kai bit his own lips, in a process of holding his laugh, Lu went back hiding into Jongin.“Hey,” Kai tried to lure Lu out, “Lulu?”“Don’t touch me, I’m embarrassed right now.”Kai gritted his teeth, while Jongin already squeezed Lu, “so cute…” he gasped. “Lu please stop you make me turned into pedophile…” he said with blushed face.Kai tugged Lu’s back shirt, “so, when will you stop embarrassed with me?” and he chuckled when he saw Lu’s hand tried to yank his hand from the shirt.“Dunno.” Lu grunted as he hugged Jongin and closed his eyes, tried to catch some more sleep.Jongin looked down and saw Lu was closing his eyes. “So,” he saw Kai snatch a kiss from Lu’s chubby cheek, “I take you will be around this time?” Jongin asked.Kai rested on his elbow behind Lu. He played with Lu’s hair strand, “Maybe for a while.” They felt Lu shifted, “besides, ten months without my beauty…” with that the hands ran down until it slipped into Lu’s pants, “I had to make up for that, right, lulu?”Lu grabbed Kai hand, pout and blush still on his face as he made it clear to Kai. for now, anyone had to stay away from Luhan’s firm butt because it was sore. Yeah, now he can feel how stung and empty he became, Lu got embarrassed even more for screaming because of nonsense.Kai grabbed Lu’s pale hand instead and brought it to his chest.“What about staying forever?” Jongin chuckled when Lu silently order him to kick Kai for his pervertness.“I can’t.”And because of that, Lu just turned and gave Kai a look.Kai shook his head, so Lu whispered, “Why?”For the first time since they met, Lu saw hurt in Kai eyes. “I can’t stay for long. I might be around for days, or weeks, but later, there’ll be only the two of you.”That sure makes both Lu and Jongin frowned.“No.” Lu shook his head, “where will you go, then?”“To where I belong to,” Kai gasped when he said it, “it called the Nothingness.”It must be like hell, Lu thought. Just by the name, if it’s not hell then it must be boring as hell because there was really nothing in there.“Can we just stay like this?” Lu asked, he can’t imagine, to be alone in such place and sure it will break his heart if Kai had to life like that. “I love you. Jongin cared about you. Is it enough reason for you to stay?”Kai touched Lu’s face. “It’s not me who decide, baby. When the time comes, then I’ll just go.”“Because he was illegally created.” Jongin murmured. He slightly feel guilty for turning Kai into like this. “It’s my fault.”“No it’s not.” Kai said firmly to Jongin, “It’s not a fault. I’m so blessed that I have my very own body. I’m very thankful with Jongin who let me know this world.” He stared deeply into Lu’s eyes, “and let me in love with you.”“No.” Lu shook his head. “It’s not right. So you want me to pass every single day with this fear that one day you'll just leave us?”Jongin caressed Lu’s back. “Baby, all mortals facing the fact that every day we could die.” He whispered into Lu’s ear. “We don't know when we die but we know we will.”Kai smiled gently, “and that’s make our lives precious.” he brought Lu’s hand to his lips to kiss it, before he brought it back to his chest to grab it even tighter.“At least he's still here.” Jongin smiled too as he keep soothing Lu with nice words. “At least now we're together. We had to be thankful for that.”With that Lu just hugged kai, didn't want to waste any single moment anymore. He didn't cry, he tried to, but this time, when the sun finally set down and the darkness succumbed the bedroom, they just curled up together, the three of them, and Lu cannot think something more perfect than this.*End*A/N: Okay, this might be the end (for now) sorry if I ruined it because writing smut is hard!