I Love Your Girl (1/2)

Jessica Jung

I was just sitting there on my couch, still completely motionless.

I still didn't know what to do. My cellphone was in my hand and I know that I meant to call Donghae but I somehow couldn't even force myself to do it.

Because I didn't want to break him more. Because I didn't want him to know...

All because it somehow felt like I had betrayed him and somehow I didn't want to accept that as my reality.

I had just cheated on my boyfriend with his bestfriend and there was nothing that I could say or do that would change that fact and somehow I didn't want to accept that. I didn't want to accept the fact that I had been cruel and was about to break Donghae, to shatter his heart into a million pieces.

Suddenly my phone started to ring in my hand. My eyes opened wide when I realized who it was.

Yuri.

"Hello" I answered.

"I told him..." She simply muttered.

My heart sank. I knew that the next thing to happen would be him searching for me. He would probably come here.

"How did it-" I was saying but she cut me off. "Bad" She answered.

"We fought" Yuri let out.

"Are you okay?" I asked her.

"I've had worse" Yuri said as she smiled.

"Look, he's probably gonna show up there. If I know him all too well, he'll be drunk"

"If he does that...don't call the police okay? Call me" Yuri said.

"Okay" I answered.

"I'll talk to you later" Yuri said as she hung up.

I put the phone on the table and looked down. What had I gotten into. These two...

Why did I have to fall in love with Yuri? I asked myself again and again, I asked my heart.