I Love Your Girl (1/2)

Jessica Jung

I know what I said to her. That I would fight with her. I saw Yuri's back leaving my apartment and to be honest I couldn't help but feel uneasy.

What we did last night, was so wrong. A part of me was happy but the other...was crawling through the dirt.

Yuri was lovely, I could see that she loved me deeply, but I couldn't help but feel like crap.

I didn't admit to Yuri but I also felt bad for Donghae, it's not like I would gladly start dating his friend without any sentiment of guilt.

I sighed loudly as I sat down on my couch.

Sure Kwon Yuri, I love you, sure we can fight...

But how do we do it? What do we do?I wondered. I looked at the coffee table and my phone's screen was bright, I grabbed it.

"Donghae 7 missed calls, 1 message"

Why was he hurting himself? More importantly he was hurting me. He was hurting me a lot.

What could I say to him?

"Sorry but I like your best friend and just had sex with her?"

And Yuri was supposed to get me back with Donghae when she came here. I snorted a little.

Kwon Yuri

"It's Jessica isn't it?" Yoona said as she looked at me.

I didn't really have anything else to tell her. I just told her that I wanted to break up with her, that I needed sometime to straighten out my feelings, that I wasn't sure of what I felt for her. In the end, I didn't lie, I had only been using Yoona and I think she noticed it because of her next words to me.

"Tsk, I knew it..."

"Aish what is this...?" She said in disbelief.

I only looked at her.

"I already knew about your feelings for Jessica, I mean...it's out there for the whole world to see" Yoona said, clearly annoyed.

"How..." I muttered but she quickly cut me off.

"I mean, it's the looks you know, it was completely different, the way you looked at her and the way you looked at me" Yoona said.

I could only think of one question in the midst of all this really.

"Are you not mad at me?" I suddenly asked."No, I mean, I am, but...I somehow am not" Yoona said as she looked confused.

She looked at me.

"Thank you, for your honesty?" Yoona said as she left the coffee shop.

Of course I didn't tell her that I just came from Jessica's house from a night of sex. Of course I didn't tell her about all the things that happened.

I only told her that...I wanted to break up with her. And she somehow guessed it was because of Jessica.

Women usually have a better intuition than men. I left the coffee shop and got inside my car. I drove to my apartment.

I saw a familiar someone sitting in front ot the door to my building. The sight of him only made my heart sink lower.

He looked distraught and to be honest a bit like a hobo.

I was thinking of what to say to him as I walked towards him.

He got up and hugged me tightly.

"Yuri" He said as he hugged.