I need you (1/1)

If I leave now, good good good, yeah

Everything I'll meet, great great, yeah

My lightened heart work work, baby

Already, already in front of my eyes

It glimmers, it glimmers but I hesitate, why?I dance through the rhythm on the stage with my backup dancers, its tiring when i have to dance and sing through the song until its finished, but i enjoyed it so i sing with smile on my face.My breath is full chasing it, the world isn't everything

Even if I walk all day, the landscape will never been seen

I wrote on white paper, why my heart smells like ink

I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling to youDancebreak timeIf wind blows, good good good, yeah

Everything that unfolds, great great, yeah

My changing heart, work work, babyAlready, already in front of my eyes

It glimmers, it glimmers but I hesitate, why?Soon as the song finished, i was panting for breath but i know this debut would be a success. If it were'nt for the company, it was for me. I made this song and i'm proud of it. This is my first week of debut with 'Why' and i already won triple crown. As i walk into company, everyone look at me with honor and proud. Woobin, my manager also shows that he is really proud of me. He decide to make a small party between us, he bought me pizza and juices."I know you're on diet but just this time, okay?""Pizza!" I squiled excitingly. Soon as he opened the boxes, i eat it roughly. I've been wanting to eat this for two months."Craving satisfied" i said to him. He smile as he look at me."You wanna know something?" he asked."What?" i take my juices and drank it. Usually people drink it with coke, but my tummy can't bear drinking cola because i'm gastritis."They're coming back tomorrow." I stop eating, even with my mouth full of pizza, i stop munching. I thought there was still two months to go but i remember that i was too busy with my debut solo that i forgot its been two months already.Good job, Gyeoul. At least you've done something without him in your mind. At least you're not that crazy in love with Park Jimin. "Great" i said, then i take another bite."Great?" he asked."Yeah great" i take another bite again."I thought you're gonna jump like crazy but-""Great because at least i'd do something to make me busy, at least i am not that crazy in love with Park Jimin."Liar. That is all i need to say to myself. I've been thinking about him during my sleeping, wake up, eat, dance, whatever, he is my mind.Hae Gyeoul, you're surely have fallen for him. You are madly in love.He's been missing for more than a month, no phone calls, no text messages. I miss him, i wanted to tell him that but i can't. He's busy. He is too busy.Thank god i'd make myself busy, tomorrow, i'm not meeting him because my schedule was packed, i probably would not getting enough sleep again. GOD I'M MISSING PARK JIMIN SO BAD! My phone is with Woobin again today, i am doing rehearsal, dance, sing, dance, sing, interview, special mc blah blah whatever."Thank you, i will work hard!" I bow and leave the stage panting in breath. The stylist all are around me to wipe my sweat and re-make up my face. "Good, now we're going home." Woobin say as he grabbed my bag and stuff. Its already late at night and we're heading to my apartment."Wash your face and get enough sleep."I pressed my door code and enter my house, looking at it a little bit neat than before i leave. I don't want to think about it then i throw my bag on the sofa and move to my bathroom to clean myself before i go to bed. "Gyeoul!" I woke up to the sound of my manager, Woobin is knocking my door. I slowly stand and walk to the door. He look at my messed hair with widen eyes."You're still sleeping?""We have no schedule today, okay." I almost closed the door when he stop me."Its your mom" he said, i stopped whatever i am doing and open the door wide again. "What?""Its your mom funeral anni-""I'll shower now!"Shit shit shit how could i forget?! I slap myself."How could you forget about your family Gyeoul?!" I yell at myself in the bathroom."Stop complaining yourself, just be quick!" Woobin yell from the outside. I wore my black dress and let my wet hair dry in the car. We bought two flower for Hongbin and my mom. Soon as we arrived, I let Woobin wait me inside the car. Before i could step out from the car, Woobin stop me."Hey" i turn to look at him."Jimin wi-""Later""But-""I'm late" I give him as an excuse.Its not about Jimin now, stop thinking about Jimin now. You're too busy to get rid of him from your mind that you forget the person who you're truly love, Gyeoul.  I put the flower on my mom's grave."I'm sorry, mom" i pause and let my tears fall on the floor."I miss you" my voice cracked."I'm sure you're happy there, right? I'm sure you're with dad.... Hongbin..." i pause again and force myself to gather the strenght."I'm lonely, mom" i fell on my knees as i look at Hongbin's grave next to her."Hey..." i whisper and smile even if it hurts."I wish ooh ooh ring my bell, i want you ooh ooh ring my bell." I sing the song with my voice cracked."I should've realized if i miss him so bad i would just come here, Hongbin. He might make me falling for him hard, but you will always be more than a memories in me. Everytime i think about you, i feel really calm, i didn't feel empty anymore. Then i realized, i need to ring your bell. That you'll always wait for me to ring your bell." I stopped crying and wipe away my tears."I love both of you." i stop talking and just stand there, watching at the flower petals that will slowly dried once i leave."I'd ring your bell" i heard a soft voice behind me. The voice i've been missing so bad the past few months. I slowly turn around and saw Jimin with black suit and touched up hair, look at me with his unreadable eyes."But there's no answer" he say, which make i realize that Woobin had my phone a week ago. I try to seach it in my pocket, but its not there. I look at Jimin, that is taking something from his pocket. He then wave it front of me. My phone. "How did yo-" before i could answer, he walk towards me slowly, making me stepping back but i can't. He then pull me into his embrace. There. The strong hand that i'd been missing for the past few months. We say nothing, but i know he is having a hard time to let me go since he hug me so tight."I miss you" he whisper to me with his hand stroking my hair."I miss you so bad"Then suddenly, my vision goes blurred and my head is hurt.Everything is black. I try to call for Jimin but i only murmur something he couldn't catch up. Then my whole world was shutted. Author's POV"She don't have enough sleep and stressed. She's been holding the pain that i think it might cause because she is lonely. Please don't let these things happened again or it'll only made her feel worse."Jimin look at Gyeoul who is laying on the bed in her house, he'd call for his personal doctor to come and check her. Apparently she's fine physically but not mentally."Urgghh" he hum in her sleep, then she slowly opened her eyes, looking around slowly, her gaze lend on him who was looking at her in guilt."Gyeoul?""Hey" she whisper "you're back""Goddamit Gyeoul you're making me worried!""Jimin" she call for his name."Yes?"Gyeoul look into his eyes, how much he missed her."Will you stay with me today?" she asked making him smile and stroke her cheek."Always" he crawled to her bed and lay next to her while Gyeoul put her head on his chest, without she realized, she smile."Where have you been?" she asked him, Jimin only reply with a sigh."I-""Three freaking month?"he bite his lips and look into my eyes."I'm sorry i had to leave, i seriously too busy to text you. I only allowed to update something on sns and return back my phone to manager hyung. I really really don't mean to leave you alone.""That's okay... i've been doing something good when you're gone.""You're torturing me.""What?""What? That music video. That photoshoot. This blonde hair. I've been dying to meet you. I can't sleep until i heard your voice. Knowing that you're doing solo tortured me a lot. I was the first person who supposed to know but unfortunately i am not.""Jimin..." i look at him, he didn't reply my gaze but only reply me with a sigh."I was too busy that i ended up getting angry at myself.""Jimin...""Ring My Bell" he said, then look at me."Huh?""Its for me, right?"My face goes red, i try to hide it and look anywhere but not his gaze, but Jimin cupped my face at first place and i was fall in his gaze.Slowly, he break the gap between our lips. His lips catch mine, feeling the soft cherry lips on mine again was such a heaven. I couldn't help but fall with his charms. The kiss was soft, yet so innocent and i didn't want him to move. When i try to breathe, Jimin take the advantage of my parted lips and go deeper. I couldn't help but react to his kiss.I run my hand through his back hair and that moment, i know, both of us couldn't resist and avoid the fact that we are thirsty to each other love. We need one another. Jimin hand was now on my waist, slowly he move until i realized he was just on top of me. He smile between our kisses and whisper "babe, i really couldn't lie that i miss your touch" i smile back."Me too" i whisper, Jimin move deeper and deeper until both of us are panting for breath."I love you, Park Jimin." I say to him softly.