Ring My Bell (1/2)

Gyeoul's POVToday is my first day continue my normal life as a composer after a month i've been resting at home. My income as Winter-J is increase after fans knew everything about me, my family, my life and my love story with Jimin. Now we're star-crossed lover. Jimin be doing his comeback again as Bangtan members with new released tittle 'Fire'. The choreo is tiring and they're working crazily that he had no time to meet me, even make a phone call. I bet he's really busy just by looking at his schedule on fancafe -I had an account on fancafe but i keep it anonymous for the sake of my identity- he even had a hard time to reply my message. Sometimes he reply an hour after my text, sometimes he didn't reply it at all.Now he's in Europe, going to do some shooting there. Its been a month i fell asleep alone, without his goodnight wish, without his sweet scent and gentle touch. I miss him, but all i could do was checking his fancafe and other sns account silently, not willing to disturb his work."Hae Gyeoul" someone knock on my door from the outside "are you ready yet?" my manager called my name.I quickly grab my bag and my precious notebook, then walk to the door. I open it and saw my manager, Kim Woo Bin. The giant man with tall 6′ 2″ feet who make me look much small when i stand next to him. I smile to him."Welcome back to work, oppa." I said, making him pout."I want more break" he said and look at me, up and down."You're just going to wear this?" he asked, i nodded.What's up with my outfit anyway? I only wear jeans and red converse high with plain white t-shirt. Woobin sigh with his head shaking side by side."You must've trapped in your house for a month that makes you too stupid to know what kind of weather outside." he said, making me confuse."Why?" i asked, he then take off his jacket and wrapped it around me."Its cold, winter is coming back.""What month-""October" he cut me."Oh" i reply slowly.So its not a month, its been two month Jimin didn't contact me. Because the last time i checked his last call was in September. Oh. Stupid Jimin. I miss you so much. When we were in the car, Woobin turn on the radio. Unfortunately, the dj play the song FIRE. Which makes Woobin to turn off it naturally, knowing i didn't meet him for a long time."Sorry" he said, which makes me laugh."Why?""I know you missed him""No i'm not. He's working and that's okay.""I checked your tab before and......""and?" i asked, which makes him look at me with guilt."I just found out you're having an anonymous account in their fancafe, you even stalk his other sns account. Did you?" my eyes widen, then i quickly cover it with a hum."Sorry, if Bang PD-nim asked you about my sns account, please say i have none accept twitter and instagram. Just like he asked to.""That's fine, Gyeoul. Loving a world star is good, but loving a world star while you're an idol is not good. Your life is being hacked by your own manager and controlled by your CEO. That's not okay.""Okay i promise i will delete the account soon.""Now, please. I don't want to get fired because of that."I sigh and grab my tab from my bag, i deleted all my anonymous account on weibo, daum fancafe and others. Just leaving my instagram and twitter."Done""Good" he pause, his eyes is still focused on the road, but his mouth will never stop bubling "i'm sorry""That's fine, i'm not getting you fired."He enter the building parking lot slowly and park the car."I heard they'll be doing another three months tour so they'll not here in Korea for about-"Blah blah i don't want to hear it, i'm going to work. Soon as i enter my studio, i smell me. I really miss this place. I've been working on two songs during the day i rested. That's why i have no idea that the weather outside is changing. Then i grab my headphone and usb, hearing the sample song i've been working.p/s : please hear Taeyeon-Why and Suzy-Ring My BellI turn on Ring My Bell which i've been working during the day i think about himSomeone's calling from somewhere. Is that you?

I'm excited, actually

Even today I pulled out my mind and stared it

Thinking youThe moment he came to my house secretly every night for comfort, I act like I don't like it, that he might get busted, but I love it actually.I'm afraid you might leave if I say I like you

So I'm trying to hide my mind

But I love you so much like thisI wanted to call him, to talk nonsense thing we used to do everytime he's with me, everytime he had me in his arms, but i'm afraid he's too busy that he forgotten me, that he'll get annoyed by meI wish ooh ooh ooh Ring My Bell

I want you ooh ooh Ring My BellI want him to call me, I want him to want me, I want him to ring my bell, I want him to cure this sick feeling of missing himWhenever we met

If you hear my heart racing

Please don't say anything

And just hug meI'm missing those body, i'm missing those arms wrapped around meShow your mind

Its not awkward

Come to me gentlyPlease say this to me, Park Jimin. So that i don't look like i'm the only one who want you

I wish ooh ooh ooh Ring My Bell

I want you ooh ooh Ring My BellCall me, please?Whenever we meet