His flawless feeling and (1/2)

Jimin’s Pov

I enter our dorm with a heavy eyes. Fuck. I felt really tired. Guess what other members doing right now. I enter our bedroom and throw my bag on the bed. Taehyung was playing card with J-hope hyung. Jungkook is playing with his laptop. Suga hyung just finished bath and Rapmon is sleeping with his headphones on. Yes I am tired but my tummy is growling.

So I walked to the kitchen to see what to eat. But I saw Jin hyung is in the kitchen.

“Hyung…” He shook his head and look at me. His eyes was red and teary. He must been crying just now.

“Oh hey you’re home. We left a food for you in the fridge. Want me to heat it? Then you should go and clean yourself before eat.” He said with a weak voice.

For some reason, I feel guilty seeing him like this.

He is still my brother, and I respect him. Even if both of us having some arguing since the day he punch me.

I nodded and walk to the bathroom. I turn on the hot water and let it touch my skin. When will this war ended? When will they stop hurting each other?

After done cleaning myself, then I walk to the kitchen. I sit in front of Jin hyung and take the bowl of soup that he always did. He look at me that makes me stop eating.

“If you think you can’t fight that feeling, breakup with Hana and be with Gyeoul. You said to Gyeoul you can’t be with her because of your status, but why you date Hana? That’s why Gyeoul is so mad at you. She really think that you are playing with her feeling.”

He sigh.

“Let it be. One fine day she will find someone else and I hope that person is you.” His words really touched me. As a guy, I really think Jin is so honest with his words.

I jump on my bed next to Taehyung.

“How’s your Winter-J debut?” He ask me.

“Yeah pretty hot.” I said and close my eyes.

“I really miss Gyeoul noona, well we were so close before.” Jungkook said and I let out a big sigh.

“If you didn’t hang around with Hana then you still close with Gyeoul now.”

“I know… sometimes I think we hurt her. So that’s why she was not close to us anymore.” He said again.

I sigh again and close my eyes with my headphones on. I was really tired. So better I go to sleep now.

Gyeoul’s Pov

“Stop the debut now.” I said looking at Hana with my glare.

She chuckled.

“Who are you to make me doing that?”

“Stop or you’ll regret.”

“Look, we already dating and now is to only way to confirm it in front of everyone in this world. And it means you can’t disturb us anymore. And it also mean that Jin is mine.” She said with a smirk.

“I am not joking right now, stop or one of you will get hurt.” I glare at her and walk away. She know what to do if she didn’t want Jin to get hurt.

After meeting Hana just now, I push the door of the waiting room. We share the same room. I look around and there is no one. I walk to Jin’s bag and take his bottle.

I take something from my pocket.

It was my neutralize poison that I made to cause someone who drink it vomiting.

It was a poison that was made by raw eggs, detergent, salt water, mustard, vinegar, baking soda, milk of magnesia and citrus fruit juices.

I put it inside his bottle. Thank god the bottle was black so he can’t see the color.

Then I put it back inside his bag than walked outside.

I keep walking passing all the staff to Jimin.

There was Jin standing next to him. I look at Hana that was standing in front of him. Giving my hint.

It was our turn to perform, and Jin’s turn still 20 minutes more.

Author’s Pov

Jin see the performance of Gyeoul and Jimin with his heart breaking into pieces.

After their performance done, they walk down the stage. I pull Gyeoul hands to follow me and we stop at the backyard.

“What do you want?” She ask him harshly.

He look at her into her eyes.

“I just wanted to say goodbye.” She widen her eyes.

“G-goodbye?”

He nodded slowly.

“When I enter the stage, its mean we can’t be together, forever. I didn’t want it to happen but I have to. So I want you to stop hurting yourself. Because we already hurt. I just want you to know that I really love you. Even if I try to deny it but I can’t. I can’t stop my heart that was screaming when I saw you and Jimin with that dance. I said it honestly, that I really really love you. I miss you so damn much. I want to be with you. But everything is just not controlled. Now I want you to stop loving me, try to love Jimin. If you are dating with Jimin, the world is still can be controlled. I know my word just hurt you more and I wish this is the last time your heart broken into pieces. I’m sorry and I always do.” His tears already rolled down his cheeks.

Gyeoul was speechless. When Jin leave her away, she can’t speak or even moved. Her tears already rolled down her cheeks.

Everything is done.

Gyeoul’s Pov

I push the door and saw Jin is opening his water bottle, which I put the poison inside it. I quickly run to him and snatch the bottle from him and drink it recklessly. He look at me curiously. I drank it until it was left nothing inside it.

“I-I was sooooo tired during the performance so sorry. I just saw this and can’t control myself cause I was toooo thirsty.” I said with a giggle.

I AM SO DEAD!

It taste like… it’s the worst water like you drink a pee. Oh my god.

I feel like……… my stomach is……… growling.