What I give you, I get it (1/2)

Gyeoul's Pov

How are you? I’m sure you are fine.

How am I? I’m the most healthier girl.

But that’s all just a physical.Deep inside our heart, I’m pretty sure we are hurt.

We are the most heartbreaking human being. Cause we hurt each other.

I guess you didn’t do anything for now. It was me, it was me that keep hurting you.

And my heart hurts too. MUCH.

I want to stop it. But I can’t.

There are more plan that I planned. Its all just to hurt you.

I don’t know how much evil I am right now.

I don’t know when I could stop this.

But as you know, I love you.

I love you that I can’t stop it.

I love you until I forced myself to replace the words LOVE to HATE.

But there he is. Trying to take my heart and trying to make me forget about you.

He was trying to take away my pain. And he just might make me smile but the whole time I’m wishing it was you.

“Yeollie!” I feel cold on my left cheek. I shook my head and saw Jimin was smiling at me. He bought me a cola.

It reminds me of Jin when he bought me a cola and we were chatting under the shady tree at the school backyard.

I sigh.

I will make my debut at M!Countdown today. In 20 minutes from now, I was ready with my stage outfit. A long sleeve black and shiny dress. And Jimin with his black coat.

I am ready with a microphone on my right cheek.

“I’m sure you felt nervous. That’s how I am when I make my first debut and live cameras everywhere.”

He said in calm tone to calm me down.

Just then someone enter the room. It was Jin. Alone. Jimin look at me.

“I’ll wait you outside.” He walk away from us.

I stand up from my seat and look at him.

We were staring each other. It was the long stare. We were mute each other.

It was the pain in his eyes. Makes me feel guilty.

He lend me a tin of coke.

“Good luck for your debut.” He said in weak tone. Then turn around to walk away, I stop him by holding his hands. He turn around facing me.

“That’s all? What else do you want to say?”

He look at me.

“You should be on the stage with me, not Jimin.”

I sigh.

“Then you should be with me, not Hana.” I said and let out a big sigh.

“I hope you won’t regret.” He let go off my hands and walk away leaving me alone.

Regret? I already feel that. But I have no choice. This is the only way to hurt you.

Author’s Pov

Jin closed the door and look at Jimin that was waiting outside.

“Please take care of her. Cause I won’t be able to be with her forever.”

“What do you mean?” Jimin look at him curiously.

“I am going to debut with Hana too next week. Like you guys. When this happen means we can’t be together forever. So I give her to you. Take a good care of her.” He try to walk away but Jimin stop him.

“Hyung! You know this will just hurt her more.”