8-10-2010 (1/1)

TaeyoungHome at last. I really hope Taesun-oppa is home; otherwise I’ll be eating dinner alone as per usual. “Taesun-oppa!! I’m home!! Are you here??”*enters apartment, looks around*Hhh… I guess not.Three years ago mom and dad decided to move to Busan. They visit us every few months though. They had to move because their jobs here in Seoul weren’t enough to support the family and a really big company in Busan was offering jobs with really good money.  I didn’t wanna go with them because I didn’t wanna leave my friends and of course I couldn’t face the fact of being separated from my brothers.Of course it turns out I was wrong. I hardly see my brothers anymore. Taesun-oppa is in college and he’s also an SM trainee so he always comes home very late at night after practice. Taemin-oppa lives in a dorm and he’s too busy being in SHINee and I get to only see him on school days. That is if he is at school and if I can get pass the mob of fans and stalkers.The same thing happens to my friends. Since Sulli debuted in f(X), I hardly ever see her. Why do all the people closest to me have to be in the entertainment business?*turns on tv, SHINee is performing Hello on Music Bank**camera suddenly zooms in on Taemin*Taemin-oppa…Do you know how much I missed you?*starts crying*  Taesun*walks inside the apartment*“Taeyoung-ah! I’m home! I brought kimchi jiggae too!”No answer. Maybe Taeyoung’s in the shower.Wait, did I hear someone crying?“Taeyoung-ah!”“Yes oppa”, called out Taeyoung“Taeyoungie are you okay? What’s wrong?”*Taeyoung quickly wipes her tears*“Nothing, I’m fine”“No you’re not”*Taesun looks at the tv screen*Darn. She must’ve been watching Taemin on tv again. This always happens. She’s gonna start crying non-stop.“There, there, Taeyoungie. It’s okay. I miss him too”“But oppa, at least you get to see him sometime during practice. I hardly see him at school. He didn’t even came home for Chuseok”“Taeyoungie you have to understand that he’s really busy with his activities and promotions as a member of SHINee. He already knew what he was going to go through when he debuted.  He knew the consequences. We just have to accept his decisions. He knows what’s good for him, okay?”