Jimin never once thought his life would go this way. He desperately wanted it to change but he wasnt ready for the young male to light up a little warm feeling in his chest. But... what if he isnt ready? What if he wasnt looking for that? Foreword"Goddammit..." the boy murmured and kicked a small pebble out of his way. He put his hands into his pockets and strolled forward, not sure where was he going. It was already dark outside. It has been for some time already, but its not like he cared anyway.The night was quiet, almost unusually quiet - there werent any people around, he couldnt hear any dogs barking. Even owls seemed to be asleep.  Its like the universe let him have a moment to himself to collect his thoughts.Getting more frustrated, the boy took a small paper out of his pocket and looked at it again. He studied doctors handwriting again and again, but nothing has changed since the last time he looked at it [...]  a/n The story might be changed to rated m in the future, just saying~