He was once loved and now the love of his life is gone . He, himself is now depressed and heartbroken as ever . A few months has passed since the leaving of his love one and still hes still the same . Suicide is the only key in making him forget of the one he loves . But is it worth it ? Everynight , he cries to sleep remembering all the wonderful memories and everyday, he smiles just to hide the pain . He has supportive friends behind him but he still cant recover from the drastic heartbroken . Heechul tends to get flashbacks that frightens him . He often hurts himself in order to relieve the pain of being depressed .Scars often reminds us of past memories and sometimes past love . The scars on Heechuls arm will forever be a mark of the person he loves and cherishes . Foreword"He used to love me and now hes gone !" Heechul said while throwing everything in his room. "Hyung ! Dont be like this. Please !"Siwon said while stnding at the door." Why do you care so much , huh ?!" he said while looking at him with cold eyes. "Because I love you hyung .." Siwon said while walking closer towards Heechul and smiling softly . " No .....It cant be ..."Heechul was know mumbling things while walking away ..