I always stayed by your side.For twelve years, I served you without any complaints.Because it was enough for me. It was enough, to be close to you in the most subtle of ways.But soon you grew. You became a young teenager, always horny and looking for women.I held it all in. I held in my feelings, my love, my heartache. I held it all in, so I wouldnt hurt you.But it hurts. It hurts so much, when I walk past your closed door and hear moans of pleasure. Why cant that person be me? I love you so fucking much, but you dont even care about me. In your eyes, Im just your servant.We used to be the best of friends. Remember the time when you were 12 and I was 11? Remember when you, being the cocky, childish prince that wanted everything his way, demanded that I marry you when we grew older? Remember how I chuckled at your childishness and explained that two boys couldnt get married?I wish we were still like that. Cant you see how much I love you? ForewordThis plot bunny refused to hop away after three days.So Im going to torture myself and write it while writing two other fics xDIm obsessed with TaoRis recently lol. <3I started writing the story and thought that it would be better if I wrote in a different characters POV... So I changed the description and title, kekeke ^^I couldnt think of a better title, sorry... Ill try to think of a better one >_<**Written by Claire**