When your mind thinks up the most painfully tragic outcome; but your heart yearns for more than the cold person you have become.You dont want to be a shell anymore you want to be happy.You want a place to call home.Someone who sees you for who you really are, not the cold person you pretend to be.But can you trust him to be there for you. to not hurt you when that is all that everyone else has ever done? ForewordPeople always hurt you so dont give them anything that they cant hurt you with, that was your philosophy. No matter who, mother or father, brother or sister they all had given you nothing but pain. Why should anyone else be any diffrent?You where afraid because when he said to trust him you wanted to.When he told you hed never leave you you believed him.When he asked you tell him what was bothering you, you knew he actually wanted to know because he cared.But you where scared that if you let him in that would change, so you kept him at arms length.But what you didnt know was that he could see through your lies and fake smiles. He knew you where hurt so he waited, waited for you to believe his words which where full of nothing but honesty. He waited because he knew you needed him and he knew he needed you............................................... becuase he loved you.