Jongin, aged 22 and a professional chef with the prospect of owning his own Restaraunt, lives the high life; fine wine, small expensive culinary dishes and living with his beautiful fiancé. Too bad, Kyungsoo doesnt eat, preferring to thrust his diamond-ringed fingers down his bile-washed throat. But in the end, its all for Jongin.  ForewordYes, as you can probably tell, this is a fiction on eating disorders. If you arent comfortable or feel you are going to be triggered, please dont read.  Trigger warnings: eating disorders, smoking, implicit/explicit sex, swearing and romance.