Im dying. Ive been for awhile now. 2024 is the year and I have one dying wish. And that is to fill the blank spaces in my notebook. __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________“So based on last week’s session, I know you are depressed,” Doctor Lee Jeno, my therapist said and I tried my hardest not to scoff.“Bro, I’m dying,” was all I said.“I asked you last week to come up with hobbies,” Jeno said, clearing his throat and I know that he was going by the book. If someone is depressed, you tell them to distract themself. “And you said you already had one.”"Yes, I write stories," I told him, passing him a notebook. "About what?" he asked, shifting through the papers."About all of you." ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________I decided to do what I wanted to do. I had to at least get it all on paper so maybe when Im buried six feet under the ground, the stories will still physically exist. I crept up to the side of the cafe trying to get a good look at Kim Doyoung. I have drawn him before and everyone had their own story except him-- why? Because he was never seen with a girl. I saw him typing away on his laptop, his eyes strained on the screen. He looked exactly like how he did when he was back in university, just older. Maybe a bit more professional. I made a mental note in my head, wondering if he was dating anyone. The last story has to be his. I scribbled down on a paper when I looked up to see that he was no longer in the cafe. Where did he go? His laptop was gone and so was his coffee."Are you following me?" a voice asked from behind me and I whipped my head around to see Kim Doyoung stare pointedly at me. Busted.______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________It has been a while since I felt this way, dreading the inevitable. I knew it was coming but slowly; step by step, I was beginning to smile. My phone rang and I answered it, hearing my therapists voice on the other side. "Hello?" he asked before asking me how the day with Kim Doyoung went. "Jeno," I said, pausing. My eyes brewed with tears and before I could stop myself, I was sobbing. "Doctor Jeno.""Whats wrong?" he asked. "I dont want to die." ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ If I lay hereIf I just lay hereWould you lie with me and just forget the world?Forget what were toldBefore we get too oldShow me a garden thats bursting into life-Chasing cars, Snow Patrol____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________Follow us on instagram for story highlights and behind the scenes! @thencityseriesBook #5 of N-CITY Series Season 1EPILOGUES HERE : https://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1462038/the-n-city-series-epilogues Foreword[CONTENTID1] [/CONTENTID1][CONTENTID2] [/CONTENTID2][CONTENTID3] [/CONTENTID3][CONTENTID4] [/CONTENTID4][CONTENTID5] [/CONTENTID5][CONTENTID6] [/CONTENTID6][CONTENTID7] [/CONTENTID7][CONTENTID8] [/CONTENTID8]